your pov

i was looking for a good music room to practice. i open the door with a blank face. there was roses. i sighed and then i look around and i see boys and a girl. i brushed off my clothes from the rose petals. i saw them in front of me. 

" Welcome to the host club." they all said.

i tilted my head confused. then the door closed behind me. i jumped startled. a tall blond boy came up to me. i was nervous. i walked around slowly. i didn't want to be here. it was weird. i ran and hid behind the girl.  she looked at me worried. i was getting all shaky too. i saw small black dots clouding my vision slowly. being here is so over whelming. i was walking toward the door before i passed out.

when i woke up i sat a bunny next to me. i set it to the side. i grabbed my head. i saw the guys. my  baggy shirt was sliding down my shoulder too. i stretched and got up. 

" i thought this was a music room i need to practice the piano and violin." i said quietly to myself covering my eyes with my hair.

" hey would you like to join the host club?" a smaller blondie said with his cutest smile. 

i only shrugged. " i need a reason to other wise i can't give you an answer."

he skipped away. i had a blank face i left home hungry cause i havent eaten yet. then i sighed. after i got into the dark house i turned on the lights. i sat in the kitchen thinking about possible dinner ideas. soon i decided to make cup of noodles and after i begin making my lunch. it was going to easy to fill up at lunch.

i put my lunch in the fridge and went to bed. when i wake up i get ready and grab my lunch. then i walk to school to see some of the hosts. i walk a bit faster when i see the tall blond boy look at me. i rushed to class. then i sat down. i sighed gladly not having any hosts in my class. than when lunch came around i went to the music room next to the host club but since there in the cafeteria eating.

i smiled and then i grabbed a violin. i set it ontop of the piano. i smiled looking at my old piano song i learned. i could never play the violin back when i was younger cause i put half of my life into piano. i turned up the volume and i opened my binto. i ate half of it. i sat it in the sun light so it is way warm. it is really good.

then the song stopped i smiled. i picked up the violin. i took a deep breath and remember my teacher playing violin to the song when i played the piano.

play song

i hit play again and did the violin to it. i closed my eyes. the room echoed with the music. i smiled at moved around the room lightly. i open my eyes at pauses. i was having so much fun. i got some memories of my super patient and kind teacher. it was so lovely thinking about her again. her nice shiny black hair.

then i played even louder. i recalled the way kids got mad at how she treated me but to keep there minds off of it i told them i quit just to have her come to my house and give me private lessons in my mom's music room. it was so nice to know that i could have such a nice woman give me rewards for doing the right thing.

i sighed and then i yawned quietly in the middle of the song. then i got more into the song with every touch of the keys. i couldn't help myself i learned that from my teacher herself. sweat slowly sliding down my face as i move my hands lightly against the strings while roughly using the bow to mimic the lovely sound my teacher made with the song.

i had some tiny sweat drops fall a bit before i wiped my face at a pause. i didn't even notice when the hosts came in. i looked at the piano and saw a little me playing there. i remember so much. it was all coming to me. like if i had amnesia and just regaining all of my memories at once fitting all the missing puzzle pieces together.

sooner than later that sensation ended when the song did. i set the bow down and grab my half eaten binto and sit on the piano seat. i slowly turn around looking at them with me finishing my binto. i swallow and drink some water.

" so why are you watching me?" i tilted my head.

" we have a reason for you to join the host club." the little one said.

my gaze went to the tall black haired boy who was silent. i looked at the ground and sighed getting up. i began stretching my arms.

" enlighten me." i yawned.

" we could use a musician to relax some of the customers that come to us." a kid with glasses said.

i nodded slowly taking in this information. i opened up my notepad and wrote down some editing things to my high school plan. on the next page i wrote down dinner ideas. then i look up at them.

" fine i will do it." i reluctantly said not wanting to waist practice time.

" you start today come after school to the rom and we will give you a proper outfit to wear." the tall man said closing his black book.

i left and i waved bye. i got to class and put my things away and pulled out my notebook and pencil. then i take notes on the words he spoke and what he wrote on the bored before he had us take notes on a video. i sighed and then after class ended i dragged my feet to the host club. i opened the door. i saw the rose petals.

i dusted them off me once again. i sat down on a small area by the wall and the girl dragged me towards the changing room. i sighed. i took off my clothes while she watched the door. i smiled and touched her shoulder in my bra and underwear.

" where is the suit?" i looked at her with hope that i can go back to my regular clothes.

she panicked and looked everywhere. i threw things around.

" i think one of the guys have the suit." she sighed rubbing her temple, and i found a towel.

i wrapped it around the top and walked out.

" give me the suit so i can change." they threw it over to me and i caught it and sighed.

i walked inside back to the girl. i lay it out. i looked at it and frowned. i saw some ruffles. i slide it on and have her tighten the back for me. i was disappointed. i saw the outfit in the mirror. i didn't like it one bit. i walked out with the girl. i felt uncomfortable. the strings on the front showed the top of my chest and it was a short dress making it worse.

" I'm y/n l/n nice to meet you." i sit down bored.

" Tamaki Suoho." the tall boy said smiling.

" Kyoya Ootori." the glasses wearing boy said.

" Hikaru and Kaoru Hitachin." the twins said separately so i knew which is which.

" Mitsukuni Haninozuka but call me Honey." the small blond boy said.

" Takashi Morinozuka but call me Mori. the last male said with a straight face.

" Haruhi Fujioka." the female smiled at me.

I sighed and got up. then I got up. I explored the room and found instruments. I removed a curtain I saw a piano. I smiled. then I stretched. I pulled out some paper. I wrote down some notes and next to it I wrote down lyrics. I smiled and then I rubbed my eyes and sneezed from the nearby dust. I got up. I wrapped a bandana around my mouth and nose.

I began cleaning of the piano and other instruments. when I finished I turned to them.

" you should take better care of these." Tamaki pulled out his collar as I rolled my eyes.

I saw Kyoya looking in his black book. I rolled my eyes as I waxed the piano to make it look brand new.

" y/n you don't have any info of you." Kyoya looked at me.

I gulped and looked at them with a blank face.

" well I don't know you will have to call my mother and ask her about my school life." I said holding out my mom's number.

he called right away. I sweat dropped and shook my thoughts off him. I began humming my favorite song. I felt eyes on me. I look from the corner of my eyes and see Mori staring. my ears get pink. I stop and began listening to my heart beat. then I opened the lid of the piano and put the stand up to have the lid up.

I check the strings and see there fine. I grab the stand and close the lid carefully. I glide my fingers across the keys. And a certain key caught my attention. I pressed it again before adding it to the sheet music.  I saw a text from my mom about the host club about writing songs for them. I rushed to change slipping and falling on my butt.

I got up and rushed around changing out of the clothes. I had my bag in one hand. My hands were pulling up my pants. A bit of my panties. I pulled them up and rushed putting my shoes back on. I kicked my heels in.  I stumbled a bit before i opened the door. I ran out and kept running until I got home.

I saw the old piano and began composing cause my mother said she will be coming to the host club tomorrow. I don't know what to do if I mess up. she might hit me if I do. I began working all night playing a composed song. I knew it was going to be good as long as I don't make I contact with her. I prepared to waist my whole time practicing the keys.

when I waked to the host club I got a dress to put on. Haruhi brushed my hair and brushed my bangs out lightly. I walked out. I sat at the piano petrified. my mother walked in and at that moment I felt like I was going to die. I sighed and I saw everyone come in. the hosts did there job. I looked at the sheet music.

I then I begin playing. the music was soft at first. I was sweating and I looked around. then I got a bit more upbeat. I closed my eyes trying to avoid looking at my mother. I opened my eyes and looked at my mom. her gaze was on Kyoya until her eyes reached mine. I freaked and turned my head quickly. the song was almost over and my mom walked up to me.

I finished and she grabbed my wrist. I panicked and walked out with her. she eyed me up and down with a straight face. she sighed.

"be a bit more lighter with the keys but other then that you did good." she rubbed my head before walking away.

I walked inside and felt my soul leave my body. I looked at Kyoya.

" Kyoya you almost killed me bringing her here, if I would have messed up she would release her rage and hell would rise." I said plopping down on the couch.

he laughed a bit, "don't worry I have quiet the information about you even some photos and videos your mom generously donated to the host club."

I saw 3 CDs and wanted to die.

"Kyoya you don't want those just toss them out there completely terrible." I reached for them but he put them in his jacket pocket and smiled pushing up his glasses.

that made him look evil with the white gleam in his glasses.

I shivered. sooner then later the host club had all the girls leave. I didn't know what to say.

"o.k. hosts we are going to have to come early for tomorrows theme." Tamaki smiled.

Kyoya smiled, "we should be able to pull some guys in here with our little musician."

I looked at him puzzled. Mori looked at me with pink on his face before nodding. I backed away slowly. well I'm going to change. I went to the dressing room terrified. I removed the clothes and then I sighed. I saw Tamaki open the door. I rushed to push his face out. my bra showed as I pushed him out. then I put my shirt on. I walked out with my pants.

" don't walk in with out knocking." I scolded him.

I walked back in and regretted ever saying yes to this club. i slide my pants on with my socks and shoes. i yawned quietly. then i cracked my knuckles and back. i grabbed my bag.

"well bye Haruhi see you tomorrow." i said hiding pain in my voice knowing that kyoya is going to watch them.

i let it go and got home. i got inside and passed out on the couch with out hesitation. when i wake up go to school and get ready for the crazy theme for the club today. trust me i already heard they do weird dress ups. i went to the club and saw Haruhi on the way. i talked to her. i got to know her very well.

then we pushed open the doors and i saw a jungle. i was confused. this is even worse then i expected. i walked in and just sat there. honey grabbed my hand.

" you will have so much fun we dress up go places and eat cake." his voice was so happy and cheery i sighed.

i nodded.

" y/n we got a costume for you to wear." the twins smirked evilly.

i shook. i was terrified of there idea of a costume. the mischievous twins had something up there sleeves. i was taken to a room. there were tons of jungle clothes. they went around so fast i couldn't track them. then they grabbed me and put me in the changing room taking out the mirrors. I rolled my eyes and got changed. I was really curious to see what I looked like, so I took a deep breath and ran to Haruhi. I looked around carefully. then i had her help me straight out my outfit. she sighed. then i put on my ankle bracelets. i walked out to the warm room again and walked with Haruhi to find a mirror. once we found one the twins looked at me.

"not bad she really fits the outfit." Hikaru smiled.

" yea i guess it was a good pick." Kaoru smiled.

i sighed. then they pulled out the mirror from the changing room. i was confused. i sighed. it was two piece.

i walked away and sighed.

" i was planning on wearing something like this to beach." i shrugged, then i saw Tamaki.

i looked at him and he grabbed me and swung me around.

" Yay my daughter is matching me awe how adorable." he smiled happy and childish.

i was getting dizzy. i saw Mori-senpai. i was feeling light headed.

" Mori-senpai h-help me." i said getting spun around.

i was grabbed. i let my head tilt back. i shook my head a bit shaking off the dizziness.

" thanks Mori-senpai i am grateful you were there." i looked up at him.

he set me down and looked away with a blush. i giggled and his face turned red and he walked away. i sighed and got an idea for a song. i smiled. i grabbed Tamaki's hand and dragged him over near the changing room he looked at me.

" do you know where a Tiki mask might be?" i looked at him.

" yea there is one over there my daughter." he pointed next to a tree near by honey.

I smiled.

" thanks Tamaki." I ran over there and grabbed it.

I put it on my head. then I went to the changing room and saw the twins. I looked at them before looking for make up. I saw lipstick and I grabbed it and put it on my face. it went well with my costume and I ran out. they walked out. I heard hinges creak a bit. I went by the guys.

"Welcome To The Host club!" we said. I saw a few guys in here.

I grabbed my phone and found the right instrumental my middle school friends and I made. it went nicely with the theme today. I then went by a small area. I put my phone in my costume. honey handed me cake. I looked at it and took a few bites before setting up a bit more. I saw a snake near by. nice looking too. I bent over to get the rest of the cake when I saw Kyoya. he had light settings on his laptop.

I gave him a thumbs up and he dimmed the lights and I hit play as a snake slithered on me. there was a few lights on me.

play song

You gotta stand tall,

Even when you're small

You've got to sing loud, when they tell you not to talk

You need to believe that you were born to be free

You've got to let go of all your fear

Cuz' it's a Jungle Out Here

Now you come from the city

Where everything's pretty and the lights are all too bright

And you live your life inside

Oh, how do you survive?

Take a look, and

Take a chance,

Take a moment and you will understand -

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

But there's no reason to be scared

It's Just a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhhhhhh...

Ohhhhhhhhh...

Ohhhhhhhhh...

It's a Jungle Out Here!

You've got to learn to run, before you walk

You've got to act tough, even if you're not

You need to believe that you're all you need

You've got to let go of all your fear

Cuz' it's a Jungle Out Here

So you come from the city

Where everything's pretty and the lights are all too bright

And you live your life inside

Oh, how do you survive?

Take a look, and

Take a chance,

Take a moment and you will understand -

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

But there's no reason to be scared

It's Just a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhhhhhh...

Ohhhhhhhhh...

Ohhhhhhhhh...

It's a Jungle Out Here!

Can you feel it? Moving around you?

Can you feel it? It's all around you.

Can you feel it? x5

Take a look, and

Take a chance,

Take a moment and you will understand -

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

But there's no reason to be scared

It's Just a Jungle Out Here

Take a look, and

Take a chance,

Take a moment and you will understand -

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

But there's no reason to be scared

It's Just a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhh

It's a Jungle Out Here

Ohhhhhhhhh...

Ohhhhhhhhh...

Ohhhhhhhhh...

It's a Jungle Out Here!

i stop touching a customers shoulder. he smiled with a blush and touched my hand. my mind blanked and i smiled backing away. i went to get a fruit punch drink in a Hawaii cup. i saw Mori-senpai stare at me. i smiled at him. he just turned his head back slowly with a red face. i look at my body in the mirror. i shrugged. then i sat down tired. i looked at the boys table and hey looked at me and winked.

 i looked to the side embarrassed a bit never thinking i would do that in front of them. i  rub the blush away and Kyoya comes up to me. 

" so y/n since you have brought in more customers, more specifically guys how would you like to become a host for them?" he pushed up his glasses.

" sure it wouldn't hurt." i shrugged my shoulders.

i go into the changing room and change back into my comfy clothes that aren't revealing. Mori walked up to me with honey. honey smiled. Mori smiled a bit. i was shocked. he grabbed my hand and pulled me to a chair. i blushed. my phone buzzed. i looked and saw a message fro my close friend Franky. i smiled and opened the messenger app before he literally called me before i could see his message.

< Y/N I NEED YOU TO COME TO THE STREET NEAR YOUR SCHOOL NOW, HURRY!> 

> OK I WILL COME OUT RIGHT NOW!<

i closed my phone after hearing his scared voice. i put my phone in my pocket and left my things here. i ran out the door. i kept running until i saw him. i saw a guy with a gun turn to me. my friend grabbed him from behind and he shot my shoulder.  i held it. then the guy dropped his gun. i sighed. i held back my scream and tears i am not going to cry in front of him. then he threw the guy down.

 i let go of my shoulder. my bloody hand  i sighed. my other had has blood dripping blood from the finger tips. my friend picked me up and hugged me. 

"i missed you so much i can't