So...I made a song for an OC I have for Orion and the Dark! To give you some context on her, she's from a AU, technically, where Light and Dark are yanderes for her, and she slowly goes insane because of how overbearing they are. This song describes how she feels about her situation.

BY THE WAY, GUYS, this is a cover of a song called 'I deserve to bleed' by Sushi Soucy. Please listen to that song before you hear it with the lyrics. I'm gonna link it above so y'all can visualize it.

This is actually the first song I've ever written, and I hope you enjoy!

By the way, if you didn't already see, trigger warning for those unsettled by mentions of self-harm and allusions to death/mentions of suicide (I wouldn't actually put anything bad, if any of you feel like this, please seek help)

My lyrics for the cover:

I deserve to bleed- Jazzy's version (can also be called I May Never Leave):

I wanna rip my eyes out so that I can't fuckin see
Been thinking much more about taking drugs to have some ecstasy
Been thinking about hurting myself or just plain ending it all
Because I welcome death, I don't just want to stall!

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I think that even if I rest, it will not be in peace
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I can never leave

Don't want to be in the spotlight, but I don't want to be dark
I guess that you can never leave after they've pined after your heart
I'm really sad now that I won't be able to get a good night's rest
I guess that now insomnia's my only friend!

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly

I think that even if I rest, it will not be in peace
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I can never leave

They say that it gets better, well now, isn't that a lie?
I guess I'll try to make it 'till I die
I try and beg and plead for them to just leave me alone
But now my house, it doesn't feel like home

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I think that even if I rest, it will not be in peace
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I can never leave
The thoughts that say that I can never leave
The thoughts that say that I can never leave!