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It's a damn shame the original story is lost forever, however, here is a revisit to it. I'm sorry for anyone who has no idea what the history is or where all this came from. I can't retell any of it, lest I get banned for life. So without breaking any rules, I'm reviving the characters.Here's a safe breakdown:The year is 1995, and this is the year I will focus on in this book. Unlike the previous one, this will be published in order, as opposed to random memories scattered over time. The Way family live in Provo, Utah. Mikey stays with his mom and dad, while Gerard lives in a flat attached to Elena's home opposite the Mccrackens. It's saddens me, but unfortunately that is all I am willing to say or explain.…

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Current (2022) Text message conversations (just cause I can't help myself sometimes.)Same Universe as FUCKER just got too much to send through about life right now.…

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I find myself wondering if insanity can be asymptomatic. Like disease not showing on the surface yet still infectious. How a face can turn a grounded man to commit atrocities he never would've if he spent his entire life having never been exposed to beauty. Forever changed.Forever ruined.Obsession is like addiction, only without the hope of recovery. It lives without the morning after declarations of 'I'll never drink again', after a night of hugging the toilet seat and smelling like your own sick. Secrets live without the eventual loved one confronting you with pleas of change and promises of support. True madness never questions itself. It never relents and it's never satisfied.Instead, it screams constantly with a voice only you can hear, "FEED ME. FEED ME. FEED ME."…

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"Nuh, he's got an on and off thing with someone from his home town, ain't that right, Joey?" Joey heard that North Carolina accent slither into his ear but the words had a 2 second delay before he turned his head. "Huh?" and suddenly his eyes were proper scanning his soundings.(RIP My Prince. These are just little imaginings. Maybe they connect to each other maybe they don't.)…

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All the shit Bert and Gerard talk about in and around bed.…

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just a collection of poems I've been writing. most of which come from the perspective of my characters.…

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So I decided to do this after a conversation with @theusedfanfic and I got excited thinking it would be pretty cool. Each chapter is gonna be a character profile. For now I'll stick to the four most important guys and then I'll move on to the rest. It might help understand some things a bit better about where each man comes from in my story.ALL HARD FACTS ARE IN BOLDHope you like. XOXO…

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2017-2018It's been 12? 12 fucking years. And I still hate you.*This is presented a little differently than usual. Hope you enjoy.*…

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2001 - 2002 Blue & Yellow era…

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2002 - 2006 Smile era. Bert's... disgusting and loud, a rockstar and he fucking knows it. He can have any of these girls who scream his name but he prefers to lick Gerard's face. Which... suits Gerard just fine... no matter how much he complains.…

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2006 - 2007 Paralysed Era.There's no such thing as a rehab facility for person addiction.This is what happens when the drug can't let the addict go.…

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2007-2008 Empty with You era.Quinn: Black or White?Bert: White. Quinn: *squints* White? 'Really?'Bert: Yeah, man.*few seconds later*Quinn: I think I'll go with white. *pulls his black shirt off to replace with the one Bert insisted on.* Bert McCracken always gets what he wants.…

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- EMPTY WITH YOU era 2013Bert McCracken is a selfish asshole. Quinn Allman has fucking had enough. Jeph Howard figured it's safe to leave them alone in his house.As well as other short fics for around this time.…

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2006 - 2020So this is an alternative reality for Bert, Gerard and Frank. If we can pretend for a second that everything after 'Especially a Fucking Knife' never happened and this new history was written, then we can have some fun.I wrote a shortfic with this theme in mind, alas I lost the whole damn thing because wattpad decided to fuck me. But there are many more stories to tell and I've decided to create a book for those stories. You can use my 2001-2006 era books as a base for their history and then this as an alternative reality after that big break up. Kind of like the butterfly effect.…

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oneshots unrelated to my othe fics, but lots of fun to write.…