Confused Feelings Jealous! Nozomu Nanashima x Chubby Reader

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The animes I've watched and games I've played so far are Haikyu, The Seven Deadly Sins, Fairy Tail, Kamisama Hajimemashita, Brothers Conflict, My Hero Academia, Diabolik Lovers, Ouran High School Host Club, Servamp, Kiss Him Not Me, Assassination Classroom, Kaichou-wa Maid-sama, Msytic Messenger, Demon Slayer, and A3!

(Y/N)'s POV

I looked at everyone in the room, hi my name is (Y/N) (L/N), a friend of Nozomu Nanashima and Yusuke Igarashi. I love my childhood friend named Nanashima, he has been my first love ever since I met him as a kid. None of them knew that I love Nanashima. Not even the girl his courting......yes he has set eyes to a girl named Kae Serinuma, a chubby girl who magically appeared to have slimmed her body. I am chubby as well, so by how Nanashima and even Igarashi acted towards when they met her as a slim girl, I knew I wouldn't have a chance.....I knew it. They both like skinny girls. Not the ones with fats. We were doing a study session in Kae-chan's room, I personally don't want to come but Nanashima asked me too. Of course I can't resist to my first love, so I had to agree, even if it hurts. I dropped a pen that rolled towards Kae-chan's bed and I gulped

"Do you want me to get that for you, (Y/N)-chan?"Kae-chan asked as I smiled

"Yes and I hope it's a not bother....."I said as she smiled then went down to get it, I saw how Nana and the other three were looking at her......

"She's really kind!"Yuu said as I sighed and Kae-chan got my pen then I grabbed it, I said thank you to her too. A few minutes later, Nana asked a question from Kae-chan, meaning he left his seat, moved me over, well asked me to move over so he could sit next to his crush. I did and was jealous but didn't let it get me, I can't be jealous because he is not mine to begin with. After that finished, I sighed as Nana came back to his usual seat, I was just looking at my notes....not really knowing what to do. I'm finished before they even started, I'm pretty smart myself......

"(Y/N)-chan! Are you okay?"I heard Kae-chan asking as I looked at her

"O-oh uh yes I'm fine.....just dizzy is all...."I said as she looks at me worriedly, of course who wouldn't fall for her? She's so genuine, she's so kind and she is sweet.

"Do you want to take a break, (Y/N)-chan?"Kae-chan asked as I looked at Nana and Yuu.......they were worried, well for being a good friend.

"Yes I'd like to take a breath outside.....mind if I go out for a bit?"I asked as I stood up, I started to walk but someone grabbed my hand

"I'll be going with you.....(Y/N)-san....."Mutsumi-senpai said as I looked at him and nodded, I smiled as we got out of the house......I wanted to break down but knowing Mutsumi-senpai is with me.....I can't. When we went out, I shivered.

"I-I didn't knew that it's too cold......I didn't even brought a jacket...."I said as Mutsumi-senpai smiled and a jacket was place in my body

"Well you can......have mine......instead....(Y/N)-san...."Mutsumi-senpai said as I smiled and thanked him, I put the jacket on and blew hot air onto my hands from my mouth.

"I really needed to take a breath.......somehow....."I said as Mutsumi-senpai looked at me

"Do you......like......Nanashima.....(Y/N)-san?"Mutsumi-senpai suddenly asked which made me choke on my own spit.....I nervously laughed

"N-n-no! W-were just friends! W-what kind of question is that..... Mutsumi-senpai?! HAHAHA"I said as Mutsumi-senpai look up at the sky

"Somehow......I knew.....you like....him. He is.....lucky to have.....you...."Mutsumi-senpai said as I looked at him

"H-h-huh?! I-I-I don't love him!"I said as I blushed then I looked away

"I've never.....said.....anything about loving him......I only said.....you....liking him...."Mutsumi-senpai said as I face palmed, I sighed and held my hands up high while looking at him

"Fine. I'm busted. I do love him......but he won't love me back.....because of Kae-chan. I mean she's beautiful, she's kind, she's sweet, she's sporty, and she's slim and thin. Nana seemed to really like Kae-chan, you all do. Your showing affection to her......in front of me......it hurts me.....because the person I love, loves someone else. It also hurts me.....because no guy will love me because I look like a ugly potato that is garbage....."I said as I realized that I have tears in my eyes

"Ah.....your crying....."Mutsumi-senpai said as I looked at him and I became weak, I wobbled, luckily he's there to catch me to his arms.

"I-I-I'm sorry......i-i-it will be a burden to you now, Mutsumi-senpai......"I said as the tears kept coming

"Why do you think you'll be a burden....(Y/N)-san....?"he asked slowly, the usual Mutsumi-senpai

"I-I-I can't stop crying once I cry......it will be a burden to you.....I-I-I'm sorry, Mutsumi-senpai......"I said as I saw his eyes......ah? I felt soft lips coming to my lips as well......my eyes went wide....he's kissing me?!

Mutsumi's POV

I broke the kiss and saw her.....she was shocked but her crying stopped

"N-n-n-nandesuka?!"(Y/N)-san asked while backing away then I came towards her, she was blushing. I smiled and held her hand, it's cold as ice!

"You.....seemed.....to stopped.....crying......"I said as she blushed multiple shades of red while looking at me

"Y-y-y-you can't kiss someone like that, Mutsumi-senpai......."she said as I pat her head

"Gomen.....(Y/N)-san......"I said as she squatted my hands away while looking away

"Y-you can't kiss someone you don't like.....a-and for your information, that was my first one!"(Y/N)-san said as I smiled

"That.....was also.....my first....."I said as she looks at me

"Nani?! Jyodan desho?!"she asked as I shook my head then she started muttering stuff while walking away

"Chotto......matte...."I said as I caught up to her

"N-n-n-nani?"(Y/N)-san asked as I look down at her

"I love you, (Y/N)-san. I know......you....love......Nanashima...but please.....try me....out...."I said to her while she looks at me, shocked

"H-h-huh?!"she asked as I hugged her, I can't never let her go.

"I love.....you, (Y/N)-san....."I said as she looks at me again

"A-a-a-are you sure?"(Y/N)-san asked as I nodded

"I'm....pretty....much...sure, (Y/N)-san"I said as she nodded while smiling

"I-I-I'll try......Nana......seemed to really like Kae-chan anyways......I think it's time for me to love someone else...."she said as I smiled

"That is what.......I.....love.....about..you as well....(Y/N)-san. You think smartly....you always....seemed brave...and strong...."I said as she blushed and smiled

"Thank you...Mutsumi-senpai.....I appreciated you....."(Y/N)-san said as I nodded while we got back to the house, I gave a smile towards others.

"Are you both okay,  (Y/N)-chan and Mutsumi-senpai?"Serinuma-san asked as I smiled

"We.....are....both....fine"I said as she nodded with a smile while Nanashima was looking at (Y/N)-san with a sour look on his face.

"Where did you get that jacket, (N/N)-chan?"Nanashima asked as (Y/N)-san looks at me then looks at him

"O-oh this is Mutsumi-senpai's jacket. I forgot to bring a jacket.....why do you sound angry for some reason, Nana?"(Y/N)-san asked as we sat down on the floor, Nanashima glared at me. Ah, he likes (Y/N)-san too.

"Yeah, Nana. Why do you sound like your jealous or something?"Igarashi asked as
(Y/N)-san's eyes sparkled......they are giving her high hopes. Nanashima scoffs

"I-I am not! Just wanted to check up on my friend!"Nanashima said as (Y/N)-san's eyes went back to normal, they don't have a shine on them. It's been a couple of days, I've asked (Y/N)-san on a movie date, well it turns out that the whole group are there too. Coincidence, but I think not, the whole day....Nanashima is in between me and (Y/N)-san......the two girls walked towards to an anime store while we guys waited

"Tell me.....Nanashima.....do...you love...(Y/N)-san.....?"I asked as he looks at me

Nanashima's POV

'How am I supposed to answer this?! Everyone knows that I love Serinuma, even myself......but seeing (N/N)-chan with Mutsumi-senpai all the time....makes my heart.....ache....my blood....boiling. What is the answer to this situation?!' I asked myself as Mutsumi-senpai and the others were staring at me

"What is your relationship with her in the first place, Mutsumi-senpai? I didn't knew you and her were close"I said as he looks at me

"I'm.......courting.....(Y/N)-san......we've.....kissed.....already--"as soon as he said that, I punched him on the face which made everyone shock, Igarashi was holding me back.

"Damn you! Kissed?! You and (N/N)-chan?! MY (N/N)-chan?! Huh! Talk about nonsense!"I said as I struggled to get out of Igarashi's grip then (Y/N) and Serinuma-san came.

"W-what's happening here? Mutsumi-senpai?! What are you doing on the floor, the bruise!"(Y/N) said as she rushed up towards Mutsumi-senpai, she's not worried for me?!

"I'm....fine...."Mutsumi-senpai said as I scoffed while I got out of Igarashi's grip

"Oi! Don't ignore my question! You forced yourself to (N/N)-chan so you could kiss her, didn't you?!"I asked as I was about to punch him but (Y/N) slapped me, I didn't expect this to happen.

"What has gotten into you, Nana?! What do you mean 'forced'?! Mutsumi-senpai kissed me because I was crying!"(Y/N) said as I look down at her

"Why are you crying?! It's because of him isn't it?!"I asked as she looks at me

"Nanashima-kun......stop.....were making a scene"Serinuma-san said as I looked at her.....she shrinked, I turned my head back to (Y/N)

"Why're you protecting this douche?"I asked her as she looks at me

"Douche?! Mutsumi-senpai is not like that! I'm crying that day because of you, you idiot! Because I love you! Mutsumi-senpai suggested to date him so I can let the feelings for you go, but you know what? I can't! I f*cking can't! Because Nana, I loved you too much for my own good! I know you have fallen for Kae-chan, that's why I decided to give Mutsumi-senpai a chance! But.......I-I keep.....thinking about you......even if I'm with him....."(Y/N) said as I looked at her......it all makes sense......the way she acted towards me throughout the years....the way she is worried for me as if I'm her boyfriend. The way she always gives a smile even if it hurts her.

"I-I'm....."I tried to say something but (Y/N) bowed towards Mutsumi-senpai

"Gomen......I-I-I really can't forget Nana, please do understand, Mutsumi-senpai"(Y/N) said as I look at Mutsumi-senpai

"I understand, but come to me if you get tired of chasing Nanashima around"Mutsumi-senpai said as I looked at him, he glared at me then smiled

"You have confused feelings, Nana"Igarashi said as I looked at him

"Huh?!"I asked as he and the others nodded

"I agree, you love Serinuma-san but you also love (Y/N)-san. I have never seen you aggressive before, Nanashima-san. Your jealous for both Mutsumi-senpai and (Y/N)-san because they were close, you were jealous because Mutsumi-senpai said he kissed (Y/N)-san. Your jealous feelings bloom into a feeling of regret as soon as you heard (Y/N)-san's reason"Shinomiya said as I looked at him

"I.....was jealous.....?"I asked as everyone else nodded except for (Y/N)....she was rather quiet

"Yes. I appreciate your feelings for me, Nanashima-kun. But it's time for you to rethink your feelings. I don't want (Y/N)-chan getting hurt everytime we spend together, I don't hold any sessions with everyone for now"Serinuma-san said as we walked home......silently. A few days had passed and I've been rethinking what my feelings are, I was jealous. Now, everytime I'm with (Y/N), I always act the same way around Serinuma when I first liked her. I sighed and ruffled my hair.

"Sensei, here's the papers on the des----- Nana....?"I heard (Y/N)'s voice asking while I looked across from the room.....she's here. With a bunch of papers.....in hand. Looks heavy. I sighed and stood up, she squeaked and blush

"Oi, don't just stand there"I said as I grabbed a lot of the papers got them on the teacher's desk then (Y/N) followed but I guess luck is on my side, (Y/N) suddenly tripped onto something.

"Abunaidesu!"I said as she tripped causing all of the papers she's holding to fly off while I caught her waist while we kinda rolled onto the floor causing her to be on top of me, I held her waist and body tightly. I blushed at this......what the actual f*ck?!

'I'm in love with her, aren't I? No sh*t sherlock, of course I am, total idiot' I thought as she blushed at me

"I-I-I'm very sorry! I-I-I'll go up now!"she said as I gripped on her body tighter

"Let's stay like this for awhile.......please?"I asked as her body stiffened, I looked at her and sighed

"I.....I know you love me.......that's probably why you told me that a few days ago.......I have confused feelings for you and Serinuma-san"I said as she avoided eye contact

"Ah.....soka....."she said as I growled at her and held her body tightly

"But now....I figured it out already. I love you, (Y/N). I really do"I said as she looks up at me

"H-huh?!"she asked as I smiled and kissed her on the lips, she hesitated to kiss back but she did it anyways. After that, I sat up, she gripped on my uniform

"What's the matter?"I asked as she looks up at me with tears in her eyes, I panicked and so I didn't knew what to do

"Uh.....h-hey, (Y/N). D-d-don't cry.....I-I-I don't know what to do......"I said as I awkwardly hugged her which made her cry in my chest

"I-I'm crying because finally.....you noticed me......I-I-I'm pretty upset and hurt about you.....having a crush o-on Kae-chan......not noticing me.....and.....I-I'm just happy....."she said as I looked at her

"I'm sorry, (Y/N). I'll be more smart than before.....I promise"I said as she smiled then wiped her tears then hugged my neck which caused me to blush a bit, I was about to say something but the door opened

"Nanashima you can go home----- OI! NO LOVEY DOVEY IN THE CLASSROOM!"our teacher said as she shooed me and (Y/N) away which caused both me and her to laugh

"It's just like the old days, neh Nana?"she asked as I blushed a bit then held her hands

"Old days with new ones....."I said as (Y/N) blushed and smiled then happily walks off the school.

~Finished~

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