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If I Knew Then

If I Knew Then

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They say life is a gift. You're supposed to smile and be grateful, but there comes a time when you realize that living a lie is no way to live. And when you reach your lowest, you either go to great extents to feel something, anything, even if pain, or you go to even greater extent to end it all... I opted for the latter. Maybe you would call me foolish. A coward or selfish, even, but I could not continue living the way I did...In some twisted twist of faith, they want me to come back to life. They want me to help a girl that is soon to share my faith. Amelia Taylor deserves to be saved, but I know that love and friendship don't cure mental illnesses. What can I possibly do to save this girl?This is a spin off to my novel, For You. Jaxson is Addilyn's spiritual guide in this story.This story explores mature content of suicide and self-harm, and might be triggering to some. I don't dive into details of self-harm, but it is mentioned.** Still in the editing processCanadian suicide crisis line: 9-8-8…

Drawing the Ace

Drawing the Ace

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A virgin in her late twenties who has never been in a relationship, Yasmine Sarraf is tired of being questioned on her lacking relationship status. Yaz has next to zero interest in dating, in finding herself a partner... But the continuous failure of meeting her friends and family's expectations is exhausting. When the boyfriend conversation comes up one too many times, without much thought, pressured by the instinct to follow social norms, Yasmine agrees to a competition. Her erratic friend group is to compete in the attainment of her future partner. Faced with countless blind dates, Yasmine feels like she's living a nightmare. From awkward near virginity losses, running away from dick, bathroom dashes and the creation of a fake boyfriend to please her mother, she deeply regrets agreeing to the competition. As she persists to find love and grows closer to her fake boyfriend, Oliver, Yasmine begins to understand her sexuality.…

I am Clara

I am Clara

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Clara Molino is far from a perfect warrior, and she makes that known, amongst her passionate lack of interest in being the chosen one. Grouchy and self-deprecating, Clara is any of us placed in the same shoes. Everyone wants to be a hero, but does anyone want to be injected with painful superhuman liquid, be trained by a morally questionable group and battle a reincarnated, centuries old warrior and her minions? Between having a dead-beat dad, an alcoholic mother and practically raising her four siblings, Clara just wants a break. She wants to feel like herself again. She expects a two-week school trip around the world, with her best friend, to present the perfect break. She does not expect to be harassed by a ghastly, frail older woman. She fights every step of the hero-becoming process, thus establishing a challenging relationship with her mentor whom Clara has nicknamed after the Indonesian word for Nightmare. Her mentor is convinced that love is Clara's only down fall; fears that her relationship with Easton Andrews will be her undoing. But there is absolutely nothing going on between her and Andrews; except constant child-like bickering... At least, according to Clara. As Clara and Andrews' relationship blossoms, as they both become impossibly closer and distant, is Mimpi right? Will love destroy Clara?…

For You

For You

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Following the horrid events proceeding his little sister's ballet recital, Jaxson Scott awakes into what he describes as nothingness and knows he's dead. Prepared to prematurely leave his near perfect life, Jaxson doesn't expect to receive a special offer before his final passing. He jumps at the chance of a brief return to life, accepting the task to aid, Lexi, a girl that he was destined to meet.Previously known to be confident, socially apt and part of the popular group, Jaxson Scott's rapid change to an easily flustered and love-sick fool is humorous and heartfelt. He experiences dating like he never has before. He comes to share deep, intellectual conversation with Lexi and finds himself fighting for any bit of extra time. Falling too fast, he struggles with the knowledge that he will soon need to leave Lexi, amongst the rest of his life, behind. Jaxson always believed in second changes, but will this second chance at life be worth the heartache?…

248 Days

248 Days

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When the return of her forgotten childhood best friend reveals her parents' true identity, Alexa Adams is gut-wrenched. Orphan status added to her amnesia, the forgotten first fourteen years of her life haunt her. Forced to live with the boy who ruined her life, Alexa has her mind set on leaving the day of her seventeenth birthday. But Grayson Ryder has other plans. He needs his best friend back. Grayson bargains 248 days. 248 days to recreate their childhood memories and convince her to stick around. Grayson is confident in his plan, but Alexa knows better. She knows that there's only one possible ending to her story: heartbreak. Because the Alexa he knew no longer existed.…