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(tw: aggressiveness, toxic behaviors)

A killer headache had woken you up from your deep slumber; getting flabbergasted when you realized you were no longer inside Momo's car, but rather under the sheets of your comfortable bed. Since when had you arrived? You check the time; it was already 11:30 am. Just a second a go you were partying in the club, now it's already almost lunch?

You grabbed the medicine from your side table and swallowed it along with water to prevent your headache from getting worst. Then you checked your phone and viewed all your notifications, until one had caught your attention.

'You have a message request from: Ktsk_Bkg !'

What the hell is this bitch doing? You opened the message — and what you saw definitely sparked anger within you.

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— DYNAMITE💥 —
@Ktsk_Bkg
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DYNAMITE💥
We js broke up last week now you're alrdy looking for a fucking rebound?

hearts4myself
Yh, what about it Kat?

DYNAMITE💥
Fucking pissed you did that.

DYNAMITE💥
Acting like we never been together?
seriously js trashed a year long perfect relationship

hearts4myself
Be fucking serious none of us were
actually inlove that's why it
didn't work out💀

hearts4myself
The whole thing was only hate-fucking.

It was more of a friendship with benefits than a fucking romantic relationship.

DYNAMITE💥
Maybe that's how you view it but not for
me you sick in the head whore.

hearts4myself
Speak for yourself you hot headed bitch

hearts4myself
acting like you didn't fw men and women behind my back

DYNAMITE💥
Talking to other people doesn't count as 'fucking' w them have some common fucking sense

hearts4myself
Oh yes talking in a flirtatious and lustful way definitely isn't cheating🙄

DYNAMITE💥
Oh word? I think you're forgetting
you did it first

hearts4myself
Yeah so?
you treated me like I'm some fucking toy and not a real fucking person

hearts4myself
denied me infront of your friends, even calling me names and shit?
You're only good at the beginning.

DYNAMITE💥
Maybe because you failed to make

me feel like I'm in a fucking relationship?
Always fucking slandering the things I do and say.

hearts4myself
I'm just giving you the taste of your own medicine motherfucker

DYNAMITE💥
Stop trying to find excuses to your toxic fucking behavior, you showed attitude first.

hearts4myself
What fucking ever, I don't fucking care.
Why am I even wasting time talking to someone who's brain dead💀

DYNAMITE💥
Oh but you love my attention don't you?

DYNAMITE💥
Attention seeking bitch that's why you posted that because one isn't enough for you.

hearts4myself
Shut the fuck up you all bark no bite hoe.
Don't ever fucking talk to me again

DYNAMITE💥
I never fucking will after this for sure🖕

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Slamming your phone down on the bed, you released an anger-filled sigh. Gritting your teeth as the memories of your past relationship with your ex; Katsuki Bakugou flashed through your brain. Why did you even get with him in the first place? Oh right, because he was all lovey-dovey at first. But you never loved him, so why did you decide to be with him for a year? Is it because you felt bad at the thought of not reciprocating his feelings? But there's nothing wrong in doing that!

You regretted the times where you had to force yourself to love him just to make things better — in the end, you did feel a bit of genuine feelings, though it vanished when he started acting differently; when the relationship turned into nothing but toxicness.

A hand — your hand landed on your chest; where your heart was encaged and kept safe. You could never find romantic love in the people around you. You either only see them as friends, or family; not a lover. Though you desperately want to experience a perfect romantic relationship — the only problem is you. Is it because you're afraid of commitment, or what might happen in the relationship? Or are you just simply incapable romance?

Maybe that's why you ended up in a relationship such as that, because you so badly wanted to be in one — to experience one, that you didn't even care if it's hurting you or your partner.

Either way you didn't care. You'd still continue to try and find love, maybe this time it'd work out. So that's why you made that tweet. It may seem to be stated in a sarcastic, or joking manner, but under that tone, seriousness laid within.

"fuck this shit" you ran a hand through your hair; standing up from the comforts of your mattress to fix yourself before heading downstairs to join your adoptive father and brother for lunch. They were already waiting for you for sure.

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The smell of freshly cooked food wafted in the air — entering your nose making you crave it even more. "You're finally awake" your adoptive dad Shota Aizawa muttered in a lazy, stoic tone. "How'd it go" Hitoshi Shinsou, your younger adoptive brother asked from the kitchen island, already beginning to spoon his food if it weren't for Aizawa who smacked his hand away softly.

"Very fun. That's all I can think of saying" you smirked; sitting at the chair beside Shinsou. They didn't bother asking more questions as they already got the message of your answer, "alright then, eat up" without wasting a second, you dug into your food in extreme hunger.

After eating, you continued having small talks with your family; "Shinsou showed me the new tweet you posted yesterday" Aizawa peeled his eyes off the television to eye you — "didn't you just break up with that Bakugou guy? are you sure about what you're doing?" a giggle erupted from your throat, gulping before answering; "ofcourse dad, that tweet isn't anything serious or whatever, I'm just looking for more side hoes — err friends I mean..?"

"I know that's not what you mean when you made that post" again, you only gulped. How did he even know? Did some devil told him or something? Because you're sure as hell you didn't make it any obvious. "I'm aware that you're having trouble developing romantic feelings for anyone and there's nothing wrong with that, and I know you're trying to look for the perfect someone. But I think you deserve to give yourself a break from finding a partner — besides, you just went through a break up last week."

Aizawa ended his fatherly speech with a sigh. It would be a lie if you said that he was wrong — because damn was he correct in so many ways, but ofcourse, you wouldn't let that stop you, not until you're satisfied. "pff- nah I'm good, that break up didn't even affect me anyways. I don't think I loved him to begin with nor did he love me either — I don't even know why I still put up with his bullshit, glad i broke up with him though, cause that relationship was toxic as fuck" you gave an emphasis on the 'fuck' to give your point a bigger impact.

Shinsou and Aizawa sighed in unison; like their brains were being controlled by a single brain cell; you'd think that they're biological father-and-son if you don't know them personally. "have you ever considered thinking that maybe you're aromantic — or cupioromantic?" asked Shinsou who's currently sitting comfortably on the sofa. You stared at him as if he was a ghost; brows furrowed, eyes squinting, mouth slightly agape in a scowl — "no what the hell are you talking about? I'm sure I'm neither of those" you rolled your eyes playfully at him.

You pushed the statement to the very back of your head; brushing it off, and eventually forgetting that Shinsou had even asked that question. From then on, that topic was dropped and was replaced by a new one.
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*sniff* *sniff* do i smell.. drama?!