All she ever wanted

Am I really hated that much by the world? Why does it have to always be me?

Aubree was a 15 year old, who's life has been a roller coaster ride but all takes a turn as she can't hind what she's feeling anymore, it's too hard for her to fake everything and trying to hind it with a smile.
May mention self cutting, depression and sucide thoughts
P. S this is my first book