A_heart_full_oflove
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As I lay here in my overly heated bed, alone, my mind is racing. Holidays finish in three days, classes haven't even started and i know i'm behind, on top of that, someone put into my head that i was ready to start VCE a year earlier than everyone else making my (non completed) workload triple all my friends. My perfectly good friendship group was destroyed about eight months ago since the bitchy, double-crossing new girl has joined, to better that, she has latched onto my gay best friend, the boy who has been by m side through my best and worst moments and suddenly she is doing everything in her power to get me kicked out of both his and her life. The world is very expecting of high scoring students, it seems as though my world comes crashing down if i score lower than 90% on any subject, once people realize you aren't a total dumbass they assume you'll always be the best, they? you ask, that's me referring to my parents, my brother, teachers, other students, myself. Between the constant reminder that having a boyfriend means you're hot-shit and the stress teenage hood brings on a fifteen year old girl turning sixteen in a few months, we're all bound to go a little crazy sometimes.the only difference is that i put my story on the internet. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------All stories are mine personal experiences, i started this book one night because i needed to get all my emotions, day to day life experiences and odd stories off my chest. xx…