so i was casually dead asleep befor i woke being pulled around on the floor.

"dont worry i got her" ethan said dragging me across the ground

"i can walk you know" i said back.

he helped me up. and i opened tik tok. 

"moaning serial killers names.. AHHH JEFFERY DALMER" and i started laughing. 

"we are doing that list of nameable moans" ethan said

"sorry what come again" i said 

" i get it i messed up you know what i mean" ethan said

" im gonna take a bathroom break" i said walking away..

after i got done the girls were all over him talking to them... he was really cute. definitely hit gwen and bridgettes what they like in a guy list. 

"im back" i said

" welcome back" ethan said to me. 

thats when the boys got off the boat

"whoa whats happening here" trent asked kissing gwen

"trent this is ethan" gwen said

"sup" ethan said back

"i dont get yall..... you simp for a goth boy"heather said

ethan lifted his shirt to wipe his sweat

"ok i get it now.... hey handsome"heather said 

"not interested"  ethan spoke back stepping away

"whats your type then ETHAN" heather said as if she was going to change

"submissive and breedable" i said back

ethan punched me then nodded and we both started laughing. he punched my shoulder and i headbutted his chest. 

"shes gonna turn into a dinosaur just wait" ethan said. 

"no i wont" i said still laughing. 

we stopped laughing and everyone was looking at us even duncan... who didnt look impressed. 

ethan leaned over to my ear.

"uhhh kyle" he whisper moaned

"uhhhh danny" i whisper moaned back. 

and with that we were laughing again.

thats when nico walked out.

"hey whats up" nico spoke

gwen couldnt help but laugh a little

"this man tryna steal our girls" trent said.. geoff and duncan and trent all looked at ethan.

"huh what?" ethan said. confused as ever.

after everyone was talking me and ethan were on a trampoline that chris got for my energy build ups. 

i fell and me and ethan started laughing. until i sounded like a dino 

"there it is MY FAV DINOSOAR" ethan yelled out. 

of course by the time lunch came and and ethan were seeing who would laugh the first. i needed to win i had 20 bucks riding on this. 

thats when i sneezed. 

and ethan started laughing. 

"give me my money" i said and he handed over 40 dollars. 

i over heard the boys

"i dont like y/n hanging around him...she hasnt even told me hi since i came back" duncan was talking.

"i feel like bridgette is mad at me" geoff added

"i think gwen likes him more then me" trent said next

"i like izzy" owen added causing the boys to look at him.

"hey y/n i think duncan is jealous of me... i know a jealous boy when i see one" ethan said softly

"maybe your right but its kinda funny and cute" i said  giggling a bit. 

"i am in love with another.. who is this man he is" ethan began to say."bakygou katsuki" he said in a perfect bakugou voice. 

"i love when you speak like him" i said completely struck.

"thats cause your a simp for anime men" he said laughing. 

" I AM IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER" i began yelling

"WHO IS THIS MAN" ethan yelled back

"HE...... IS......... BAKUGOU KATSUKI" i yelled. 

duncan looked disappointed a little. 

"ALSO THERES....HAWKS.....DABI....USUI....TANJIRO....RENGOKU...SHINSOU....AIZAWA....INUYASHA.."

"OK Y/N THATS ENOUGH SLICES"

"i wasnt done"

"i know i didnt feel like listening to the whole list"

we started laughing.

"shes driving me crazy its like shes trying to" duncan said a little to loud. but no one really heard it

"see jealous" ethan said as we looked at duncan.

who looked at us.

"i think he knows"

"no shit ethan" we both just slowly look away. 

"hey i found y/ns tik tok video geoff and dj were talking about." trent spoke.

"let me see" duncan said grabbing the phone

thats when me and ethan booked it.

a people were trying to take the phone from duncan. 

"Y/N" duncan yelled. 

so me and ethan hid in the shed.

"UHH ONE" ethan moaned

"UHH TWO" i moaned back

"UHHH 3"

"OH MY GOD AHHH 4"

"OHHH 5"

nico opened the door

"what the fuck did i just listen to"he asked

"AHHH 6" I moaned 

me and ethan started laughing and then i hit my head. and we both started seizing with laughter. 

"yall look like fish" gwen said also laughing

duncan wasnt amused.

"get out the shed and stop hiding" nico said.

"duncan already saw the videos....and trents not happy the gwen was shaking her ass in a hospital either" nico spoke. 

"same for you y/n.. me and ethan know somethings up maybe not. duncan or gwen. thats why hes been distracting you."nico spoke

duncans attitude changed slightly

"that and i was having fun with my bestie" ethan said hugging me. 

"also ethan time for you to leave chris told me to tell you. but he wants you to see the kittens" nico spoke.

with that ethan was leaving

"nico i told you im fine theres nothing wrong" i spoke to him. 

"talk to duncan.. and im sorry"nico said walking off.

i looked at duncan....was i scared yes... panic attack inside yes... my breathing was changing.

"i have nothing to say" duncan said walking away.

so with that i grabbed my drawling tablet and headphones and went to a hill... kinda far from the camp.

"sad moodlet yeah i know her" i said to myself and started drawling. what better way to set a mood then to listen to sad music and contemplate life. 

before i knew it... it was 3 am.... and i was still drawling.

"well time to color now" i forgot i made a little hammock up here for me to lay in and look at the stars. and sometimes i feel like mom watches me here. i was still crying... just like i was in the hospital. "help? yeah sorry don't know them... i do things alone" i said to myself once again.

nico texted asking where i was.... i left him on open.

before i knew it i had alreeady cried myself to sleep. yay me i guess.

that was until a call woke me up. nico.....

"hello"

"y/n where the fuck are you"

"far away from people..im drawling"

"y/n can you please come back to the cabin" i heard gwens voice... it sounded sad.

"are you ok gwen"

"yeah im fine just come back"

"i will in a little im gonna finish this drawling."

and with that i hung up.

"where duncan" nico asked pissed off.

"hes in his cabin" gwen said worried as always.

"DUNCAN" nico yelled causing duncan to hit his head. and waking everyone else up.

"what" he asked

"nevermind ill do it myself" nico said leaving.

nico left off to the woods.

"gwen what is happening why are yall awake" duncan asked. 

she started crying.

"whoa wait" duncan said

trent was there hugging gwen.

"we dont know where y/n went.... and me and nico thought she killed herself. becasue she didnt text him back but then we called and we talked and her voice didnt sound normal and happy. and now nico is going to look for her but we dont even have a starting clue."gwen tried to explain.

trent looked at duncan who looked at trent who then looked at gwen. 

duncan sighed and began trying to look. as well as gwen and trent.

well first to find you was duncan. he didnt know how but he did. 

he looked at you. asleep with your eyes puffy and cheeks red. tears still streaming down. 

nico was right.... you were going through it... but you didnt want anyone to know. 

duncan watched as a piece of your hair moved out your face. 

"it feels like something cold is touching me..or hot?"duncan said outloud. 

thats when nico found yall. 

"i feel something either hot or cold touching me" nico said

"yeah me to" duncan added. thats when nico picked me up.

"nico...always be there for her...this time its going to be hard..but listen to mommy.... shes struggling...shes going to want to take the same path out....dont let her" a womans voice rang

"what was that"duncan asked

"thats....that was my mom" nico said. they both walked to the cabins. gwen and trent already there. 

"shes sleeping.."gwen said. and they put you into your cabin. you had your own cabin. nico would have had his own if he didnt get voted out. 

duncan couldnt help but blame himself either. 

"dude i doubt its your fault" trent tried to tell him.. while they went to the cabins... tomorrow was a challenge.... and that meant trying your best it was merge.