👶「He's in the front row again」

『Oh...Hansol-ah』

👶「...Don't look at him too much, it's dangerous」

『Yeah, it's fine』

Mr. Sonwoo is my fan and he's always standing in the very front row during concerts. Mr. Sonwoo doesn't really dress up or anything but... He's obviously catching a lot of people's attentions.

......Mr. Sonwoo's visuals is so perfect, almost like an idol.

Mr. Sonwoo sees me and waves to me as if he's waving to a friend. I can't ignore him so I slightly smile and then, he smiles back looking satisfied.

_____If it's just this, it's better than usual.

I have to focus on the performance right now.

I can talk about Mr. Sonwoo, later.

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     __________...

It was just a little while ago, that I had started recognizing Mr. Sonwoo. When I was heading towards the company with the members and the staffs as usual, someone suddenly grabbed my arm.

『?!』

When I look back wondering what's going on, ...A tall man with a beautiful visual was standing there. He...Lifted the corner of his lip, and made his cheeks go red.

____It was Mr. Sonwoo.

At first I thought he was a trainee, or a model from some other company... But, he didn't have an ID tag that shows who he is.

「...Haha...I'm finally able to meet you, Noona...!」

『N, Noona...?』

H, he's younger than me?!...That's not important right now!!

『u, Um...』

「I've always been cheering for you..., *sigh...It's like a dream being able to talk to you...You're looking at me...」

...Oh, this guy is crazy. These thing happen every once in a while but this guy's eyes are different. Me and the staffs are surprised at this sudden happening. Finally, a guy staff that understood what's going on pulled the man away,

👤「Contacting is not permitted, we ask you for your understanding to not disturb their privacy...」

Manager-Oppa pulled us apart as if saying it's dangerous.

「......Noona!」

My body jumps, because of the loud voice that I heard from behind.

🐉「Noona let's go, they'll be okay」

『Okay, ...』

The guy's eyes, seemed like they were full of insaneness.

「Noona..., My name is, Lee Sonwoo...Please remember me.」

The voice that had clearly reached me... And then, Chanie pulled my arm.

🐉「You have to ignore him」

『...I know』

🐉「Even if he's good looking and he's tall and he's younger and you like him you have to ignore him」

...He's being jealous.

『I will』

🐉「Than that's fine.」

Chanie happily smiles.

...But, from this day. The screw to Mr. Sonwoo's actions...Had fallen off.

During lives Mr. Sonwoo's always standing in the very front row for some reason. I've gotten on stage 5 times since I've met Mr. Sonwoo. Every 5 times, Mr. Sonwoo was there...In the very front row. And he always waves at me.

And the way he waves...Is more like how you would wave towards a friend and not an idol.

...Getting in the front row every time, is odd.

I got curious so I asked a staff, he awkward itched his head.

👤「That guy...., He's been in the front row since you've debuted...」

『......What?』

👤「We were saying that's way too odd. He's in the front row so he's always on camera at least once, and we were just talking the other day if he's been doing something wrong」

...It was just that I haven't noticed him until now.

👤「And it's a little bit more complicated than we expected...」

『...What does that, 』

When I ask the staff, he tells me it's a secret, and told me.

👤「The guy, Sonwoo, is apparently the son of a chairman, and he has personal contact with our chairman」

『..., !』

👤「...That's the story.」

I listened to a story I didn't even want to. Apparently the staff can't do anything about it either.

『...I'm worried』

👤「..Well, there's nothing we can do about it.」

...But, to be honest I was happy to hear that, he liked me since debut. Because it means that he fought with us, even when SEVENTEEN was unstable.

_____Up until here, is about the live.

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     __________...

🐭「He was here again」

『...Oh, yeah...』

🐭「Apparently he's famous among CARATs too」

『Wh...Mr. Sonwoo is?』

🐭「About his looks or something」

『......As expected』

🐭「What are you being amazed by. Here, let's go eat」

『Hey, Oppa hold on a second...!』

Us two are slow at getting ready. I run towards Jihoon-Oppa's back that heads towards the van. Everyone else already seems to be in the van, and I quickly run after. When we got into the parking lot, Jihoon-Oppa stopped.

『Ow』

I bumped into the small back. When I look up at Jihoon-Oppa wondering what's going on, he reached his hand back.

『...Op, 』

「Don't talk, go hide」

...To understand that Oppa's words have a meaning, didn't take anytime.

「Oh, Woozi-hyung that was a good performance, 」

🐭「...Thanks」

「Well...Noona was super pretty today...No fair Woozi-hyung...You always get to be with her, right?」

🐭「...」

「Where's Noona?」

I hide behind the wall at the entrance of the parking lot.

🐭「She already went home」

「Of course not. I know, because I was here the entire time」

🐭「..., Doing things that are too much, will limit your actions」

「...Woozi-hyung are you worried about me?」

...Why, is he here...?

🐭「Go home」

「...Hmm...I'll go home after I see Noona. Noona probably wants to see me too」

🐭「...Why do you think that?」

「Noona gently smiles only towards me, she waves towards me,」

「Because think about it, Noona's super cute and pretty, she's everyone's admiration. And she waved towards me many times! Besides, there's nothing about Noona that I don't know because I've been watching her for so long...! She finally looked at me, Noona is my destiny...And, and, Noona notices me, when she notices me she smiles happily...Haha, Woozi-hyung do you understand? Noona and I met because it's our fate..., that's why, that's why, that's why...We don't need other fans, we don't need staff, to be honest we don't need you guys either because Noona only needs me, haha, ...

・

・

_____...Hey, Noona, right?」

・

・

Words that were obviously meant for me... He, knows. Mr. Sonwoo knows, that I'm here. Suddenly goosebumps rise all over my body, my legs shake, and air stopped coming through my lips.

I'm scared, I'm ScaRed, i'm scAred, I'm sCaRed_...

「I know you're there! Oh, did you think I didn't know? Haha, Noona, you're so cute!」

A different way of talking, from when he was talking with Jihoon-Oppa.

🐭「, Hey, people other than staffs aren't allowed to enter」

「...Everyone always say, staffs staffs..., Oh, right. Can I go in if I become a staff?」

「A staff huh...And then am I allowed to touch Noona?... When Noona cries am I allowed go to her room and hug her? Like holding her hand while she sleeps...Oh, am I also allowed to sry her hair and sleep on the same bed as here? Will she eat my hand made food? Oh, I can wake up Noona, that has cute sleeping habits?」

To be continued...