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    Chapter Thirty-One

    But Gu Xiaoting never told her about it.

    She showed an omnipotent appearance, so Yan Muhuai really thought that she was omnipotent, and could even cross the boundary between life and death, becoming the only miracle and exception.

    What Xiang Huan said was not only these, but also others.

    Gu Xiaoting died in the original world, and because of this, she was able to open her eyes and come to this so-called world in the book.

    But she didn't say why she died or how she died.

    Yan Muhuai once asked insincerely, and the answer she gave was: accident.

    Accidents, people never know whether it will come first or tomorrow.

    Yan Muhuai expressed his understanding and didn't ask any further questions.

    But looking back now, she realized that there was a fatal loophole hidden in these two words.

    What kind of accident can kill Gu Xiaoting?

    Of course there is only one answer.

    An accident of her own making.

    She sent away many people by accident, and ended her own life by accident.

    Xiang Huan said that she met Gu Xiaoting after a year of separation, when her health became worse and worse, even to the point where it could be seen with the naked eye.

    Gu Xiaoting didn't say anything, but she knew that the other party also suffered from cancer.

    She began to lose a lot of hair, and the black hair was mixed with gray, just like her life, which gradually turned from splendor and glory to decay and grayness.

    She was in so much pain that she couldn't sleep all night, she had constant nosebleeds, dizziness, vomiting, loss of feeling in her thumb...

    but she didn't go to treatment, it didn't work, it didn't do anything except prolong her pain.

    She was the first to sentence herself to death before the cancer completely took her life.

    Then, she opened her eyes again and came to another world.

    Yan Muhuai didn't know how she survived.

    She just thought that those dreams she had had would become reality sooner or later.

    On the night when she was hospitalized in a car accident, she dreamed that her canary was missing. She searched all over the world, and finally found the Tomb of the Unknown in a small town full of flowers.

    Inside is her soul and her body.

    It turned out that from that time on, there had been a faint omen.

    Gu Xiaoting withdrew his flattened leg, and said calmly: "That was in the original world, it has nothing to do with the present, Yan Muhuai, this is a brand new world." "...You lied." Yan Muhuai said

    hoarsely

    .

    There was a weeping sound in her voice that couldn't be ignored: "You lied, Jiaojiao, you lied to me again, can't you just once, don't you lie to me? Can't you... tell me everything?"

    Gu Xiao Ting did not speak.

    It's clear she knows exactly what she's doing.

    She had indeed lied to him.

    Yan Muhuai knew it, and she knew it too.

    Xiang Huan said on the phone.

    Since people can come from another world, how can they guarantee that those things will not follow?

    The arm is powerful and powerful.

    This is Gu Xiaoting's supernatural power, a supernatural power that shouldn't have appeared on her now, but she actually possesses this thing, like a gangrene attached to the bone, which can't be shaken off or gouged out, no matter who she is Dead, or she lived.

    It follows her forever.

    Yan Muhuai stretched out his hand and took out a folder from behind the sofa cushion: "I asked you earlier why you didn't go to the company, and your answer to me was that the company is too tired and you just want to play outside freely."

    She let go of Gu Xiaoting's hand, opened the kraft paper bag with trembling hands, and unwrapped the coils on it one by one.

    Finally, she took out the contents.

    ——It was a medical report.

    "This is the real reason why you don't want to go to the company. Gu's employee benefits include a quarterly physical examination and an annual full-body physical examination. This is your medical examination report that Sili got when you were first in the company. "

    Yan Muhuai took out a piece of paper from it, his eyes fell on the black ink, and he spoke softly.

    "There are shadows in the lungs caused by unknown reasons. I can't determine what it is. An in-depth examination should be carried out."

    She paused, and the hand holding the corner of the report contracted uncontrollably, and the finger bones gradually pinched together, making an unpleasant "" "Crackling" sound, that was the sound of her joints colliding.

    "...It's lung cancer, right?"

    Gu Xiaoting remained silent.

    Yan Muhuai felt that she was crazy, she desperately wanted an answer, but instinctively feared or even loathed that answer.

    "Tell me, what exactly is it?"

    The silence lasted for a long time.

    Gu Xiaoting finally opened her mouth, her attitude was a little dazed: "Since you already know, why are you still asking me?"

    Bang.

    Yan Muhuai heard her ears suddenly explode, like a heavy hammer, hitting her heart like a puddle of mud, blood and flesh splashed out, covering half of her body.

    She wanted to speak countless words at this moment, but in the end she couldn't say a word, she just mumbled.

    She admitted it.

    Gu Xiaoting admitted.

    She knew about it early in the morning, but she kept it secret and said nothing.

    It was as if a sharp knife had been stabbed into Yan Muhuai's heart, and the sharp blade was messing with her chest wantonly.

    The pain made her almost unable to breathe.

    Yan Muhuai: "Why didn't you tell me?"

    Gu Xiaoting didn't speak.

    Yan Muhuai's emotions became agitated, and the cold beauty in the eyes of outsiders looked like a lunatic at this moment, and asked hoarsely: "Why? Gu Xiaoting, why didn't you tell me?" Gu Xiaoting's back relaxed slightly, and he lowered his head

    , Putting his hands on his knees, "What do you want from me, Yan Muhuai?" "If

    I'm not with you, you'll go crazy, but if I'm with you, you'll still go crazy. Let me tell you about You Fengbai The truth, you are not happy, I will not tell you, you are still not happy, what do you want me to do." It was

    clearly a questioning sentence, but she said it in a statement-like tone.

    Yan Muhuai never hated her so much and remained calm.

    She hoped that Gu Xiaoting didn't react like this, whether she was guilty, apologizing or other emotions, she would not think there was any problem.

    It happened to be so peaceful.

    Such a place is not surprising.

    It made her look like an ignorant, fussing lunatic.

    "Gu Xiaoting, tell me your past, is it really so difficult?"

    After a long time, Gu Xiaoting began: "It's difficult, of course it is difficult."

    This is really too difficult for her.

    It was harder than letting her die.

    Gu Xiaoting is not a character who likes to complain, and it is absolutely impossible to tell others about her past. It not only symbolizes her submissiveness and weakness, but also symbolizes that she wants to open all the wounds on her body and remove those scabs

    . The scars on her body were torn open, and the bloody past inside was clearly revealed.

    Her pain, her sorrow, she can bear it alone.

    What's the use of telling others?

    In addition to gaining two specious words of comfort, in addition to gaining whispers behind others' backs, it is useless to tell others.

    Because no one can bear it for her, share it for her.

    The only person she can rely on is always herself.

    Maybe her love for Yan Muhuai is unreserved, and she can even give up her life for him, but she always has reservations about these things.

    Even though this "reservation" will become the sword of Damocles hanging over the head, judgment will come down at some point.

    But Gu Xiaoting still wouldn't say it.

    "No reason, I just don't want to tell you."

    "..."

    The living room fell into silence.

    What a beautiful weather and season.

    Everything is revived, the grass grows and warblers fly, singing and swallows are everywhere, and the unknown fragrance of flowers permeates the air, mixed with unknown vitality. It is their bloom after a whole winter of silence, and it is also their carnival.

    The sun is warm and warm, and it shines from the high and far blue sky, covering the land.

    However, some places are full of decay and dilapidation, which is the silent cry of souls that should have been buried long ago.

    The spread of cancer is advanced.

    Originally, it should gradually start to appear after the age of twenty-five, but Gu Xiaoting's body is only twenty-four years old.

    The thing followed like a shadow.

    Yan Muhuai suddenly remembered something, looked down in a panic, and accurately identified a strand of dark red hair from among the black hair.

    "Is it because of interest, or because of gray hair?"

    Gu Xiaoting said calmly, "It must be both."

    With an extremely relaxed tone, he didn't take this matter to heart at all.

    Yan Muhuai suddenly felt very angry, unprecedentedly angry, a nameless anger ignited in her heart, and it intensified.

    "You still hide it so tightly that you never revealed a word to me."

    Gu Xiaoting chuckled lightly, "Don't you know me best? I'm a person who doesn't know anything. I just keep my mouth shut. I shouldn't say anything. I will not reveal a single word."

    Yan Mu felt in a daze that everything had returned to the past.

    At that time, Gu Xiaoting didn't like her, nor did he have a good impression of her.

    She is as high as a god, but she is left begging and begging at the bottom, unable to kneel.

    It seems to be back to that time now.

    The gods are always gods, He is always high above, never lifts his eyelids to look at all living beings below, and never gives a drop of rain, but just looks at His believers with compassion all year round.

    Is there room for a person in the eyes of God?

    cannot.

    Gu Xiaoting straightened up while supporting the blanket, and walked into the kitchen: "I'm hungry, let's talk about anything after I'm full."

    She clocked in the refrigerator, using the door of the refrigerator to hide the indifference on her face.

    That indifference was not towards Yan Muhuai, but towards herself.

    She took out the leftover lunch from the refrigerator and put it in the microwave for a timer.

    The warm yellow light from the microwave came through and shone on her fair finger bones, but couldn't pass through.

    The slight roar lasted for a long time, and within this sound, other sounds seemed to be covered up.

    Gu Xiaoting looked into the living room.

    Yan Muhuai is not here.

    she left.

    "Ding."

    The regular microwave oven rang, and the warm yellow light inside tended to dim.

    Gu Xiaoting stood there for a long while, losing his appetite at all.

    "...What's all this?"

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Chapter 132

    Gu Xiaoting was no longer hungry.

    She took the hot meal out of the microwave and put it back in the refrigerator, and stayed alone in the kitchen, leaning against the counter for a long time.

    Until Rong Bailu came downstairs with Yuanbao.

    She habitually entered the kitchen, and was taken aback by Gu Xiaoting who was staying in the dark. After regaining her senses, she patted her chest and said frightenedly, "Jiajiao, what are you doing here? It scared me, and I don't care." Turn on the light, hey, why isn't Yan Muhuai in the living room? I thought you two were watching TV in the living room."

    Gu Xiaoting's leaning posture remained unchanged.

    "She's gone, not here."

    Rong Bailu thought she had gone out when she said "gone", so she didn't take it to heart, took out dog food from the cupboard, found Yuan Bao's rice bowl, poured it Some go in.

    "Yuan Bao kept barking, I thought it might be hungry, so I brought it down."

    Seeing Yuan Bao lowered his head to eat, Rong Bailu added some more to the dog bowl and put away the bag.

    "It's almost time for dinner, Jiaojiao, are you hungry? Did Yan Muhuai say when she would come back? How about we go out to eat today, I know there is a restaurant nearby that is delicious, and that restaurant can bring Let the pets go, but make sure that the pets stay in the private room and don’t disturb others.”

    Gu Xiaoting replied: “I didn’t say anything. Let’s go out to eat today, bring ingots, and I’ll treat you.”

    Rong Bailu cheered a little: "Okay! I'll go get the dog leash when Yuanbao is full. Sister Mu took me to that restaurant. The specialties are a must. It combines Chinese and Western styles. There are two menus. You can choose what you want. "

    Gu Xiaoting gave a soft "hmm".

    The two of them were lucky, and there was the last private room left when they arrived at the restaurant.

    When the food was served, Rong Bailu happily ate alone, and ordered another spare ribs for pets for Yuan Bao.

    She was halfway through eating, and looked up: "Jiajiao, you don't have a good appetite today? Why didn't you eat anything?"

    Gu Xiaoting was perfunctory, took the food with chopsticks and put it in his mouth.

    Rong Bailu instinctively felt that something was wrong with her, and his eating speed slowed down, so he kept looking up at her.

    "Ding dong."

    Rong Bailu picked up the phone and glanced at it.

    Gu Xiaoting asked, "Who is looking for you?"

    Rong Bailu said, "Sister Mu, she said that she had accepted an indoor reality show for me, but for the effect of the show, everyone needs to bring an amateur friend there as a special guest." , is a bit similar to the show I received last time, but this show is more famous." After

    she finished speaking, her eyes filled with anticipation, she looked at Gu Xiaoting, and when she saw that there was no response from the other party, she coughed lightly .

    "Jiajiao, you dove on me last time, how about going with me this time? The salary will definitely not be lower than your previous salary in Gu's." Gu Xiaoting: "

    Not interested.

    " After soaking hard for a long time, Gu Xiaoting seemed to be moved by her, raised his eyelids and glanced at her: "Okay, when."

    Rong Bailu was overjoyed: "Just this weekend, the total cost of recording a reality show It won't take long, this kind of indoor reality show usually lasts about three hours, and it can be up to four hours if it is longer."

    Gu Xiaoting nodded slightly, and put down the bowl and chopsticks: "I see, are you ready?"

    Rong Bailu nodded: "Okay, let's go."

    Yan Muhuai didn't come back when the two went back, Rong Bailu noticed something was wrong no matter how dull he was, looked at Gu Xiaoting quite carefully, and said cautiously with his words: "Jiajiao, you two ...argued?"

    Gu Xiaoting didn't know if it was a quarrel or not.

    All she knew was that Yan Muhuai was angry, and the other party even shook hands and left the apartment for an unprecedented time.

    Seeing that she was silent, Rong Bailu thought that he had guessed the truth, racked his brains to search for comforting words, and said palely and powerlessly: "Jiajiao, that, don't be too angry, although I don't know that it was Yan Muhuai who made you angry, You still made her angry, but when two people are together, there is only one word that matters: harmony." "

    As the saying goes, everything is happy when a family is in harmony, Jiaojiao, if it's not a big problem, you two can discuss it together." Let's discuss it and let it go."

    Gu Xiaoting wanted to say that the reason for their quarrel was not because of a trivial matter, but because of a major event.

    But she didn't say this, just glanced at Rong Bailu: "I see, you go back to sleep, don't you have to shoot magazines tomorrow?" Rong Bailu suddenly

    thought of this, and hurriedly got up and went back to bed up.

    Yan Muhuai did not come back the next day.

    Not only the next day, but until the weekend, when Gu Xiaoting and Rong Bailu went to record the show together, she didn't come back.

    Gu Xiaoting was a little dazed, and was slightly dazed during the recording process. When he came back to his senses, he found that the people around him cast their gazes over.

    She thought back to the questions she had heard before.

    "...Everyone has said their unacceptable and intolerable behavior, so Xiaoting will also talk about it, what do you hate most about others?"

    Gu Xiaoting's lips curled up slightly: "Me?"

    The host People were shocked.

    During the period when Gu Xiaoting was on the show, she seldom smiled. This was the first time she showed a smile, and the effect was naturally extraordinary, making people feel amazing.

    The audience sitting below let out a small exclamation.

    Gu Xiaoting tilted her head slightly, her jet-black hair slid down her shoulders, covering her jade-like white cheeks. The pitch-black hair, bright red lips, and snow-white skin are intertwined with each other, and the impact of the picture is by no means light.

    The photographer also took the camera to her.

    Her face clearly appeared on the big screen from all directions, this stunning beauty hit the soul directly, for a while, there was no sound in the arena, everyone was waiting for Gu Xiaoting to speak.

    "I... I don't have anything particularly annoying about me. If I have to say it, I hate other people meddling in my affairs, and I also hate people trying to make me change my mind and go to great lengths to make me tell everything about me. She, everyone has secrets, and what I hate is this... the feeling of the secret being discovered."

    Gu Xiaoting looked at the big screen.

    The stage was well lit, and the insignificant brown color in her pupils became particularly conspicuous.

    After hearing these words, Rong Bailu looked over subconsciously.

    She could probably guess who Gu Xiaoting was referring to.

    Except for Yan Muhuai who disappeared for several days without a phone call or a text message, there was no one else.

    However, what Jiaojiao said meant that Yan Muhuai knew her secret, thus intervening in her affairs, and trying to make her change her mind...

    Rong Bailu was more curious about what this so-called secret was.

    Gu Xiaoting's first impression is mostly mysterious, her aura is ethereal like smoke, making people follow her involuntarily, wanting