Aayat :

Today we are leaving for kashmir.

Allah am so excited.

But am sad too bcoz Yasin will leave after 1 week.

There is still 5 days for my birthday.

And when I will return Yasin will be gone then.

Ya Allah protect him there and guide him through the best way.

Ameen !!!!

Our flight is of 5:30 pm so after praying we are leaving for the airport but before that we have to go to Khan villa bcoz we have to pick Saniya.

Ya Allah plz I want to see Yasin one last time before he went to Dubai.

now our BMW car stop infront of the khan villa and I look out of the window praying and hoping of his glance and finally I look at him he is hugging Saniya and when she proceed to hug her parents he pick her baggage and start walking towards car and Driver uncle got down to help him along with abbu as he hug Yasin and wish a luck to him for his studies and ammi peck his forhead after lifting her niqaab and took out her head out of window and now he look at me as am cover in my niqaab and my eyes are moist seeing him and this time I didn't lower my gaze infact stare at his sea blue orbs which is staring at mine's brown orbs.....he is saying me alot of things through his eyes but am unable to convey anything through my eyes also.....his eyes has alot of emotions at once...his eyes are showing the longing, care, love , pain of seperation only for me.... our trance broke as Saniya came and I went down she side hug me and and sit in the car and I am standing beside him not that close but still we are side by side I take a step forward to sit in the car when I hear his mere low whisper of 4 words which cause me to bit my lips hard and a line of tear print on my cheeks under my niqaab.

The words were "I will miss you!"

I sat in the car and close the door and I look at him who is still standing beside the car he wave at us and saniya and ammi wave back and he notice my teary eyes and nodded in no indicating not to cry.

The driver uncle start the car and I bit my lip hard to control my lone sob....saniya notice me and she rest her head on my shoulder as am leaning on the car window....soon we reach the Airport and after checking out everything we flew and my enjoying mood start and me and saniya start our gossips....finally Saniya succed in making my mood as my mood is very aloof and now my mood is very jolly....within hours we reached and we move towards hotel and crash on the bed after offering magrib namaz....and after 2 hours we woke up and had our dinner and after that we offer our isha salah and start walking around the hotel and after walking ahead we spot a garden where there is a tea stall so we sat there in garden and talk a little on the special Garlic masala chai which is so mouth watering that we had 5 cups and after a little walk we slept.

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Its night time me and Saniya are talking about everything and anything as we offer our salah and now we are busy with our gossips we are planning about tomorrow as Tomorrow is my birthday I will turn 19 tomorrow...Alhamdulillah.

Soon its 11:50 as me and saniya doesn't sleep as we have to celebrate it for that we have brought fried snacks and pestries for our little bestie celebration....soon its strick 12 and saniya hug me tightly to her dear life and whisper the wishes in my ear and I thank her and she got up saying she have something very special for me.

She went and open her coupboard and came with 4 boxes the three were same in colour and set aside and one is medium box and somewhat paper like thing.

She came and sat beside me and handed me the all boxes along with the paper thing and move in washroom not before saying that "be fast first open these boxes *pointing towards the three boxes*.....and after reading this *pointing towards paper * called me outside,"

Ya Allah this girl na can't she even stay while am opening her gifts.

Nonethless I kept the small separate box aside and sat the three boxes there are written " first read the letter plz." And I understood the paper thing its a letter so I open the paper and seeing the hand writing I can easily know this is not saniya's then...

Sighing I just read.

"Aayat...
Happy birtday love, I know infront of you I lack all the courage but I planned this on your birtday but you are not here that's why am taking the help of our cupid aka your bestfriend and my sister saniya....Its a humble request to you when I will come back from Dubai settling my career I want you to wear the things I have gifted you on our enagagement will you do this for me?.....I want to make you my zawja (bride) and I want you to take me to the Jannah so we will stay with each other forever.....you know i will try In sha Allah to sent you all the gifts for your birthday in coming three years.... you know why I said you to wear those when I will come back bcoz we are still na mahram to each other and I don't want us to get involve in zeena (illegal sexual assualt) so when I will make you my bride then only you wear those gifts just for me....will you do that?.....once Again a very happy birthday to you my love...may Allah hu taala bless you with lot of happiness in your life and all the best for your studies and plz keep me in your prayers that I will become successful man and with respect I ask for your hand from your abba jaani....will you keep me in your prayers?....though I know you always have kept me in your prayers.

Your Ashiqui my mashooqa.

Allah halfiz

*letter end*

And I fold the paper as my tears are not stoping

Allah he knows that I always had keep him in my prayers.

Am literally crying while reading the letter and blush on the words Your Ashiqui my mashooqa.

I will wear your gifts on our enagement.

In sha Allah.

I will wear your gifts after our nikkah just for you.

In sha Allah.

I had and will always keep you in my prayers.

In sha Allah.

Saniya called me and I wipe my face and kept the letter in my clutch safely and called her.

She came and sat beside me and nugged my shoulder with her and said "ab pata chala kiska gift tha?" She is such a tease and her way of teasing always caused me to blush.

"Allah gaal tou dekho gulabi gulabi huye jaa rahe hai..., mere bhai ke letters par hi itna blush kiya jaa raha hai phir tab kya hoga jab vo aapse----" I didn't let her complete her words as I palm her mouth and show her my eyes with a pink cheeks and she surrender herself and we both laugh.

"Chalo bas ab gift tou kholo mere bhai ke....mai bhi dekhu ke kya kya hai." She said excitedly and I nodded and open the big box first.

After opening me and saniya yell in unision "Ma sha Allah"

Its a very beautiful dress.

"I know that bhai have good choice but I didn't knew this much good is his choice." Saniya said checking the dress and I give her a shy smile and after packing that again in box I open the second box.

It contains very beautiful shoes and we stare at it in awwww.

And after packing that I open third box which is small one and it contains a very beautiful jewellery set.

"Ma sha Allah aayu I didn't knew bhai will select all ths things." Saniya said packing the box and I blush and shied away.

" enough now your turn .....give me my gift." I order her.

"Huh mujhe tou laga tha bhai ke gifts dekhne ke baad tumhe yaad bhi nahi rahega ke I have a gift for you." She sigh and I smile with soft giggles escape from my lips seeing her face.

Such a drama queen she is!!!

But nonethless I snatch gift box from her hand and start opening it

"Bhai jaisa pretty kuch nahi hai but hope you will like." She start playing with her fingers and I finally open it and found a set of bags.

"Ya Allah this is so pretty sani...jazak Allah jaani." I said hugging her and she smile.

"You like it?" She ask and I nodded frangically and she laugh on my action.

Her laugh always remind me of him.

I blush an dshook my head and ask Saniya to help me for packing this gifts in my bag and we ate and talk and after 1 hour we slept as its very late.

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We are sleeping when my phone rang I pick it up and saw its alarm so I woke up with heavy eyes and woke saniya too and we quickly get fresh and did wudhu and after that we offer our fajar salah and in that celebration we missed our tahjood nifl namaz...after that I offer two rakah of nifl namaz as thanks and requesting Allah's Rahma on me this is the sunnah namaz I always offer on my birthday since childhood...after that I did sujood of thanks and left for taking a hot bath.

After that I watch first sunset of my year and said Alhamdulillah and saniya came out after takinh bath and we move towards ammi abbu's room and they both wish me and ammi gifted me a beautiful jewellery set I thank her and abbu said he have two gifs for me one gift he will give me once we reach home( shimla ) and one he gave me was a beautiful Abaya and lots of colourful hijaabs I thank him too and we ate our breakfast and after that we went for site seeing and end our day before isha and I sleep peacefully after doing lot of dhikr and thanking Allah for giving me a new year of life.

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I know am rushing things but I don't have any option bcoz I want to cmplt this track as soon as possible.

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