fake laughs

We've all heard of the phrase "And they all lived happily ever after..." right?

Right?

That's all that everyone wants in this world. Living life to the fullest with your soulmate, feeling excitement every morning because God let you live another day.

You would think that that's what a man who was apart of the biggest boy band in the world was currently feeling.

Well guess what? You're completely wrong.
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i am not trying to shame anyone in this story. (ex, i made louis kinda mean in this; i love boobear dw)



⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️:
eating disorders
cutting
lowercase letters (from the chapter "if only..." and so on)
non edited chapters
cussing
MORE TRIGGER WARNINGS WILL BE PUT BEFORE THE CHAPTER BEGINS!!

zianourry ;)

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