I would like to warn everyone about something real quick!

The first 3 Chapters of "40 DAYS LEFT" were written more than a year ago which means that my writing level has improved since ! It will be much better after Chapter 3 I promise ! Now...Enjoy reading !

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CHAPTER 2

After this argument with Tord ,Tom was so ashamed ...he looked at his best friend run away from him before he disappeared behind a wall ...Thomas was feeling like the worst he simply looked down for some minutes leaving tears fell on the ground ...he managed to open his mouth saying those few words ...

" I'm such a fucking idiot..."

Tom walked to his house without making a single sound he took the bus alone and opened the door of his house quietly and walked to his room without saying anything to his parents ..he did his homework and looked at his phone ...

"I should call him to say sorry..."

Tom grabbed his phone and went to his contacts before clicking on Tord ...he let out a small sigh before tears rolled down his face again thinking about all he did and said to his beloved friend ...

*Beep...Beeep...Beeep..*

No answer maybe he was tired as well...? Or maybe no battery? He is fine ....Tom knew Tord was fragile when it comes to feelings and he should've considered it when he yelled at him like that..He regretted so badly ..He wanted to slam his head against a wall , just to knock some sense into his stupid and empty skull.

The next day Tom rushed to the bus stop late as always but when he got here ..Tord wasn't here ...Tom looked around and laughed in embarrassment ...He hated Tom ...he hated him so much he couldn't even see him in the morning ....Tom felt his heart ache at the thought of never seeing Tord again..

"Ha ..ha you got me Tord ..now please can we talk for a bit ..?"

But no response ...Tord definitely wasn't here he maybe took the previous bus to make sure to avoid Thomas ...? No ..he couldn't be that mean...could he ? And ..Was he really the mean one when Tom was the one who yelled ..?

After some long minutes in the bus Tom started to think about the worst ...as he gets through all scenarios tears roll down his face once again ..He was terrified about the idea of his friend never wanting to talk to him again ...Tom didn't have many friends and Tord was an easy target when it comes to getting bullied..He is really thin and has an average height , he had no chances against those bullies ...Tom couldn't stop thinking about what could have happened to Tord ..He cares so much about him...but ..this feeling whenever he is around Tord...no...

He is not gay..

"What if he ...I mean ...he already showed me his wrists... what if this time ...no..."

Before Tom could finish his sentence the bus stopped in front of the school as all the students runs out even tho none of them is going excited to go in here ...especially tom ..He never ran so fast except that time he chased after Tord for fun ..And once again Tord was all his mind was filled with...

During class the teacher Mrs.Carl calls the students one by one to check who is absent ...and who isn't ..But that's the usual

After a few names finally it was Tom's turn ..he almost wanted to stay silent ...

"Thomas Wellson...?"

Tom hesitated to answer but he didn't want to get in trouble on top of all the problems he had ..

"Here .."

After a few other students getting called it was Tord's turn... Tom has a little hope that the Norski would come in the class..just being late like the dork he is...

"Tord Yelson..?"

Tom crosses his fingers like he never did before his mind was so full of different scenarios ...all he wanted to see was Tord's smile ..he begged all the gods that he wasn't even sure of the existence ...
Some silence was hard before the teacher writes on his paper and lets out a small sigh before saying

"Absent..Now lets begin today's lesson ..open your books page 69"

This situation was making Tom even more worried about Tord ..he was never absent and never late ...Tom looked at the empty seat next to him and then stared at the door hoping for Tord to open it saying he was just late ...but after hours and hours ...nothing... it was them time for Tom to go home once again without his friend ...he made the same things as yesterday making this become boring and without any interest .

And this whole situation kept going for one whole week until Thomas just admitted that Tord was dead and probably had an accident or even ended his life because of what Thomas told him..he was so rude and persistent to Tord and it probably scared him ...

As he walked to the bus stop like every morning Tom was looking down in shame ..everyone was making fun of him because he Now was lonely ..He was friends with Edd and Matt but he refused to stay with them..he didn't want to bother them with his sadness...as he approached the bus stop he hear a familiar voice ...

"Tom..! Hey!! Been a while right..?!"

"T-Tord..?! You are back..?!"

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And that is already it for the second Chapter of 40 DAYS LEFT! I hope that you liked it even though it was a little short compared to the upcoming ones ! I will now see you on the next Chapter ! LOve you all!

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Next Chapter :

Chapter 3: Long time no see..
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