madarchikk

I took a deep breath. My nightmare was over and a new one just started. Another awful day seems to be just right in front of me. Sun was shining in my face and I closed my eyes. Why is this happening to me? Why me? Even after 4 years I still felt his lips on mine. He was in my heart but not in my life. I tried to stop thinking about him but I couldn't. It was so wrong. He didn't treat me right but only if I could see him again.. oh, that's the only thing I wish for Christmas every year after our break up. It's so unfair and there's nothing I can really do. Still hoping that he will come back to me, I don't even start seeing anybody else. He's the love of my live . My heart is crushed in to million pieces. I started to cry like a little girl. *Knock at the door*Chris: " Is everything all right, sister? " Me: " No, and you know it better than anyone.. " I locked my door and took some pills that was hidden behind desk..It'll be alright just maybe not today.…