*With that Jimin decided to speak to taehyung after school that day*

(In SCHOOL)

*The school was over for the day and as tae was packing his things to leave as soon as possible he felt someone grabbing him and it was Jimin*

JM: where are you going this fast? I want to talk to you?

Tae: about what Jimin?

JM: about hmm music that we are going to perform on the graduation day which is going to be held thereafter tomorrow

Tae: regarding that okay!! Lets go

*with that Jimin took tae to a nearby park which was close to their school*

Tae: okay Jimin tell me what do you want to know? *opens his laptop*

JM: tell me now what happened between you and JK?

Tae: *shook* Jimin..umm that is ...nothing everything is fine *fake smile*

*Jimin hugs tae and with that tae was not able to control himself anymore and he broke down and hugged Jimin tight the pain he held in his heart was all poured out *

JM: so tell me *caress tae's back*

Tae: Jimin uh I love him so much but he doesn't like me Jimin *cries*

JM: What the hell are you telling me? Did you confess to him?

Tae: no I didn't confess him

JM: then how could you tell?

Tae: I heard JK and you speaking in the music room about me he was telling you that he doesn't like me and I heard it Jimin *cries hard* and I am also scared what if he just sees me as his friend only and not more than that what if I ruin everything Jimin? What if I can't keep him happy? What if I am not enough? I am such a playful boy but how can i? *sobs hard* I cant take losing him Jimin so which only I stopped talking to him and kept him away from me ignored him I did everything but more I was away from him the more I longed for him Jimin *cries*

JM: aishhh you pabo that day what happed was me and JK were talking about a boy who was trying to hit on yoongi and JK told me that he doesn't like him and her eyes landed on your picture which was in the music room of our school and when I asked him what are you looking at he told it was you and I think you must have heard the conversation in half and you began to assume things on your own you should have asked me right?

Tae: I was scared to hear it from you the thought of what if he doesn't like me kept me away from asking you Jimin

JM: can you shut your fucking mouth without giving a try you cant assume things tae see what is he loves you too? What if you keep him happy? What if everything goes on well? What if he says yes? And tae no one can keep him happy like you do and give it a try make yourself acceptable for both positive and negative side tae are you going to sacrifice him because of your fear and negative thoughts? Don't waste time tae already you wasted so much days we have more only 2 days for the school to get over and if you miss this chance now then you can never see him for forever

Tae: FOR FOREVER....??!!!

JM: yes for forever

Tae: but Jimin uh?

JM: no buts or nothing and you are confessing him that's it and then only I am speaking with you

Tae: hmm okay I will

JM: that's like my good boy and don't worry no matter what I am there for you tae *hugs tae*

*with that both of the friends left the park happily they both were setting up as an example for who a friend is and what a friendship is all about*

(TAE'S POV)

And I reached home with a sort of happiness and confidence of confessing to him on our graduation day which is as well as his birthday as I was about to open the door I heard a conversation

J/M: Mrs. Kim we are leaving back to LA after Jk's graduation

T/M: please atleast JK stay with us I promise to take care of him

J/M: please don't be sad I can understand but he is not willing to stay here

T/M: *sad* its his decision anyway

With that I opened the door with my eyes filled with tears and my mom noticed it and I greeted JK's mom and I ran upstairs to my room

T/M: I think he must have heard our conversation

J/M: ya I hope so please take care and here and some gifts on behalf of our family to you and thankyou so much for taking care of us and my son will visit Seoul sometime

With that I throwed myself in the bed no no I cant let him go he has to stay with me did I waste so much time I am such a idiot how could I uhnn tae you are literally a idiot now how ill I get him back what will I do I was totally confused and I took my phone and I saw our picture in the wallpaper and tears were rooling down my face no I wont let you go JK this time I wont and with that I dialed Jimin's number

(on the call)

"hello"

JM: tae what happened? *sleepy tone*

"*crying* Jimin

JM: what happened tae? Why are you crying? *panicked*

"Jimin uhh JK.."

JM: what happened to JK?

"He is leaving Seoul after graduation it seems"

JM: what? *pretends as if he doesn't know*

"yes Jimin and now how will I ask him? What if he goes away from me?

JM: you Pabo always thinking negative only what if he stays for you idiot

"really? Will he?"

JM: sure without trying itself ask try to solve things tomorrow itself

"yay a I will"

JM: for now stop crying and plan of how you are going to confess him

"okay byeee"

JM: byee

With that I hunged up the call and I wiped my tears and I went to bed thinking about of how I am going to sort out things

(END OF TAE'S POV)

(JK'S POV)

Here I am packing up everything I am going to go far away from him that I cant reach him anymore tears started to roll down my cheek the minute I thought about him and I saw the teddy bear that was smiling at me and I went and hugged the teddy and I was talking to it as if it was tae .."taehyung uhhh I am going away from you I hope you will be happy because you don't like me naa I don't know what I did to deserve this from you but I am so sorry if I have hurted you and I don't know how I am going to be without you I don't know I am going to miss everything about you .. you doll eyes in which I always lose myself, your beautiful smile in which my day completes, your playfulness, your morning sleepy face, the way you act cute whenever I tease you, uhh I am going to miss everything about you each and every single thing about you uhh why it hurts its okay even though it hurts me because anything from you is not pain for me because I love you taehyung uhh our story ended before it even started and with that the papers inside my diary flew due to the wind which was blowing from my window and my eyes caught all the short poems thinking about him

"you and I are a mess but you captivate my soul like no one else could ever do"

"you took my heart without my permission and now you are asking me can I stay?"

"you touch me in a way no one can ever do I love you in the way you can never imagine about"

"Its okay even if you don't love me back but this heart will keep on loving you"

"You are not mine but you still move in such a I always lose control in you"

"I can be anything else in this world but I want to be yours only yours"

Tears were dropping down from my eyes ... taehyung I will love you even if you don't love me because it is love after all and with that I wiped my tears and I was packing my things and after packing I took my teddy and I went to sleep as usually thinking about him and hugging my teddy bear waiting to live a lifeless life without him

(EN DOF JK'S POV)

(TO BE CONTINUED)