I wanted to give it the title "Eli..not you",but it didn't really make sense💀😟
I also wrote this at 1 am and it's currently 2:24 am and I'm posting it on Wattpad 😍💞🥶💪🏻

Let's start:)

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Y/N L/N.The girlfriend of the one and only Hawk.

She met Hawk before the whole new Hawk identity.He was Eli not Hawk.She fell in love with Eli...She didn't fall in love with Hawk.

It's been 3 months since Hawk became like this.You didn't like it,he became the person he was most afraid of;A bully.
He puts on an act in front of other people.When you two are alone he wasn't that bad,he was actually kinda nice.But in front of his friends ... that's a different story,he was rude,he would be rude then kiss and hug you.At first you thought it was like an apology or maybe just a random act of love twords his girlfriend but no.
He was just doing it to show off.To show off that he has a girlfriend.
Childish shit.

Today after school you two had a date at the mall,you were going to tell him how you felt about this.And there you were,in the mall about to meet up.

You have been waiting for good 8 minutes but you are used to him constantly being late to dates.

As you were looking at your phone you felt a pair of hands around your waist.You turned around ready to throw a punch but it turns about it was just your boyfriend "Hawk"

Y/N's POV:
"Hello princess" Hawk whispered in my ear.I loved the nick name but I had to snap out of this.

"Hi.."

"You seem down,you good?" He actually seemed concerned.Wow didn't know that could happen.

"Yeah, just thinking about something"

We had our date and I offered to take him to his karate practice since he came here on his skateboard.That's it, I'm gonna tell him in the car.

•you two got into the car•

"Hawk I have to tell you something"

He hates when I call him Hawk.He let's me call him Eli in private so he was worried when he heard his girlfriend calling him Hawk.But I don't care because I can't call him Eli,he isn't Eli and he doesn't deserve to be called Eli.

"O-oh uh yeah what is it?"He replied with a shaky voice.

"Hawk I can't do this!You are confusing!I met you before the whole Hawk thing!I met Eli,not Hawk.I fell in love with Eli not Hawk.I fell in love with the sweet,shy boy!NOT.THE BULLY, Don't you fucking see it!Hawk you became the person you were most afraid of;a bully."
By now my eyes were glossy I just wanted to go home and cry.

He was shocked.His mouth half open but no words coming out.A tear fell down his cheek.

Maybe she was harsh.But she didn't care.It's what she said and it needed to be said.

"I-I'm so sorry Y/N...I didn't know it made you feel you like that...God if must have been so hard keeping up with me these past 3-4 months.I promise you I'll try harder to be a better boyfriend."

"..."She stayed silent.

"Please just give me another chance"

"..." Silence.Again.

He was losing hope.

"Fine.One more chance."

"Just because I love you"

A huge smile was on his face.
With those words he placed a kiss on her lips.Not like the other ones.A real kiss.A kiss with passion and love.

And now 5 months later,he did keep his promise.He treated her better.He loves and cared for her,and he still does.He was finally a good boyfriend again.

<3

AHHHHH IT'S 3:27 AM THIS TOOK FOREVER Y'ALL

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