Can I be happy again? (Natepat) (Suicidal! Matpat)

Can I be happy again? (Natepat) (Suicidal! Matpat)

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I just got bored and I was thinking what if Matpat was suicidal and had a crush on Nate in high school??? What could go wrong???? ⚠️Trigger warning readers beware⚠️If you or a love one is thinking about ending their life PLEASE seek out help there are people who can and will help you. Remember you are cared for people care and if they don't then I do I CARE about you even if I don't know anything about you I care.Also while I'm between writing chapters I might edit those that I have published I OWN NOTHING BUT THE STORY PLOT AND THE COVER. YES FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I DID SOMETHING…

The Fringe Wars

The Fringe Wars

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War looms on the horizon... After the colonization of Mars and Europa, it took us fewer than five generations to reach beyond our solar system and discover new planets capable of supporting human life. Too far away to be governed under Earth law, the Collective was formed. Several hundred years later, the Collective has expanded to a system of six worlds. Power struggles and unequal rights have made interplanetary war all but inevitable. With rebellions arising across the Collective, three captains launch near-suicidal missions to free the oppressed fringe and reset equality across the stars. A galactic war is coming, and only an arthritic mail runner and a space pirate can stop it.…

Being Edited 𝕸𝖞 𝖇𝖚𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖑𝖞 ( Tamaki x suicidal reader )

Being Edited 𝕸𝖞 𝖇𝖚𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖑𝖞 ( Tamaki x suicidal reader )

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✨ TW ✨ mention of suicide , suicidal thoughts, suicidal actions, abuse, Y/n L/n is a 1st year student at UA , Y/n has two abusive parents and one little sister ( I'm not saying anymore or I will spoil the story and give the hole story away 😅 )…

A Different Type of Love (smut)

A Different Type of Love (smut)

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RadioApple FanficThis story is based off the animated musical Hazbin Hotel and will be following the ship of Lucifer x Alastor I will be posting the next chapter every Monday and FridayWARNING!!! There will be smut and sensitive talk of drugs, alcohol and suicide SO PROCEED WITH CAUTION!!Alastor has been enjoying his time at the hotel, his plans of getting close with Charlie to achieve power working successfully. This all changes, however, when Lucifer comes to visit. After an event leaving Lucifer vulnerable, Alastor gets close to him, uncovering feelings he hasn't felt for a long long time.Lucifer has been living a depressing life, cooped up in his palace alone. Since Lilith left 7 years ago, with no contact, he's been living with only his ducks to keep him company. One day he goes to Visit Charlie at the Hotel and meets Alastor. After a moment of vulnerability, Lucifer gets closer to him... and soon catches feelings.…

||Runaway||Voltron Au||

||Runaway||Voltron Au||

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Keith had always been different. He always avoided as much contact with people as possible. Even as a Paladin of Voltron, he never tried to connect with people. He was, difficult, to say the least. One soul, who reaches out for help, brings out a whole new person on accident.I do not own these characters! This is a fanfic of the show Voltron, also a runaway AU(if you couldn't tell)TW: blood, gore, self doubt, lying, swearing, violence, suicidal thoughts, thoughts of murder, mentions of body, reminder of hurtful memories, panic attackCover redo due soon!I didn't mean to write angst but I think I did (again) anyways, I was going to post all the chapters on the same day, but no fun in that. -kerra out <3…

A Forgotten Tale of Drones, A New Species.

A Forgotten Tale of Drones, A New Species.

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It's the year 3071, and humans and drones has explored places outside the universe. But not all was perfect, as the loss of biological life on Copper-9 struck many. As the remaining Worker Drones hide behind doors and a new virus mutation spreading in the galaxy, there's been rumors going around about different drone species. Was it true? Have what I knew was all a lie? What's.... real? What's wrong?…

Kicked Out || Reddie

Kicked Out || Reddie

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I do not own any of the characters from IT.(I changed the title from reddie to Kicked Out || Reddie, so sorry if I confused you)One day Richie shows up at Eddies house, bag in hand and looking like he's about to cry."What's wrong?" Eddie asks"I've been kicked out."…

I'm Really Fucking Exhausted I Haven't Got The Energy To Try.

I'm Really Fucking Exhausted I Haven't Got The Energy To Try.

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Warning: blood,self harm,depression,suicidal thought(l don't own the villainous characters Alan lturiel is the creator of villainous)…

I Am Mr. Hyde

I Am Mr. Hyde

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During the daytime, he's respected as a man named Dimash Kudaibergen but when the night falls he transforms into an incarnation of evil, Mr. Hyde. Being close to him when he surrenders to the darkness would be your most fatal mistake.Aiming to keep his little secret, Dimash has always balanced his two forces until the day he noticed that the good side possesses something that lacks from the vicious devil: love."That night he wasn't able to fall into slumber. Time was flowing by like a petal in the wind; softly but too rapidly. All alone and helpless, he wrestled with the dark. Every new shadow on the bare ceiling brought Mr. Hyde closer. And closer..."[Warning]: Contains heavy angst, suicidality, bad language and violence.…

How Did I Ever Live Without You? (Bughead fanfic)

How Did I Ever Live Without You? (Bughead fanfic)

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Betty is new in town and is immediately fascinated by the mysterious Southsider, Jughead. Little does she know he's just as fascinated with her. Soon, they both ask themselves the question: how did they ever live without each other?This is my first fanfic, so sorry if it sucks; I'm not that good at writing yet.WARNING: WILL CONTAIN DESCRIPTIONS OF SELF HARM, ABUSE, AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTSI do not own the characters. These characters are the CW's, but the plot is mine.Again, idk if I'll ever finish this story. I honestly have no clue where I was going with this, and based on how Riverdale is going rn and just completely ruining the best thing in the show, idk if I ever will complete it. Idk. Maybe? I'm focusing more on my other fic, 'The Last Summer' rn, but if who knows? Go check out the last summer, and idk maybe if Riverdale gets better or some good bughead stuff happens, I'll find enough motivation to write this. Sorry, and if anybody's even reading this, thanks for understanding!…

Pokémon Trainer One-Shots & Scenarios (Discontinued)

Pokémon Trainer One-Shots & Scenarios (Discontinued)

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My dearest apologies although this book has been discontinued due to lack of motivation. -Welcome to Pokémon Trainer One-Shots and Scenarios! Here, you can request for any character and see which path you will go through to end up with the certain character of your choice.All the characters from Kanto, Johto, Hoenn, Sinnoh, Unova, Kalos, and Alola are found in here once you recommend me the character!In this book, I will write one-shots and scenarios whether requested or for fun! Once I reach a certain amount of parts, the book will end and possibly spark up a new one.But what are you waiting for? The world of Pokémon is in your hands and will strive with the help of your imagination!To recommend a character, please go to the first part you see in this bookThank you for reading the description and have a wonderful time~!~~~Character list :Natural Harmonia Gropius - 12Anthea Harmonia - 11Concordia Harmonia - 11Cyrus - 1Soliera - 1Lillie - 5Gladion - 8Hau - 6Ilima - 7Red - 7Blue - 7Diantha - 1Looker - 1Hugh - 1Hilbert/Black - 1Silver - 1Shauna - 1Cynthia - 1Acerola - 1Guzma - 1Barry/Pearl - 2Nanu - 1Morty - 1Archie - 2Faba - 2Chili - 1Lysandre - 1Colress - 1James - 1Allister - 2Tierno - 1Clay - 3Marnie - 1Brock - 1Bede - 1Milo - 1Bea - 1Guzma - 1Canon X CanonGladion X Moon/Selene - 1~~~[Started at September 15, 2018][Completed At ??? ??, ????][Edited at ??? ??, ????]Known accomplishments :???All Pokémon characters belong to Nintendo and Game Freak…

The Female Bodyguard

The Female Bodyguard

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"You have to stop doing that.""Stop doing what?""Saying things that makes me want to kiss you when I can't."  Becoming the prince's personal bodyguard should be a dream come true, shouldn't it? Good pay, palace life, but the real gem that everyone covets?A chance to captivate or simply befriend the future king. However, for Larissa Fable, being entrusted to safeguard Prince Casimir Hughes appears to be one of her greatest misgivings in life.Refusing to accept a female bodyguard, Casimir vows to brew more chaos than ever, going as far as burning an apartment to cinders. However, fate takes an unexpected turn when they embark on a clandestine journey in search of a missing princess.As they venture deeper, shadows of concealed truths, some irredeemably grave, begin to surface between them. Each revelation, a crack in the façade of appearances. Larissa cannot help but find herself teetering on the edge of a precipice that threatens not just her identity, but her very life.Yet, amidst the haunting echoes of secrets, Larissa and Casimir find themselves drawn together in ways neither anticipated. A stolen glance lingers a second too long and their hearts race incomprehensibly, an illicit melody of emotions.Bound by agonising lies and a growing yet forbidden desire for one another, they stand at the edge of a treacherous and uncertain future - a place where love and fate collide in a perilous dance.~~~A blossoming love story between a girl with a radical dream and a reckless prince she, unfortunately, has to rely on for it to come true.  Amazing cover by @tzehlengPictures used in banners, covers and any graphics are not owned by me, all credits belong to the owners of those images.…

Insouciant // Dreamnotfound

Insouciant // Dreamnotfound

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Insouciant; (noun) free from worry, concern and anxiety."If only he could be belonging to me, it would mean the world to me"A short story about a brunette who loves difficult words, George moving to the United States. His family bought a house in the beautiful Los Angeles. George quickly discovers his neighbor, a pretty blonde. Dream was his name. All the brunette could think about was him. And him only. Until life started making rough turns and bad things happened. All he wanted was to be Insouciant. Free from his problems. !/NO NSFW\! Keep in mind: -This fanfiction contains Mature themes. Trigger warnings are ALWAYS located at the start of every chapter. -If any content creator is uncomfortable with this, please let me know and I will immediately take this down.-Please don't steal the cover art.-I am totally okay with people posting screenshots of my book AS LONG AS YOU GIVE ME CREDITS. Please, don't steal anything and call it yours.…

The Lost Animas (The Ammonite Galaxy Series, Book 5)

The Lost Animas (The Ammonite Galaxy Series, Book 5)

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This is the fifth book in the Ammonite Galaxy series, following on from Pictoria. Six and Diva need time to get used to the changes in their relationship, but it looks as if everything will have to wait, because the two trimorphs have disappeared. Only the canths can dimly sense where they are. What they see appears to greatly distress the animals.Even so, two of the canths insist on accompanying Six and Diva on an insane suicidal rescue mission, one which will take them right into the heart of the galaxy and the supermassive black hole which lurks there.…

B1 (Blue Beetle X OC) : The Unordinary

B1 (Blue Beetle X OC) : The Unordinary

3,748 87 45

When Chloe falls out of the sky, she doesn't imagine what would happen next. She doesn't plan on meeting him. She doesn't plan on being a hero. But as she goes along, she realizes that no plans are better sometimes.Blue Beetle X OCTakes place a bit before Young Justice season two and then goes into season two.Start Date: 04/01/24End Date: 05/10/24I do not own any DC characters or settings, I only own my OC and any characters that come along with her story!WARING: Swearing, Violence, and TraumaHIGHEST RANKINGS:- #1 in Wally West- #1 in Beetle- #1 in ImpulseTHIS SERIES IS CURRENTLY ON HIATUS…

Dark Places

Dark Places

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An acclaimed, award-winning thriller, published and translated around the world, now freely available on Wattpad.Paul Wood is a modern vagabond, a man who chooses to leave the comforts of San Francisco to spend months backpacking through some of the world's most challenging terrain. While hiking in the Himalayas, Paul gets more of a rush than he bargained for when he finds the body of a murdered hiker - mutilated in a way he has witnessed once before, in Africa, years ago and thousands of miles away.The police in Nepal, anxious to quell a scandal, close the case and declare the victim a suicide. Only Paul is left to search for answers. He reaches out to his farflung tribe of fellow backpackers for help, and his discoveries lead him to a terrible conclusion: a killer is stalking the international backpacker trail, preying on victims in wild places far beyond the reach of any authorities. A killer whom Paul may already know.Finding the murderer becomes an obsession that leads Paul from Himalayan peaks, through the jungles of Indonesia, across the bleak Sahara desert -- and into some of the darkest places imaginable...Dark Places won the 2005 Arthur Ellis Award for Best First Novel. Reviews"You're hooked ... the characters are delightfully delineated ... beautifully controlled ... Evans contrives to slip the necessary specialist net-head detail into the plot without being boring or patronising. He can also pin down a character with a few details deftly brushed in ... A pacy thriller for the 21st century." - The Times"Anyone would enjoy Evans' clever, relentlessly absorbing debut thriller that becomes a lot more than just another serial-killer mystery." - The Ottawa Citizen"In this haunting suspense debut, Evans takes the reader on a page-turning adventure across five continents ... (a) spooky, inventive tale." - Publishers Weekly…

Mannat......A Love Story

Mannat......A Love Story

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it is Dhoombros Fan fiction, actually a Hussain Asif's story, his journey towards the stars he wanted to touch and that one special girl he kept on meeting in his life...again and again!!!! no mater how hard he hated her or avoided her, destiny did its work ;)…

Leave It All Behind

Leave It All Behind

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[BEFORE YOU READ THIS STORY READ ALL THE TAGS. ALL OF THEM] Rin Okumura is fed up. He is fed up with school. He is fed up with Life. He is fed up with everything.He just wishes that he could leave it all behind. Even after he had successfully saved everyone back in Kyoto from the impure king, it still isn't enough to regain his so called friends trust and kindness. Everyone from Assiah had turned his back on him, including Yukio. What happens when he is given an opportunity to leave it all behind? Will he take the opportunity? How will his ex-friends react to his decisions? Blue Exorcist along with any original characters belong to Kazue Kato. I also do not own the cover art, credit goes to creator of the artwork. (Whoever that may be) Blue Exorcist Fan fiction.Trigger warnings: -Depression -Suicidal thoughts -Slight self harm-Suicide attempt-Gay moments -There will be some Amaimon x Rin but it's slight and not the main focus. So if that disappoints you you may leave calmly and quietly thank you very much If any of those upset you I would not recommend reading this. @fangirlBlueExorcist helped with the creation of this storyWhich means she owns half of this story, along with me since we both worked on it.…

My Crazy Hot Interstellar Affair

My Crazy Hot Interstellar Affair

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[This story is now FREE!] When Andie Bank agreed to take a job to help save her friend's reputation, it wasn't supposed to end up in a romance-fueled galactic rescue mission with her irresistibly hot boss. *****With a merciless tabloid set on destroying the Hollywood career and reputation of Andie's best friend, Andie accepts a job offer with the same company on the condition that they leave her friend alone. She knew about her smoking hot boss when she accepted the accounting position, but the tabloid failed to mention small details like celebrity kidnappings, alien imposters, camera-shaped ray guns, and their absolutely abysmal knowledge of the American tax system.Unable to deny their atomic attraction, Andie and her boss's kisses quickly evolve into a forbidden affair that must remain secret at all costs. When a certain vengeful ex-fiancé discovers their secret, the laser guns come out and Andie is forced to flee for her life. As time runs out, Andie must choose between love or committing a crime that goes against everything she stands for.Plus hot alien sex! ...[[word count: 100,000-150,000 words]]Cover designed by Eva (Fathima) Ismail…