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"There's a difference between you and I, Austin. I am shit! I am going nowhere in life! I am stupid and worthless, no one looks at me without thinking of all that I've done wrong. No one cares about me! Why should I have any regard for what happens? So what if I'm in the slammer for a few days! So what if some slut cheats on me. You're different. You're smarter than anyone any of us; everyone cares about you and makes sure that you're safe. You do nothing but good things for almost anybody. You had two jobs or three jobs, while going to school. You have always been successful! Your parents knew that you would always do great things and they wanted great things for you! I don't have that, any of it. You're so much better of a person than I could ever be and you waste it! You have no regard for anything you have accomplished and you think yourself to be even more worthless than I consider myself. I have the right to not give a damn about myself because no one has ever given a damn about me! You don't because everyone's life you come into gives more than a damn about you!" --Dallas Winston…

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After graduating college, Austin Curtis returns home without really knowing what to expect. Time has helped her mature, but through the years she spent away from Tulsa, there was a nagging in her mind about how she left everyone...more specifically, how she left Dallas.An Outsiders (Dallas Winston) fanfiction.This is the sequel to "As I See It, Yes", which took place during the events of The Outsiders.…

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Wren Ledden, Tommy's best friend from high school, has had a rough life, and she intends to keep the nitty gritty details of her suffrage to herself until the day she dies. Only Tommy has gotten her to open up about a small portion of her troubles, and it's only Tommy who she trusts with her life. That is until her life gets turned around sneaking into a concert one night...the same night Mötley Crüe is born.…

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Steve Harrington's cousin comes to live with his family in Hawkins, Indiana, only she's not the same person he remembers her being. With a history of bad luck following her every move, it's only a matter of time before Judith Harrington uncovers the nasty truths about what lurks beneath the surface of her cousin's seemingly boring town...but who will be the one to help her uncover Hawkins' dirty little secrets?…

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"Only in youth do we express our truest selves. Only in youth do we pretend for the sake of our imagination, and not for the hope of becoming who we pretend we are. Only in youth do we know no differences among others. Only in youth are we bold enough to dream and hopeful enough to grow up to achieve those dreams. Only in youth are we not too frightened to admit the feelings we harbor toward those we care for. It's because of this that I'm beginning to think that the best version of myself existed only in my youth."…

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An internal monologue of a girl from ages 13-18. Update: Life gets better…

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CURRENTLY BEING EDITED"Take a good look at me now. Do you still recognize me? Am I so different inside? This world is trying to change me, and I admit, I don't want to change with it and I admit, I can't go on like this anymore." -Pop EvilS.H.E.I.L.D.'s newest agent Anastasia Vandal is recruited after her vigilante work in the south. She's anticipated her first mission since she was hired but never thought it would be something as testing and secretive as what she received. Hesitantly, she accepts the mission, understanding why she was chosen, but frightened that her past will catch up with her, and who knows how easy it is for the past to catch up with them more than the notorious Loki Laufeyson?…

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Anastasia was never intended to be "blipped", so when Thanos's snap nearly turned her to dust, the Time Variance Authority stepped in. That was never her ending...just like the ending she thought Loki had wasn't truly his.As she put her skills to use with the TVA and enjoyed the new life she'd been given, Tasia is put on a mission she never thought she'd have to do again.…

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My eyes have adjusted to the dark, and so has my heart. The weight of the world has covered me. I'm in over my head, am I living or dead? Can anyone hear me calling out? I'm calling out!Finally breaking, so where are you now? It's been such a long time but I've tried to live without. I'm suffocating; I need you to breath! So reach down and pull me out, pull me out, before I am buried beneath! -Buried Beneath by RedWe all know and have come to love Loki through the eyes of Anastasia Vandal in Monster You Made, but what's really going on in Loki's head? The unexplained mannerisms, the secrets, the lies, all stacked against his pain and regret and sorrow and rage. See what more Loki is trapped under than his own sorrow and regrets and what he's truly buried beneath.…