Do You Want Me To Suffer? [#KohnnieFanfiction] [Complete]

"Hey, my name is Johnnie. Johnnie Guilbert.
I'm in a rough time of my life. It seems that everything I do has no meaning in this world. People don't care about me, they don't like me or maybe they don't even know I exist.
I'm seventeen, almost starting my senior year of High School. I don't think that it will be like how you see it in movies: loads of fun, great people, best year of your school life, lot of party, etc,etc. It just doesn't work that way.
Sometimes I sit and wonder if teenage years are really "the best years of your life", like the grown ups say to us when we are little kids. Why don't they just tell us the truth? Because, after all, they teach us not to lie too.
I hope that this year doesn't become a hurrican."

[WARNINGS: This Fanfiction contains swearing, self-harm and others; This fanfiction is not made to offend anyone or anything]