"Why are you such an ass? " "Why the fuck do you not care? " These are all things I've heard through out my life... Why don't I care... Why am I called these things... Well the answer is.. I don't know... I wish I did but I have no fucking clue... I guess when is was younger I had to show no emotion no care.. No soul... Or I'd be dead I guess... I have no idea why half the time I seem heartless or soulless to others. The only person who sees that I care or that I have a heart and soul.. Is my girlfriend.. But everyone else sees something else... I wish I could explain or answer these questions or react to what people call me... I've heard it for so long that it doesn't affect me anymore at least I think that's what it is....