decipheringBella

Synopsis: Limerence is not just a love story. It's a series of misfortunate events that lead us to becoming. It's a story about recognition. About what happens when the universe orchestrates something too precise to be coincidence, when two people meet not by accident but by design. It's about a reckoning and the rupture that follows. It's about reverence.Set against the backdrop of soft nights and silent mornings, of city lights and heartbeats in dark rooms, Limerence follows a bond that blurs the line between fate and fantasy.Their love exists in fragments, in glances, in silence, in the ache of what can't be said. It's intimate, disarming, and deeply human. But love, like seasons, shifts. And sometimes the most profound connections are the ones that leave us. They haunt us. They shape us. They teach us how to hold on and how to let go.It's also a reflection on the quiet betrayals that unfold in the name of friendship. On the violence that lingers in the rooms where someone should have already left. Sometimes the people we tether ourselves to begin to rot the very places meant to hold love. And by the time we realize it, we've already bruised the hands reaching out to save us.This is a story for anyone who's ever touched something sacred, fleeting, and real. Even if only for a moment.A song for every soft ache, illusion, and unraveling.Limerence: Reverence and Ruins - the soundtrack. Listen as you read:https://music.apple.com/us/playlist/limerence-the-soundtrack/pl.u-38oWXB4uPpDdPJ4Disclaimer:Although this story may resemble real people and events, certain details have been dramatized or altered in language to create a version of reality as poetic and beautiful as it once felt. Some locations have been changed, and names have been intentionally left out. This story was never meant for the world to fully understand. Only for two people. And only they will ever know the truth that lingers quietly in Paris.…

decipheringBella

What happens when you stop performing strength and start practicing it?Over the course of 100 intentional nights, this guide walks you through reflection prompts, life lessons, and structured self inquiry designed to help you rebuild discipline, emotional stability, and clarity.Healing here is not dramatic.It is repetitive.It is conscious.It is earned.If you are ready to trade chaos for consistency and relish in presence over performance, this is where you begin.…

decipheringBella

Poetry, scenes and short stories written from the fingertips of a girl who doesn't know her own heart. She's filled each corner with love and light that she thought was pure just to watch it rot off and fill like a gaping dark hole. But these heartbreaks made her heart what it is now. Whatever her heart is now.mShe Series: Book one.…

decipheringBella

They were never supposed to meet again But he could not stop thinking about her. It was against the rules of the Guardians to meet their Beloveds twice in a life time. Yet he was breaking all the rules. He could feel her energy and something was off. She was doubting herself. So he had to do his job. He had to guide her through the path that she could not see. Until she was whole again only then would he leave. -She Series: Book five.…

decipheringBella

They laid together, Him and Her and spoke. Locked in a hotel room unfamiliar to them, but they called it their home the second they got the keys. He was her Guardian and She was his Beloved. They only got to meet once in every lifetime. He wanted Her to know that She was more than what She saw in Herself. That Her rib cage was sprouting flowers and not just empty of nothing. She wasn't hallow and He seen Her for what She was. A damaged flower that just needed to be watered. And He intended to water Her leaves. Until She was strong enough to grow a flower out of Her stem, on Her own, without Him. They grew together. And then they grew apart. Two separate flowers growing, blooming who coincided on the same path. They crashed their beings together. For just one night. And enjoyed their "Pure Bliss." She Series: Book four.…

decipheringBella

There's nothing left here but my words and how I feel. Nothing left of substance but emotions that must find a way to disappear. There's still love here and so many questions. So many memories. So many things I still wanted to do. So many people I wanted to hold onto. "The Love That Remains," will remain even when Pure Bliss is lost. Even when all things seem to be astray. Even when loyalty no longer lives here. I'll always feel the same. I wrote down all my goodbyes and all my doubts and self hatred, I wrote out all the pain in hopes one day all I'll feel is, "The Love That Remains," and not the pain attached that's tainting the way I see love now. As something to be ashamed of. I wrote it down in hopes the animosity I feel would disappear. I'll be forever yours. Always a friend and not a foe. Even from a distance love will always remain. The intentions are still the same.…

decipheringBella

Tired of trying to be everything. Trying to be perfect. Wrong paths and wrong people and missed opportunities. Am I letting my mental illness take over my life? A look into the mind of a BPD, Anxiety ridden woman. With no identity but her Panic. With my ways it's hard to keep down anything healthy, relationships that don't last but stay with me like my own personal demons. And evil around the corner you'd never see coming. The pain changes you. Trauma changes you. It strips you away from yourself. BPD strips away your identity sometimes I guess this is my way of finding myself again, through writing and reflecting and realizing it is okay to be hurting. This book will include poetry and scenes and think pieces. It will be vulnerable. It will be raw. It will remind you of your own loss. - "She." Xx🥀xX…

decipheringBella

• 2017 Her feelings took Her to unfamiliar places. She would never forget. Her mind was racing. Her heart was telling Her no. But She had to escape. She had to end this. Or else there would be no one left to tell this story. So She did what She had to do. This is Her untold story.She Series: Book three.…

decipheringBella

She didn't give them much choice, as to what she did with herself. She didn't say too much, so that she wouldn't give herself away. She didn't speak so she was never heard. She didn't speak so she was always hurt. She didn't speak, her words choked her. They rocked her insides, they fried her brain. She didn't speak until it was too late, until her words asphyxiated her instead. What she wanted to say, she wrote out instead. She didn't speak up, but her words spoke volumes. What she wanted to say, before it was too late. She Series: Book two.…

decipheringBella

As Peyton discovers the powers she never knew existed, she goes through adventures that not one normal person would ever go through. Peyton isn't a normal human though, she's what her people would call a Jumper. Her enemies called them, "Vegabond." As Payton finds herself in this new world, she's chased down be the people who outcast her. When her brother gets taken away from her and she's put into confinement, Peyton discovers the truth about herself and meets her new pack. But what happens when she also finds the truth about her life and her kind. What happens when she finds the love of her life? When her pact recieves their prophecy they go on a mission to save their leader, her family, and her kind. But not everything is as it seems when Mind Over Matter is at play. And nothing will ever be the same once Peyton dives into this world of dystopia.…