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I disregard the stares that follow me toward that cottage on the edge of the village, their judging eyes boring into my back, my legs shaking harder with every step I take and the more whispers I hear on the wind. My knees threatening to buckle and take me down to the level they think I should be.Was I really stupid for coming back here? Maybe-but I could not ignore their call for me. I could not overlook their need of me in this time. I never belonged until they took my mother and I in, kept her safe in their pack even after my shame and for that I would always come when they call.This is too much to ask of me. They know it. I know it. Yet I've come.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%ImportantMy books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.******************************************************…

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"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead.I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... PresentThis hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else.I'd hate him if I could.I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%ImportantMy books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.******************************************************…

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#264 in Romance 06/02/2018#267 in Romance 03/01/2018#304 in Romance 07/01/2018#455 in Romance 24/12/2017***Joshua Pits was a big man and that was mostly due to his job as a head mechanic at Pits Stop and Garage which he now co-owns with his older brother Mason Pits.Egypt only met the younger Pits boy last year October when he had just gotten back from prison and Egypt was deathly afraid of the man and it wasn't all the piercings and tattoos that kept Egypt a safe distance from the man, oh no, it was the way Joshua looked at Egypt. Like a starving man. Like he could just eat Egypt up in one big bite.¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ImportantMy books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.****#696 in Romance 4/12/2017#658 in Romance 21/12/2017#466 in Romance 17/12/2017#479 in Romance 31/12/2017…

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Everything he did was for me. And everything I did was for him.I broke his heart. A heart I cherished. A heart he entrusted me with. A heart he loved me with.This was the last place I thought I'd see him. This was the last way I thought we'd meet again.I don't think I can walk away a second time.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%ImportantMy books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.*******************************************************************…

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Second place winner in WPAfterdark April Fools Competition.***Jim is running out of excuses to talk to the cute mechanic down the road. He's given his truck tyres so many punctures he might as well buy new ones. When he's caught red handed, in the act by the very man he's doing it for however will he explain himself.*********************************************************************Copyright © 2017 by @notbackingdownAll rights reserved.No part of this book may be reproduced, copied or printed without express permission from the Author.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.*******************************************************************…

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This book will be comprised of short stories 2000 words or less which you can read within about twenty minutes at most.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%ImportantMy books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.Copyright © 2016 by T.GrayAll rights reserved.…

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My life has never been roses and sunshine. I could go on and on about how I grew up in a broken household, a junkie prostitute for a mother who pimped me out to every paying customer that didn't mind sleeping with a minor. But no, this is really about me finding family. Being better than the example my mother set for me.This is about forgiveness with some trials along the way like getting knocked up by my boyfriend's brother Angelo, having Angelo find out six years after the fact, Angelo wanting to play 'Daddy' and not to mention my job as an exotic dancer just to list a few. Come on... you know you want to find out the dirty details...%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%ImportantMy books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.Copyright © 2016 by T.GrayAll rights reserved.…

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KellyI was like Cinderella in this story and Cade Mc Garret was my knight in shining armour. Yet, when it came down to it he never did save me..... Or his Son.... We all say we do things in the name of love., but are we willing to pay the price? I thought I was, but some prices are just too high. CadeI don't run a multi million dollars business on smiles and cupcakes. Smart decisions and ruthless negotiations, I'm a hard man, cold hearted, tyrant, these are compliments to me. But there was a time when I was sweet and thoughtful, only one girl ever got under my skin and made my heart beat with love. Now it only beats on hatred... And its one desire is revenge since Kelly Green betrayed me....…

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The threat of a full out war between the Blood Takers and The Dark Plane is fast approaching. Already the Takers are slaughtering and pillaging the Plain's villages. Factions unite with King Cyn, the King of the Plane and The Black Dragon Clan against these vile creatures.Cyn is tired of living alone without his life partner Ian, the Prince of Cobras whom he saw fall in battle in the last war two thousand years ago, only he saw what the enemy wanted him to see.Hard truths are revealed, lovers reunited and familial bonds broken forever. in the first installment of Covered in Darkness.**************************************************NOTEAll characters, situations, names, conflicts and places are all a fiction of my imagination and do not in any way refer to real persons/places/situations.All characters/plots/ideas are all inventions of my own Fictional Creation. (Blame my brain for any weirdness).Any resemblance to any real persons (living or deceased)/places/situations are entirely coincidental.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%Copyright © 2016 by @notbackingdown…

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Venom finds his mate in the last place imaginable.Hell's Pit.A place many men enter and never leave alive. A place Venom once enjoyed; the violence and blood thick in the air. Ignorant of the barbaric way of gaining one's freedom. But alas, he has found his mate. A Shape shifter. An omega at that. One who has to fight for his freedom, for his very life.**********************************I don't know who I am. All I know is that I am slave. I've never had an identity until my mate gave me one.Now I am Mareck. Mate of Venom, Prince of Realm Helliem. I finally found home with him. But I am still slave. Unless I kill every motherfucker entering Hell's Pit. With a little help from Venom's brothers I will be victorious. I must. Not only for my freedom but for my mate too. To finally belong. To finally be something other than omega. Something other than slave.**********************************ImportantMy books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.*********************************This is the third book in The Nine Princes Of Hell Series. Each can be read as a stand alone but I'd advise you to read them.Copyright © 2016 by @notbackingdown…

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Caspian never intended to kill him.The Prince of Ithsmus' blade was meant for another. For that barbarian that stole his father. Jericho.He never meant to love him either.*****************Conceived and trained for war Jericho was on his way to being the greatest General the world has seen.He's killed men, many men but he's never wept for one, not like the mad Prince of Ithsmus.He's never felt anything like he did for the boy and he'll do anything to have him, the Prince Caspian.…

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TheronBeing an almost eighteen year old dad is hard. Responsibilities are piled sky high and the odds of me being a good dad like mine was to me is quite bleak. But the smile on my baby's face makes me think I'm doing alright. But along came Bobby Ray Jones, who built me up and broke me down. Losing my parents and my sister in one fell swoop didn't break me like he did.***Bobby Ray What is it about that boy that makes me crazy? I don't know but man I want to find out. He's just... everything I can't have. This thing inside me that craves him will mess up all my hard work. I don't want to be gay. I don't want to be judged and ridiculed all my life. I don't want my family to shun me, disown me. But I want Theron, even if it's only in secret.***BlaiseWhy does everyone I care about leave me? My mom, dad, my best friend and now, now it's the boy I fell in love with.Loneliness is my new normal and the expectation of my mom's death. Why can't my dad love me the way I am? The person I am? So what if I'm a flamboyant gay teen? I'm still his son right? I'm still me, just a more colorful me and all I want to do is fly free.*******Smitty RayBlaise, the prettiest boy I've ever seen. Maybe I should have just left him alone but when he says he loves me, I don't know... I feel like I'm Superman and the way he looks at me makes my insides melt. I never meant to hurt him; I just wanted to see what it would be like to have him, be with him and soak up all that sweetness that seems to come off him in waves.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% I hope you all enjoy this book too and it is my entry to The Wattys 2016. The first chapter will be uploaded on the 27th day of July, 2016.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%Copyright © 2016 by @notbackingdownAll rights reserved.No part of this book may be reproduced, copied or printed without express permission from the Author.…

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My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts and will portray gay relationships between males AND will make allusion of an incestuous relationship between brothers. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.*********************************************Antonio Gage March is mourning the loss of his father and the end of his one year relationship with his boyfriend after finding him in bed with another man.He can't do anything about his father because the man is dead, the man who's been his best friend, his hero is gone forever and there is nothing, absolutely nothing he could do to bring him back.What hurts too is that he can't hate Terry for cheating on him because the way Terry looks at the boy, Gage wishes a man would look at him like that.Gage is desperate to feel anything other than pain. **********Lexus Jenner is tired of his mother forcing her dreams for him down his throat. The life she wants him to live, a job she wants him to take not once asking him if he wants any of it for himself.When an opportunity at finding out who his father was comes at him he jumps at it, never mind the man was already dead and buried. ***********A chance encounter between Gage and Lexus leaves both men wondering, believing in love at first sight.Everything seemed to be going in their favor, never mind that they've only known each other for a day and a night. That is until Gage's mother drops some news on them that had both men loathing themselves, but can't seem to regret loving each each other.***************************************************************************************************************************************Copyright © 2016 by @notbackingdown…

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I remember the first time I saw Raven Beaumont, all five feet of pure gorgeousness.Thrown out of his home by his stepmother after his father's passin', my sister found him on the streets.Lord only knows the kind of temptation that boy offered and knowin' he was in love with me made it all the more harder.He was too young, too inexperienced for a man like me and so I had to cut him loose.After a date gone wrong Raven returned home broken inside and the only way I knew to bring him back was with love. Love I didn't want to give him in the first place. hell with letting him go. That one taste of him had me hooked like a fish.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE. There will be some instances/scenes/ suggestions of sexual acts and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself.It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity.Read at your own risk.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%Copyright © 2018 by @notbackingdownAll rights reserved.No part of this book may be reproduced, copied or printed without express permission from the Author.Published: 14/03/2016%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%…

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This book is written for the JustWriteIt #LoveLetters Edition. Hope you guys enjoy. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%This story is a Manxman meaning that the relationship being written about is between two men.%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%Jaylon and Khalil were happy, in love and new parents. Khalil's job as an airspace pilot takes him all over the universe but this time he's gone for three years.That's a long time for both men and it's even harder now that they have a baby. With no form of electronic communication, read to find out how each copes with the separation and how going back to the basics of writing love letters to each other brings them closer even though they are worlds apart ********************************************************************************Copyright © 2016 by @notbackingdownAll rights reserved.No part of this book may be reproduced, copied or printed without express permission from the Author.…

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This is a book of short stories/one shots. Some would be very cute and some would be very rated. hope you guys enjoy. This book was rated as Private by Wattpad so you guys need to remove from your library, follow me and then add it back there. ******************************************************************************************** My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. ***************************************************************************************************…

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"I'm not crazy". I whispered to myself. "Santa Claus did try to kill me" I pulled at the restraints on my arms. who is Santa Claus? It can be anyone under that beard and suit. Your dad, brother, uncle, friend... Anyone. I could be Santa Claus hahaha! I'm Santa Claus! I'm not crazy! I'm not crazy! Santa Claus is real. He's real. He's crazy too... I'm not crazy! *******************This story is written for the Holiday of Horrors Contest.…

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Sequel to Want You Back. ********For every action, there's a reaction. Too bad Jesse learned the hard way. His actions, his careless words, took something precious from his family.Broke his family. Is there any way to redeem himself? He doesn't believe so. But he does everything he possibly can to make up for what he's done. ****Being Eric Moore Hardcore Pornstar. That was easy. I knew what was expected of me.Then everything changed. Changes, things I don't understand. Questions I couldn't answer. Then there's Jesse. My mate. But how can I be a mate when I don't have a wolf. I mean I'm not sure if I did. Why don't I have a connection like everyone else. I wish everyone would forget I did the special things. It's not like I liked it. I just didn't want to be punished. I wish I wasn't a kid trapped in a grown up's body. I wish Jesse would love me.I wish he didn't hate himself. Wishes upon wishes.Will they ever come true?…

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THIS IS A MANXMAN STORY. GET AWAY QUICKLY IF YOU DON'T LIKE. THIS STORY CONTAINS MATURE LANGUAGE***×********This is the quirky story about how Johnathan falls in love with his arch enemy Carter. Join them on their journey as Carter does everything he possibly can to get Johnathan to fall in love with him. Johnathan's constant insults and rather colourful language toward Carter. There is a reason why Johnathan is not letting Carter in his life. But the man just keeps finding a way to barge in.Carter dubs Johnathan the asshole of his dreams while Johnathan dubs Carter the constant pain in the ass. What will happen when Johnathan starts falling? Carter is hiding something. A living, breathing something.…

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THIS WAS MADE PRIVATE BY WATTPAD. YOU WOULD HAVE TO DELETE FROM YOUR LIBRARY,FOLLOW ME AND THEN ADD BACK THIS BOOK TO YOUR LIBRARY TO BE ABLE TO READ.. SORRY MY MUFFINS!IT'S NOT EVEN THAT RATED BUT EH?Nolan and Atione have been best friends since they were in diapers. They live together and are both gay. Never have either of them had sexual feelings for each other. Or so Nolan thinks.That is until Atione's brother's bachelor party. One dare Atione accepted and Nolan's whole world was turned upside down by the sex god on stage. This night is filled with shocking confessions and hot sex. ***************Hi guys! This is a one shot between two men. So if you no likey, no ready k? Hope you enjoy. This one shot is for mature readers only. Read at your own discretion.…