WARNING: TOPIC OF (RÆPƏ mentioned) Michaels pov: It was a normal morning nothing new then the usual, Me getting up, taking a shower, getting dressed and heading off too school, I was in highschool and had just a year left to go to college, so it meant I had to make friends fast- and focus on my studies even more. I got to school and made my way up to class, I'm always the second person in class, Ennards always the first for some reason, he'd always watch me while I studied, I had a small crush on him...okay fine-.. And I have kissed him and been pinned against the cold wall..BUT nothing more then that. I guesswe're friendswith benefits?.I had to focus on my studies and friends nothing more then that. And no I'm not gonna go up to him, it'll be awkward. I felt his eyes on me but I ignored it, After a bit of time, people started to enter the class and so did our teacher, first period went by easily after all it was math and I had gain interest into it over the past month, I still felt Ennards eyes on me but chosen to ignore him once again, second period went by, 3rd period, 4rth period and then it was our lunch break, I grabbed my bag heading outside to the soccer field to finish up some work and have my lunch, just then I was stopped by this girl, we were the same height which was wierd but also funny. "Hey Michael.." I looked at her confused of what she'd say next "I was wondering if you'd wanna-" *giggles and looks at friends mumbling "I can't do it!"* her friends cheered her on "you were wondering?" She then again said "I was wondering if..." "if you'd go out with me!!" Her face started to heat up of embarrassment, I mean getting a girlfriend would make me looks decent in college so why not I just have to remember silly dates and get her gifts and pretend to like her even though I'm gay. I can't let anyone catch the suspicion that I honestly am. "Sure." She looked at as her friends continued to cheer her, she bit her lip and tippy toed even though were the same height well now she was taller.- she leaned into my chest and so 'innocently' hugged me although I felt her hand rub my clothed member, I froze in that moment and pushed her off, her friends started to scream at me questioning why I did that "she fucking touched me-" and they all screamed "SHE'S A GIRl!! So what!!" I got up knowing they wouldn't care either way, after what happened with my brother since my friends forced me. My aunt had been doing stuff but no one believed me at that point. I felt Ennard get up after I left the classroom and went into the bathroom looking at myself I the mirror just then some tall person with dirty red hair walked in not actually dirty but since his hair was a pale mat red, I felt his hands wrap around my waist "You okay eggs?" It was a nickname he had given I nodded my head knowing I wasn't since he's just some fuck boy who wants to have sex and disappear. "Your not." or I thought that..atleast. I felt his turn me around and my waist being grabbed again but it didn't feel uncomfortable, I just felt stressed and..I just, I looked down on the verge of tears causing more stress since at that point I felt horny, yeah stupid but I was hyper active do to my aunts doing. "Ennard." I mumbled looking down "Are you gonna leave?." "Leave?-" I saw his confused face "Are you gonna leave me? Are you just here for sex and not me??"I broke down crying slamming my head into his chest hugging him while crying my eyes out I felt him stroke my hair holding me and letting me cry "Eggs. I'm not a fuck boy if you think that, I truly love you. I don't want to be friends with benefits.. I want you to be my partner." I looked at Ennard crying even more "I'm sorry I'm just stressed and feel stupid for crying" and it's true. I did. After 20 minutes I was still being held in his arms, his uniform was all wet due to my tears, I knew he wasn't a fuck boy Now, he didn't leave. "Let's get back to class okay? We have 30 minutes left" Ennard softly spoke, I was still horny and felt ashamed, he realized quickly and chuckled "I'll let you finish you problem- I'll see you in class okay eggs <3" I knew it was early to do this but I grabbed his hand "n-No. Can you-" He looked at me and smiled "I don't want you to regret and feel uncomfortable afterwards eggs" why was he so sweet- even so I still wanted him. "I really want to I promise-" he looked at me "Again eggs, I want us to be ready, we just got together and I want you to be able to trust me yk?" I nodded looking away embarrassed "but I can do this if it helps" he chuckled knowing it would, he pulled me in holding my hips and kissed me, I stood there left speechless in a good way but still speechless "I'll see you in class <3" I felt my stomach flutter, so much just happened within a minute. I felt even more desperate for Ennard to which was odd since we just got together, I made my way into the bathroom stall and let my member free, I began to touch myself thinking of all the horrid things Ennard could do, all the ways he could use me and touch me, I wondered how it felt to be inside him, all the ways he'd tease me and even watch me make these lewd faces, I felt like I was being creepy but I didn't know how to stop, I imagined him being the one Jerking me off "hmph~ Enn~" all the ways he'd suck me off and leave spots all over me.. I was close to my climax "Oh~ Ennard~ fuck~" I came all in the toilet, I quickly flushed, put my boxers back on and pants too zipping and making my way to the sink washing my hands before going back to class but my heart dropped when I saw Ennard leave one of the stalls that was openedin front of me back to class, he looked at me smirked and walked back smirking, I felt humiliated, that ...that. Asshole! I went back to class and sat in my seat I felt Ennards devious smirk behind me still. The same girl came up to me still smiling idk I think her name is Ava or Ashley? "Hey baby~" I ignored her, she slowly sat on my lap stroking my hair "Hmm~"she purposely moaned into my ear "Get off me." She rolled her eyes and and got off "Meet me behind the abandoned building down yellow stone Bulverde Kay hottie?" I rolled my eyes knowing I wouldn't even, after all I just got a boyfriend? I got up and felt Ennards hand on my shoulder "wanna spend the night?" I didn't wanna but my aunt would be at my home so I had no other option "yeah..sure." Ennard wrote down his address on my hand with a red marker then pulled me close by grabbing my waist, I felt my face heat up he looked at me calm- How was he so calm??? I he pulled me out of the class behind the lockers and he kissed me passionately causing me to moan into the kiss, he kept going "Enn-" and keat going, making me once again weak in the knees "I can't mh~" Ennard looked at me and started laughing, he looked cute "I'm sorry eggs" he laughed whipping a tear "Ennard.." I said in a whiney tone he looked at me and smirked moving his face close to mine again I felt his lips talk over mine "Can you handle more kisses?" I felt even more embarrassed and felt Ennards lips crashing into mine again he kept going fuck I felt so weak "Ennard~.." The bell rang, Ennard took out his phone and wrapped his hands around me and took a picture, he was smiling as I looked confused the picture was hilarious since it was out of context "I'll see you at my house eggs <3" I went back to class to get my bag and went home well- snuck home since my aunt. I packed my bag and wore my pajamas since it had gotten night so no one was able to see me, my legs had a few bruises and 2 to 3 bandages, my pajamas were a pastel blue with clouds they were shorts with a short sleeve pajama shirt it was cute, I put my shoes on and snuck back out, I had to cross yellow stone Bulverde to get to Ennards house, just then I heard some women screaming bloody murder and just as I saw, it was Ennard brutally stabbing what looked like the same girl from class. I felt chills down my back and froze in place not know what the actual fuck to do, I dropped my phone which made a noise and felt my heart fully drip into my stomach as I saw Ennard slowly turn and look at me, he got up and walked towards me the smile that had faded from his face appeared again but even calmer, How the actual fuck was he so calm?? This shit doesn't add up was he gonna kill me??" I fell onto the floor pushing myself back not breaking eye contact and after hearing him sweetly say my name I got up and ran as fast as I could down the street past him and into a random house I saw Ennard run into the house too. I quickly hid behind the sofa putting my hand on my chest my heart kept beating faster with each Second, I dug my head into my knees curled up in a ball crying like a little kid who didn't get candy from the store. "Michael~..I known your here. Be a good boy and come here, I don't wanna make this harder then it already is. Just let me explain myself love~." I got up and attempted to make a quick run for it screaming but felt myself get dragged and a sharp prike on my throat, Ennard looked at me so calmly and so sweetly I was mortified. I passed out.

ENNARDS POV: Michael had passed out into my arms, he looked so cute in his pajamas and how he looked horrified, I can't leave both of us a mess, I laughed at the thought of him thinking he ran into someone else's house, this idiot had run into my house, how cute. I need to get him cleaned up, I locked the door and went up to my room,even so he had ran inside nothing became a mess nor was anything knocked over, I placed his unconscious body on my bed and started to strip off his pajamas admiring his beautiful body I threw our clothes into the laundry basket so i could wash them later, I then popped on my hoodie and shorts with my socks And left Michael in his boxers with his socks, I heard him move a bit and then get up, before panicking and bursting into tears,  "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?? YOU TOUCHED ME DIDNT YOU?? YOU SICK FUCK LET ME GO!!"
Michael ran stumbling but I grabbed him and forcefully and cupped his face, He went completely silent "Good boy." After a moment he spoke again "what do you want.." He looked at me as I still had his face in my hand, "I want you." He jumped out of my hands and looked at me with hatred, He looks so cute angery. "Why...WHY?!? WHY WOULD YOU HURT OTHERS THEN??WE MADE IT CLEAR THAT WE WERE DATING SO WHY THE FKCK WOULD YOU KILL SOMEONE YOU ASSHOLE" I gave a calm smile "All for you, she hurt you and kept trying to get with you my love." Michael looked at me and looked away a bit flustered, God I loved this twisted relationship its addictive. "Why do you even care about me. Why do you even like me..you know nothing about me." I walked towards Michael and saw as his face turned a bit confused and startled I pushed him against the wall and pinned his hands on the wall he tried to break free but gave in quickly, I looked him dead in the eyes Then allow me. I want you whole Michael. I want to get to know everything about you, every single thing. Every drop of detail. Let me." Michael looked even more startled but flushed And looked back at me and crashed his lips into mine, his lips were rough and a bit dry from screaming or talking alot but I didn't care, I kissed him back turning it into a make out session but just that. He pulled off and looked me in the eyes "I'm not sure what I'm doing...probably the biggest mistake of my life." I grabbed his hand "Mabye..but it'll be the best one you'll make." I softly spoke he looked back at me "I truly hate you. But I love you too." I felt his hands grab around my waist "I love you too eggs." He chuckled at the stupid nickname I took out my  ear buds and gave him one and put the other on and played my favorite song (AHHHHHHHHHH DONT WANNA LEAVE YOU ANYMORE, OH DARLING ALL THE CITY LIGHTS NEVER SHINE BRIGHTER THEN YOUR EYES ILL TRADE THEM ALL FOR A MINUTE MORE BUT THE CARS OUTSIDE) Wish I had a love life like that (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ')