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Help Me Live || Phan

Help Me Live || Phan

221 29 25

This is the prequel to Let Me Die.Dan Howell is sad. But its more than that. He's not just sad, he's depressed. His friend Phil wants to help him, but how can you help someone who doesn't want to be helped?TW: cutting, depression, suicide, bulimia, abuse, molestingDon't read if you get easily triggered by these things.|SHORT CHAPTERS|Read Let Me Die: https://www.wattpad.com/story/188924153-let-me-die-phan…

"Straight"

803 76 18

In a world where you're born with the flag of your sexuality printed on your wrist.... -Phan AU- // Dan Howell knows the rules. He knows how the world works and how you're supposed to act if you want to be treated well. That doesn't stop him from feeling like he was born with the wrong sexuality flag on his wrist. He's supposed to be straight, right? That's what his wrist clearly states. That's what he's been treated like ever since he was born by his alcohol father and neglectful mother. Because that's the way it works... right? Then why is his best friend, Phil Lester, born with the gay flag on his wrist, so beautiful to him? That is gay and Daniel is not GAY. Is he?///Triggers- abuse, neglect, suicidal thoughts, attempt of suicide, strong language///The cover art is mine…

But, I'm Not Gay... am I?

But, I'm Not Gay... am I?

1,962 79 15

A very sad yet somehow slightly humorous solby story where Colby realizes that he might not be so straight after all. I can't relate to something more. *There are many major triggers in this book* ~READ AT YOU OWN RISK~// I am not responsible for any lasting trauma from this story // #Solby4lyfe…

Everything Hurts ~ Phan

Everything Hurts ~ Phan

1,568 256 56

Dan is abused. Phil is his hero. Love always finds a way.But so does evil.***⚠️TRIGGER WARNING:*Abuse*Depression*Self harm *References rape*** |SHORT CHAPTERS|…

Let Me Die || Phan

Let Me Die || Phan

1,912 98 16

Dan wants to die.Phil wants to save him.One of them fails.~~~This whole damn book is one big trigger warning. You probably shouldn't read it for your own health.~~~|short chapters| I'm warning you now, you really shouldn't read this.…

Zodiac Signs

Zodiac Signs

7,853 321 100

If you're like me and find it entertaining to look at a bunch of crap about your Zodiac, then this is the place to go. Facts, squads, personalities, themes, and lots more stuff is here. Most of this is stereotypical, by the way. I also got all my answers on websites; I don't own them.I'm a Libra myself, but I only have a few traits of one. I'm indecisive, a great listener, creative, and can have a lot of sass when it's called for. But one thing's for sure; I am no angel. 😏(All photo and info credit goes to Google, Tumblr, and Pinterest)…

Leave Me Aløne - {Jøshler}

Leave Me Aløne - {Jøshler}

7,578 396 87

~~TRIGGERS: •Suicide•Cutting•Abuse•Depression •Suicidal thoughts •Homophobic slurs ~~Tyler Joseph has a voice in his head. It tells him to do things, bad things. __^^ VERY SHORT CHAPTERS ^^__If you don't want to cry, then don't read this. I apologize in advance.Highest Rankings: #1 in bandship, #5 in leavemealone, #7 in dontleaveDISCLAIMER: cover art is not mine…

Insane

Insane

5,147 165 9

Highest Ranking: #1 in Pidge// This is the sequel to Taken. Team Voltron is trying to help Pidge recover from a dangerous poison that the Galra had injected into her. This poison caused her to live her greatest nightmares and basically lose her mind. Her friends and family struggle to show her that she's safe, but Pidge won't believe them so quickly. Their greatest fear may come true. Has she gone completely insane? ⚠️ Has reference to depression, mental issues, isolation and anxiety. Some serious angst resides here ⚠️ ~COMPLETED~If you haven't read the first book, please do that before you read this one. It's called Taken.I don't own Voltron, obviously. It's a shame, though... *Cover art is not mine**All pictures/art used are credited to Google Images and Pinterest* (two of the pictures in here are mine, though)*None of the songs used are mine, of course*…

Taken (Voltron Fanfic)

Taken (Voltron Fanfic)

11,845 340 14

Pidge/Katie and Shiro have been captured by the Galra, who want information about the human race. This may end in much pain and suffering for the two paladins. Will their teammates rescue them in time? Even if they do, will the mental trauma be too much? //The first chapter of this book kinda sucks, but it progressively gets much better after that// ^^Contains torture and some gore^^Highest Ranking: #7 in Pidge and #2 in tested^^Has a Sequel^^*COMPLETED* (The cover/any pictures used are not mine- credits go to Google images and Dreamworks)…