TLDR: im discontinuing this book and im sorry

content
- current situation

(as you can see, college is getting to me and i cannot make anything without putting a content page.)

SITUATION

hello everyone, bel here

as you can tell, im no longer active here anymore. and as time goes by and i grow older, i also grow out of my interests, which one of them is writing.

dont get me wrong i loved writing and i still do, with all my heart. but when im 19 and juggling between school, other hobbies and social activities i slowly stop having the time for writing and writing fanfics in general

i also have fallen out of genshin, making it hard for me to connect with the characters and actually make them in character (Let's ignore the fact that ive been writing all of them ooc this whole time)

over the course of these past few months i also lost touch of my writing abilities and everytime i get onto wattpad to try to finish this book i always end up swiping away the app after typing down a few words

i remember trying to convince myself to finish this book before i leave this app for good but i know that ill never find the motivation to do so so here i am

i'm sorry to those who looked forward to a new chapter and i'm sorry i couldn't bring it to you guys.

thank you for so much support on this book. i am very, very thankful 💗

INITIAL PLANS

before i started this book i already knew how i wanted this book to flow and i planned for it to be just this short and sweet story, but halfway through idk what my dramatic ass was thinking i HAD to put them in a love triangle because its so tasteless otherwise YOU GET IT RIGHT there just has to be some drama here and there

i wanted to make thoma jealous, thoma brings yn out, yn has a good time, kazuha spots the both of them on their 'date' kazuha is jealous, and because he doesnt know how to communicate, he just shows his displeasure by ignoring yn for weeks

coming close to examination month and yn is full on panicking because they feel like theyve lost their touch with studying because kazuha is literally not talking to them like the petty bitch that he is (in this fanfic)

they end up confronting kazuha and kazuha admits his wrongs and just said he didnt like yn hanging out with 'someone like thoma' but obviously yn doesnt give a fuck because WE SHOULD HANG OUT WITH WHOEVER WE WANT (as long as theyre not a bad person)🙏🙏🙏

anyways i planned the confession scene wayyy before rhe plot happened so, many of the chapters feel like filler chapters because i planned all of them in a whim and just wrote down whatever tickled my balls

NEWAYS confession scene was supposed to go smth like yn goes to take the exam, she comes out feeling good abt herself, clearly she feeling abit too silly so she kisses kazuha and kazuhas liek GIRL?! but he literally pulls her back in for another IT WAS SOMETHING LIKE THAT i can't really remember because i didn't write it down and i just kept it at the back of my head but yeah

CONCLUSION

this will probably be the last thing ill ever publish on this app ill probably come on here to reply to comments from time to time but truly I AM SO THANKFUL for everybody who loved and read my books 💗

happy reading and stay healthy,
bel

funny enough i will not proofread this before i hit the publish button so Please ignore if there are grammar mistakes or spelling mistakes i am exhausted