shirocchiouji

A list of things I never got to tell you... And probably will never tell you. Where do I start? Let's see... It was definitely not love at first sight. The first time I met you, was 10 years ago. We met at a riverside we used to play on, after school. We were still young and immature. I thought of you as a great playmate. And because we got along so well, we decided to meet more often at this riverside. That's all. That's all that was to it, 10 years ago. No love, no crushing on each other... Just some childish friendship. Until I decided that I was too busy to play and stopped coming. 5 years later... 5 years ago I ended up crying after school. My heart was aching. But I didn't have anyone to cheer me up. I ended up walking to the riverside we used to meet on. And to my surprise I met you. An older you. Still not a man, but it was still you. You listened to me, talked to me and smiled. You saved me without knowing it. That was probably when I fell for you. Too bad after a while you decided to not come anymore... I knew you had a life on your own. So I didn't mind. You helped and saved me. And even if you weren't there, I was still thankful for it. 5 years later, once again... What is happening right now... The day I took an entrance exam in the highschool I wanted to attend, I saw you again. This time older, more mature. But still kinda the same... I fell for you once again.…

shirocchiouji

I made a promise. A promise to HIM. I promised to always stay by his side. To always comfort him, when he needs it. To be there for him, when he's lonely. Even if I annoyed him. It was a promise I made. And I HATE to break promises.Whenever he told me to go, I would just smile at him sadly and refuse to give up on him. Whatever happened. I was always with him. Even after his mother died. Even after his father became even more strict to him. Even after his urge to perfection has grown... I stayed with him. I wanted to. I just needed to. And every single time he told me that he was fine.In the end I left him. I didn't want to. I had no other choice. Even though I thought he wouldn't even care... He just put on a cruel little smile and went.Years have passed. I have changed. HE has changed. Only one thing hasn't changed... The promise I made to him when we were little. Even if he refuses me, even if he hates me. Even if I get hurt, even if he'll not forgive me... I'll stay with him.…

shirocchiouji

I saw your message in the darkness of my room. And judging by the content, I understood... It meant that I became completely... Alone... It's because of my egoism why we're in this delirium of relationship... I'm just... Causing you... A lot of troubles... Only that. And although I understand it... So sweet.So convenient.So one-sided.So hypocrite.So greedy.So coward....Until it reflects itself in the mirror.KILL HER. Beyond the thought... KILL HER. Cruelly... YOU CAN KILL HER, CAN'T YOU? Lack of communication... YOU SHOULD KILL HER, RIGHT? BECAUSE YOU ALREADY HATE HER. Completely alone... KILL HER. EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE IF YOU KILL HER. My thoughts are torn into pieces... WHY CAN'T YOU DO IT?Then to me... With all your strength... THEN KILL ME. WITHOUT PITY. I understand this lack of communication. UNTIL I UNDERSTAND... I think... ...THAT I CANNOT REACH YOU... ...that at that moment I lost myself in your eyes...KILL ME WITHOUT PITY.…

shirocchiouji

I got hurt by othersAnd hurt them back.Others hated meBut I didn't care.At least it looked like I didn't care.And then I met THEM. And with THEM, I also met HIM. They became my friends. He claimed to become a hero in order to help me, changing myself. A hero... MY hero... I fell in love with him... But of course it was foolish. I was just a customer after all...I'm such an idiot...I do not own "Noragami". All characters (except Akira Kamitsuka, her father, Maru Yukisawa, a.o.) are owned by Adachitoka, the creator of this Anime/Manga.…