"so, are you ready?" he questioned me. i nodded my head not daring to speak up. i was too tired to speak. 3 hours of sleep was definitely not enough for me. leo's lucky, he gets too sleep even longer then me.
next thing i knew we were in a black room filled with doors with words on top of them. this reminds me of movie, i look to my side trying to find mattheo and he was already at a door.
the room we were in was cold. very cold. i should've brought a hoodie. "ay! black, you coming?" he yelled out, i walked towards him and he was reaching for the door knob. the door color was yellow, a light color yellow. i looked up to the door to look at the wording and it's labeled "soulmate." i furrowed my eyebrows.
"mattheo, how does this even work?" i turned my head slightly to the side in confusion. he stopped for a minute to think then opened his mouth "well, basically theses are all of his memories of his so called 'soulmate.'" he cringed when he said 'soulmate'. what does he not believe in love? he laughed when i thought that. shit, i'm keep on forgetting he can read minds.
"ha, yes i don't to answer your question. love is very competitive and a waste of time. you either get married or break up. they are just another weakness for you." i shook my head, that's completely wrong! love is suppose to be strong and not just a weakness for another person. i don't have the gut to tell him that though. i just want to see this so called 'soulmate' memory and get on with my day.
"whatever, let's just get on with this." i responded back trying to change the subject. love is such an uneasy subject to talk about when it comes to the riddles. he laughed and turned the door knob. his face turned a pure white since the shading off of the door. the inside was completely white, it hurt to look at. i tilted my head unsure if i should go in there.
"scared princess?" he laughed. i shook my head no, trying my best to ignore his comment he just made. very difficult when it comes to him.
"well, see you in there." he muttered, he saluted and walked inside of the room. god, this room could be my death wish. should i really be taking theses chances? whatever, you only live once.
i walked inside of the room, it burned my eyes. it felt like they were burning off and floating down my body almost like liquid. my body felt like it was melting or should i say falling. am i dying? is this how i die..
yeah turns out i didn't die. i saw mattheo in the memory with me, i looked over towards him. "shall we watch the memory?" he asked me easing his left eyebrow. "yeah, just make this quick."
"i dont understand this quiz. where's y/n, when you need her." harry tapped his pencil on his head trying his best to figure out the answer to the question. 'it's A you dumbass' mattheo said under his breath, i turned my head and glared at him he gave me a playful smile.
a red hair tapped on the back of harry's shoulder. the red hair almost looked like ron, it was like a girl version of him. harry quickly turned his head over to her. "psst, the answer is A." her voice was smooth, very interesting. harry gave her a smile "thank you!.." he whispered back to her, she smiled back.
the teacher was looking around the classroom trying the find out what that noise was. she just shook it off.
after a while in the classroom, everyone was finally done with the quiz and the teacher spoke "well, since you all are finish you can go." everybody started getting up from their chairs. expect for the red hair that helped harry.
harry was waiting for the girl outside of the room for her. she finally came out he spoke "hey— uh thank you for the answer back there." he was trying his best to find the words. she gave him a gentle smile.
"yeah! it's no problem." he giggled, he awkwardly laughed too. she was about to walk away from him until he pulled her back by her arm "wait!- do you wanna come by my dorm some time.. maybe?" the girl blushed at harry's comment. "sure, anything for you cutie!" she winked at him. he let go off of her arm and blushes slightly he had the biggest smile on his face. she walked away and she ran towards his next class, his last class actually.
"hmm, what do you think of that?" mattheo said ignoring the memory of the classroom. the last classroom part didn't really have anything important in it really. i don't know how i should feel about this right now.
i know i should trust harry but it's kinda hard with my trust issues of mine. "i don't know, it's strange i guess." mattheo laughed and kept watching the memory.
after a while it's finally the night, if i had to guess it's 11 pm. way past everybody's bed times, everyone should be in bed now but harry was waiting for the ginger. he was sitting in his desk chair and playing with his pencil. he was thinking about everything he should say.
he was practicing all of his lines, and everything. he was like a happy little boy on christmas day. there was a finally a knock on his door. he jumped up and his face lightening up, he ran over towards the door just to be disappointed.
it was ron. what does ron need at this time of this night? "can i come in?" he asked harry. harry frowned and rolled his eyes, he moved out of his way and ron walked in and sat on his bed. "'make it quick dude, i'm waiting for someone."
ron laid back and sat back up, you could tell something with up with him. you could tell by the look in his eyes. it almost was like he was angry and upset, all at the same time.
"look i know you're talking to my sister." he furrowed his eyebrows and grabbed a pillow and made it sit in his lap. he was using it for some type of comfort or to calm down his nerves.
harry has a confused look on his face, he didn't knew ron had a sister. this was new to him, why would ron not tell him? "wait, you have a sister?" his voice tone was filled with confusion. ron slowly nodded his head.
"wait— what's her name?" he paused in the middle of his sentence trying to find the words to ease this conversation they were having. "her name is ginny, i heard from george she was getting all ready to meet with a brown haired glasses boy."
ron's voice changed, it wasn't his normal tone of voice. it's not the voice we all know. "i thought to myself, hmm.." he tapped his finger on his chin making it seem like he was thinking "who is a brown haired boy with glasses." harry's eyes was wide, his pupils were huge.
he lifted up his pointer finger "ah! it's the kid we all know. harry potter. the boy who's everyone loves!" he threw his pillow across the room and walked down to two steps. his was angry now.
"Ha! i should've really brought popcorn. ay, black do you know a spell that makes popcorn?" mattheo was wheezing. this memory just got interesting i gotta admit. i shook my head no, i don't think there is a spell.. ron would probably know. i laugh quietly at that thought.
"what's your issue ron?!" he spat out. ron was walking around the room then stopped at his bookshelves picking up a snowman figure. he turned the snowman and examined it. "oh maybe because you're flirting with my sister?!" he yelled and threw the snowman at harry. luckily for harry he ducked it just in time.
"i don't get the big issue." harry calming stated. ron grabbed another figure, this time it was a glass ball. it looked very expensive and valuable. he tossed in the air one time and caught it. "well maybe because one you're with y/n. two you're going to use her!" ron once again threw the something. it was the glass ball.
harry tried to catch it but he failed and the glass shattered everywhere. one of the glass ball pieces hit his leg. he whimpered in pain, he looked down and pulled the piece out.
"for your information, y/n is probably dead or off having sex with leo!" harry shouted back glaring at him. his eyes were watering. ron was even more angry now. "oh now you've done it now potter! you really think y/n's dead?! or having sex with leo?!" he shouted, he stopped himself from grabbing another thing.
"leonardo is almost like y/n's brother for fucking god sakes." his tone went down when he said brother. "she barely has any family left!" harry furrowed his eyebrows and rolled his eyes.
"well! she's fucking should suck it up! my family is dead too." harry yelled back, what harry just said made ron furious. he just messed up big time. he quickly grabbed a book and threw it at his head. this time harry didn't duck and it hit him right in his head.
harry fell backwards and slammed his back on the door. he shouted in pain for the book and rubbed his head. "not everything has to be about you!" he gritted through this teeth. he was finally at his breaking point, he had enough of harry's shit.
"i do not make everything about me?!" harry got up and walked towards run and grabbed him by his collar. "whatever, fucking stay away from my sister." he pushed harry off of him and slammed the door behind him.
"poor ron." i whispered, probably quiet enough for mattheo not to hear. my heart was broken in two pieces.
there was another knock on the door "ron! go away!" harry ran his fingers against his hair roughly. there was still glass shattered everywhere, his wound wasn't bleeding anymore luckily.
his door open and there stood ginny. she her widen at the mess in his room, she rushed over towards him. "what happen?!" she was flooding him with a bunch of different questions wanting answers. to make it short he told her the whole story.
"god, i'm so sorry for my brother harry. i should've been ther-" she was cut off by harry kissing her on the lips and reaching for her hair. she kissed him back.
the memory finally ended i was getting the same felling where my eyes felt like they were burning. but this time it hurt even worser.
(they're back to the spot they were originally in.)
i felt tired, heart broken, so many different emotions i feel like i've experienced before but i can't find the memories. i have no words for what am experiencing right now.
i've never been cheated on, this was my first relationship i was in. was mattheo actually right for once? love just makes you weak. i didn't want to believe anything right now.
there was tears falling down to my legs, i looked like a mess. i just want to go home, i wish things were just back to normal. i wish mattheo was never here in the first place.
speaking of the devil itself he was making his way over here. i could tell by the foot steps on the grass. i memorized his foot steps, since i had nothing better to do when i was in class one day.
i looked up and mattheo was right in front of me sitting down. "look i'm not good with female emotions or emotions in general but i'm sorry." he sounded like he actually kinda care for once.
"whatever." i muttered, i didn't want to speak to him. he was one of the last people i wanted to speak too right now. he made me so upset, i hate to admit it but he scared me. he was looking back and back at me trying to find some type of answer or to try and comfort me.
"i know you might hate me but-" i cut him off before he could finish. something inside of me snapped, i felt all of my anger rush out of me. "shut the fuck up for once! you're the reason why i'm experiencing all of this pain!" i screamed at him, telling him nothing but the truth.
we were both now off of the ground now, i was trying my best not to cry anymore. "well maybe if you weren't such a sensitive ass bitch you wouldn't be crying!" he shouted back, his face was red due to the anger. he was like a bull, having steam coming out of his nose.
"ohhh!" i dramatically did a surrendering hand motion. "i'm the 'sensitive bitch' for seeing my boyfriend, well once boyfriend cheating on me! all because of you!" there were tears threatening to spill any moment now but i wouldn't let them break. mattheo just shook his head and pinched the bridge of his nose.
"when will you just listen?! i was trying to comfort you or at least cheer you up!" his voice was even louder this time, this cause leo to shoot up from his sleep. he quickly looked over at what's going on, he rushed over towards the scene and stand by my side.
"you weren't even trying, you probably have never even tried helping someone." this made mattheo have a headache again, he was trying his best not to have a flashback to his childhood friend. "fucking shut up!" he pushed me backwards and made me fell on my butt. leo stood in front of me trying to protect anything further to happen to me.
"didn't anyone tell you to not lay a hand on a girl?" leo spoke roughly, he was mad. we all were mad, furious teenagers. just some dumb kids who experienced a lot in our lives. "oh no! the princess shining and armor came and help her." mattheo rolled his eyes.
"shut up theo." leo said his nickname to make him even madder. that moment i knew he messed up, if i would've know from the future i would've done something. mattheo acted quickly and letting all of his emotions take over him, this was his breaking point. he had enough of this blond kid, he pulled out of the pocket knife.
it was leo's knife, leo eyes widen. draco was running over towards us trying to stop mattheo but it was too late. everything felt like it was in slow motion. mattheo stabbed leo in the stomach with his own knife.
"LEO NO!" i screamed at the top of my lungs, he fell back and on to my lap. i was panicking, my friend was dying in front of me. i was sobbing, i look up at mattheo and glared at him he looked dumbfounded. like he had no clue what he did.
"leo, please dont go. please don't go." i whispered. he gave me a gentle smile, i brushed some of his hair out of his way so he could kinda see properly. "y/n, just know not everybody has good endings and mines coming to an end." his eyes were watering, a tear fell down his cheek.
"no-! don't think that, you'll be fine." i knew i was lying to myself, by the look at the stab it look like he stabbed him pretty deep. he closed his eyes finally.
why.
Authors note.
ok i know i said i was going to get the chapter out on tuesday two weeks ago but my dumbass slice my finger while knife throwing LOL (i still have my finger luckily)
!!not edited, there will be spelling errors!!
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