**Aizawa POV**

It's been over 24hrs since Y/n disappeared, and I was on the verge of losing my mind.

I called and called, but her phone just went to voicemail. Not even my texts were going through.

Toshinori and Hizashi were now at the apartment with me. Toshinori was doing everything he could to find out some information on her whereabouts while Hizashi tried to comfort me.

None of their calls or texts were getting through either. And her phone was completely untraceable which meant she didn't just turn it off or block us, it must be completely broken.

I hadn't slept at all. I spent the hours fluctuating between rage and heartbreak.

Why didn't I go after her? Why the hell did I let her go off on her own after seeing her father?

I couldn't help but feel this was partially my fault. All of our faults.

We knew how fragile she was, and we pushed her. We had her go talk to them, and for what? For some fucking information?

"Breaking News"

I shot my head up as the tv blared. We had been playing the news nonstop knowing that if anything happened with her, it would definitely be reported right away.

Please Y/n. Please don't be dead.

"There was a break in last night at Tartarus Prison."

My heart dropped as I heard those words... She went back for him.

"While none of the ranked criminals were touched, many lower-class prisoners have been reported dead."

"Shota..." Hizashi said softly as more tears escaped from my eyes. I closed them as I tried to compose myself.

"The entire C Block of Tartarus has been burned to the ground. No guards seem to have been injured in the attack."

I felt my sadness go back to rage.

It was burned to the ground? That means he's with him. She's with Dabi from the League.

I stood and let out a loud scream before punching the wall as hard as I could.

"Shota!" Hizashi jumped to his feet.

Toshinori sat still on the couch, "Well, at least she didn't hurt the civilians who are innocent."

My eyes went red as I glared at him, "Is this a joke to you?"

He sighed, "Of course not, Shota. But we still have no idea what happened or what's going on. We can't afford to lose our cool."

I clenched my fists and my jaw as I tried to get myself under control. He was right, but I couldn't stand the thought of losing her.

"Who else could she be with?" he asked as he stood. "Is there anyone we should be looking into other than the League?"

I just shook my head.

"Shota," Hizashi spoke softly. "Don't be mad when I say this, ok?"

I glanced over at him, and he continued.

"Should we talk to Hawks? Could she be with him?"

I had completely forgot about him, but Hizashi was right. He would be the only other one.

If she was with him, at least she wouldn't be with the League. But if she was with him... What does that mean for us?

"I can't do this," I shook my head. "I just can't."

"We'll take over from here, Shota," Toshinori called out, and I quickly left the room.

I went to the bedroom, locking the door behind me. I slid to the ground once I was alone, breaking down completely.

I didn't care what happened or what she did. I just wanted her to come home.

I just wanted her to come back to me.

•••••

**Y/N POV**

It was quiet in the apartment as everyone slept. I sat on a stool at the small counter, eating a bowl of cereal.

I did it. I gained the trust of the League. For better or worse, I was in. May as well make it count.

"Can't sleep?" Keigo took a seat next to me, and I just shook my head.

Dabi went with me last night, and he lost a little bit of control. It made me sick to my stomach seeing him like that.

There definitely wasn't any turning back for him.

I tried to stop him, and I managed to save more people than he killed, but that still wasn't much of an accomplishment.

And Shigaraki was still wary of me because of it. He said I wasn't committed if the only person I killed was Kenji.

So I guess I wasn't fully in, but I wasn't going to be killed anytime soon at least.

"So now what, chickadee?"

I just glanced over at him, not really sure why he thought we could have this conversation right now.

Dabi was asleep on the couch, and what if he was actually listening?

I gestured over to the couch to try and keep him from saying anything more just in case.

He leaned in closely, "I'm getting you out of here."

I closed my eyes and bit down on the inside of my lip to try and keep myself from crying.

He whispered again, "I'll be back soon. A couple days at most. Don't do anything fucking stupid while I'm gone."

I watched as he stood up and went towards the door.

"Where are you going?" I asked, not really caring now if Dabi heard.

"Well, you held up your end of the deal, so that means we're no longer on house arrest," he smirked as he shot me a wink. "See ya soon little chick."

I finished the bowl and put it in the sink. I zoned out as I stood there, still in shock over what happened.

I honestly didn't know what I was supposed to do next.

Not get killed. Or caught. Try and gather intel. Save as many civilians as I could while I was here. Avoid killing anyone else.

I let out a soft sigh. This list seemed impossible.

I snapped out of it as I saw Dabi slowly sit up on the couch.

He glanced over at me, "You ever going to get some sleep?"

"I wasn't planning on it, no," I smiled softly at him.

I watched as he stood up and made his way towards me. He had taken his shirt off to sleep, and the amount of scars he had now was so much more than he used to.

After all the pain he had been put through, he really did deserve to be loved... I couldn't help but still wish I could be that person for him.

He wrapped his arms around my waist as he came up from behind, holding me gently.

I closed my eyes as I put my arms over his and leaned back against his bare chest. His warmth was enveloping me and I quickly melted into him, loving to feeling of being in his arms.

"I never thought I'd be with you again, and here of all places," he whispered before kissing my head.

"Does it make you happy?"

"More than you'll ever know."

He turned me around to face him and I wrapped my arms around his neck, letting my fingers run through the back of his hair.

Keigo word's raced through my mind, don't do anything fucking stupid while I'm gone.

Is this what he meant?

I sighed softly while I looked at Dabi, unconsciously licking my lips as I stared at him.

This is definitely what he meant. There's probably not anything more stupid I could do than this.

And yet it's exactly what I came here for.