Miss Sweet Misery

This isn't a love story. Though I did fall in love, the outcome isn't what you'd think it'd be after pining for so long. I've grown to accept that, or at least I'm trying to, considering I still cry and feel low sometimes.

No, this isn't a love story but actually a story of self-discovery and letting go of the past that has been holding you back, so that you can eloquently step forward into what the future has in store for you.

This isn't a love story but actually a story about friendships that were meant to blossom into their fullest potential... and then there were the other friendships that simply weren't meant to last after all.

This isn't a love story like I had wished it would be, and for a whole year and 8 months it completely ruined me. I know that someday soon I'll pick myself up and the one I've been searching for will find me.

Who knows, maybe once you quit scheming every crevice of the love story you planned out in your head, maybe then a brand new love story you never expected will set right into place.

For now, I may not be experiencing a bittersweet love story with a lover but I'm experiencing an equally thrilling one- a love story between music and I. The thrill to succeed and reach the top of the music industry, the thrill to express my gratitude towards my idols, and the thrill to someday soon collaborate and go on tour with my best friends.

Right now, the thrill of this love story for music is all I need, even if I've been assigned the role of Miss Sweet Misery.