This chapter contains highly detailed smut. Skip if you don't like it.

I gasped as Colby laid me down on the bed, hovering over me as he placed rough kisses on my neck.

It had been so long since I have had actual sex so I was honestly feeling a little nervous.

Obviously there was a bit of trauma that would surround having sex but in this moment I didn't care.

I loved Colby and I wanted to take this step again with him.

The whole situation was still crazy and a whirlwind to say the least, but it was hard to stay away from someone who was meant to be in your life.

"Fuck." I whispered as Colby put his hand on my thigh, slowly creeping it up my dress.

I found myself tensing at the heat of his hand against my sensitive skin.

"Is this okay?" Colby asked as he pulled away, looking at me with concern in his eyes.

"It's perfect." I whispered then put my hands on his cheeks and pulled him in for a heated kiss.

I tried to take the lead, but only lasted a couple seconds before Colby was taking control of the kiss.

I felt like putty in his hands as he traced his tongue against my bottom lip, prompting me to open up to him.

"Mmm." I hummed as his hand trailed up my body, the cold steal of his rings sending a shiver down my spine.

Colby chuckled as he pulled away from me. "Sit up." He said and leaned back, slowly unbuttoning his shirt.

I watched him with doe like eyes as I sat up. I couldn't get over how perfect the curves of his abs were and how perfect they flexed as he pulled his white button down off.

"Like what you see?" Colby asked and gently brushed his fingers against my cheek.

"Yes." I said quietly as he grinned. "I'm all yours." He said then reached for the bottom of my dress.

I looked into his eyes as he carefully pulled my dress over my head, leaving me in just my bra and underwear.

Colby grinned and looked my body up and down for a second before he kissed me again, pushing me back onto the bed.

There was so much electricity sparking between us as he ran his hands up and down my body.

"You're so beautiful." He whispered, pulling away so he could kiss my neck. I gasped, feeling an ache between my legs as he sucked and bit at the sensitive skin.

Colby continued kissing my neck for a minute before he started kissing down my body, leaving love bites as he went.

"Oh!" I gasped as he brought his hand to my heat, cupping me through my underwear.

"You're so wet for me." He hummed as he kissed down my chest, sending shivers down my spine.

"I want you so bad." I whispered shakily, the pleasure of all of this taking a toll on me.

"Patience, sweetheart. I'll get you there, don't worry." Colby hummed then reached around my back and lifted it slightly so he could unclasp my bra.

"God, you're beautiful." He whispered, looking at my body as if it was the most beautiful piece of art.

I thought I would actually start crying from how much love was in his eyes, but that would have totally ruined the mood.

After looking at me for a moment he lowered his head down and circled my stiff nipple with his tongue, sucking slightly.

I gasped at how good it felt, moaning slightly as I brought my hand to his hair, lacing my fingers through it.

This action caused Colby to moan slightly, looking up at me. There was a sense of amusement in his eyes as he pulled by hand from his head and pinned it to the side.

"Oh!" I gasped as the agression as he pulled away, a grin on his face.

I could tell he was being more tame and gentle than he normally would be which I appreciated.

He watched me for a second, keeping his hand on my wrist as he worked at my other breast.

After a few seconds of that he kissed down my stomach, still gently rubbing at me through my underwear.

"Colby, please." I whispered, arching my back. "Please what?" Colby asked nonchalantly as he pulled his hands away from me.

"Fuck me." I said with the most pathetic tone ever. "Trust me, sweetheart. I'm going to." He said, carefully pulling off his rings and putting them to the side.

I felt a chill run down my spine as he hooked his fingers around my panties and pulled them down, leaving me fully exposed.

Before I had time to even think about feeling insecure, Colby was bringing his mouth to my very sensitive heat.

This motion caused me to flinch, arching my back in an attempt to calm the aching that was bundled in my stomach.

I could feel the vibration of Colby chuckling as he flicked his tongue against my sensitive clit.

"Ohhhh." I moaned and closed my eyes, closing my legs on his head. I expected him to push my legs away but he let them stay there while he sucked and licked through my folds.

I had obviously not had head in a long ass time but this was easily the best head I have ever gotten.

"Please." I whimpered, gripping the sheets for dear life.

My begging must have done something for Colby because this prompted him to work harder, bringing two fingers to my entrance.

"Ohhh..." I gasped as he inserted his fingers into me, curling them to hit my gspot perfectly. It never failed to amaze me how amazing he was at this and how quickly he could have me unwraveling under him.

He continued at this rhythm for only a couple seconds before I was unwraveling completely, shaking as I released all over his fingers.

"Good girl." Colby cooed, pulling his fingers out of me and bringing them to his mouth.

I tried to catch my breath as I watched him carefully. He was staring into my soul with so much intensity I felt my heart racing.

He grinned at my expression as he slowly unbottoned his pants. "Are you sure you're okay to do this?" Colby asked as I nodded, still trying to catch my breath.

"I love you." I whispered as he pulled his boxers down, revealing his hard cock.

"I love you too, sweatheart." He said then lowered down and kissed me.

The air shifted to a delicate steam as he kissed me. It felt like we were the only people in the world and that we were meant to be together.

I couldn't really remember the last time we had sex, but I remember it being rougher and less passionate.

We obviously loved eachother at that point but this was different.

It was a long awaited moment after years of denial.

Colby kissed me passionately as I reached down, taking his dick in my hand. "Fuck." He gasped before bringing his lips to mine again.

I stroked his cock for a minutes before Colby reached over and grabbed a condom from the side table and handed it to me.

"Thanks." I whispered then ripped the foil, revealing the slick condom.

Colby sat up and watched as I rolled the condom onto his hard cock. It felt so surreal to be in this situation with him again but I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Once the condom was on, Colby leaned down and kissed me again, cupping my face gently.

As we kissed I grabbed his dick and guided it to my entrance, dragging it through my wet folds.

As soon as he was lined up, I pulled away from him, looking into his eyes. There was so much intensity as Colby nodded and slowly inched into me.

I gasped and leaned my head back, feeling the pressure in my abdomen building up again.

"Ready?" Colby asked as I nodded. I thought it was so sweet that he was taking the time to make sure I was okay during this.

He knew how traumatic this could be but I felt totally safe with him.

He was the love of my life.

As soon as I nodded he put his hands on my hips and slowly pushed into me.

"Fuck." I moaned as he pulled out, only to push into me again. The insecurity of the situation was breaking away quickly as Colby got into a good rhythm.

"You feel so good, baby." Colby moaned as he plowed into me with more intensity.

"I want you. I want you so badly." I begged, throwing my head back into the pillows.

"I'm all yours, Julia. All yours." He grunted as I grabbed his cheek, kissing him with as much passion that I could muster.

He plowed into me for a while before he brought his hand to my clit, circling it with his fingers as he pumped in and out of me in a perfect rhythm.

"Oh, fuck!" I gasped, leaning my head back. Colby took this opportunity to kiss my neck before he grunted and moaned.

"I'm close. Cum with me, sweetheart. Cum with me." He moaned as I nodded.

The aching in my stomach was so intense that only a few more seconds passed before I was being pushed over the edge.

"Fuck, Colby!" I gasped as he both came at the same time. "Fuck!" Colby grunted, punching the pillow next to me.

His body went rigid as he came, both of us moaning and gasping at how good it felt.

"I love you." I whispered breathlessly as Colby collapsed onto me, trying to catch his breath.

"I love you, too." Colby whispered back, while I placed my fingers through his hair gently.

Everything felt so euphoric as we laid together. In this moment it was obvious that we were meant to cross paths again.

Colby was my soulmate and I was his.