Jimin smiled after he read your last text before you go offline, staring at the screen in awe, he was really happy, really happy with you, and he want it to be like that for forever. He sigh as he put his phone back into his pockets as he leans his back against the studio's wall where they were practicing for their song 'No more dreams'

After hours of practicing they decided to took a short break before continuing, the song finished only a few days ago after all the hard work together, and problems they faced in the way, they decided to do a choreography of it too as they think the song is just too cool.

Glancing up, Jimin saw Yoongi was staring at him but at as soon as he looked he quickly glances away and took a big chug of water from of water bottle. Others didn't noticed the tension between these two from a few days but Jimin sure did. Jimin noticed how Yoongi has been ignoring him for a few days now, sure he talking if necessary or Jimin asked anything but other then that, nope.

He wiped his sweaty forehead with the back of his hand as he looked beside him to find Taehyung and Jungkook talking to each other as they sit closed to each other. Smiling to himself after seeing his friends doing good in their relationship too, glancing at his other side to find Jhope on his phone with a smile plastered as he continued to text someone.

He grins when he heard Jin ranting about Namjoon wasn't matching the direction correctly which he just listened to him by smiling and mutter an apology before they continue to work on their free style in front of the mirror. Everything's going good. He again glance towards Yoongi to again already starting at him but then look at his phone screen. Not able to control this tension, jimin got up from his sitting position as walk towards Yoongi.

Silently taking the seat beside him, leaning his back against the wall, his legs bent as support his arms on his knees. He turn his head towards Yoongi ones he heard him sighing before continuing to look at something on his phone. It felt like he's ignoring Jimin's presense without trying to be so obvious about it.

"Hyung" Jimin softly called out for him but he only hums and not even sparing a glance to him. "What is it Jimin?" Yoongi asked but still sparing him a glance. The air between felt tense from the tension between these two guys. "Is everything okay?" Jimin softly asked as he eyed his hyung with eyes full of Hope.

Yoongi turned his face towards Jimin after hearing his soft voice. He sigh as his eyes soften, starting at the boy in front of him. He's still his brother. He can't see him like this so he just smiled before nodding his head. "Yes everything is okay. Why you ask?" No everything is not okay.

Yoongi still asked Jimin, he knew that from a past few days he have been trying to avoid Jimin only talking if necessary otherwise ignoring his presence and no one sense that too except Jimin, coz Yoongi usually like that only, doesn't talk much and usually likes be quite, sure he loves them but doesn't show and care for them secretly.

"I don't Know I just felt like you're avoiding me?" It came out more as a question then to a Statement. "Of course not-" Yoongi was cut off when Jimin interrupted him. "Hyung, please don't lie, I Know you are." His voice soft. Yoongi's features hardened as his jaw clenching before he stood up. "I'm going back I've some work to do" Yoongi infromed, grabbing everyone's attention.

The others nod as they went back to what they were doing as Yoongi shove his things into his bag, ignoring the the questioning face of the boy who was studying him with his soft gaze. Yoongi made his way out, not able to control the curiousity, Jimin walked behind him too, not trying to oblivious to others.

Yoongi knew Jimin was behind him but still ignored him as he continued to walk outside the studio, before he can walk towards parked car and drive off to his place, a hand made to his shoulder causing him to halt on his way. "Hyung"

"Jimin, I told you there's nothing wrong" Yoongi said with his gritted teeth trying to assure him without snapping or getting irritated because right now, he was irritated by Jimin's questions, he didn't want to answer them, not any of them and ignore him, at least for a while now, at least untill he understand everything and forgets about the past.

"Okay. I believe you even though I Know there's something wrong. Just know that I missed you, you seemed distant-" Jimin got cut off by Yoongi. "I'm always like that Jimin" He spoke, his voice softer then before as he heard his dongsaeng's confession. "No you aren't. Just let me know if I did something wrong, please" Jimin's voice begging as shoulders slum down.

Yoongi sighs before turning around to face him with his soft gaze. "You didn't do anything. I did something I shouldn't have" Jimin frowns before nodding his head as he continued. "I don't know what you did but I know that mistakes happen from everyone, hmm? So don't let it make you felt down?" Yoongi smiled at the boy's words before nodding even though he still had a difficulty to believe those words.

"I'll try" Yoongi said with nod causing the boy to smile before walking back towards the practice room where rest members were. Yoongi smiles disappeared as he whispered to himself as he continued to stare at Jimin's walking figure which soon disappeared. "I slept with her."

I shouldn't have.

Yoongi thought to himself before walking towards his car, opening the drivers seat's door before sliding inside. He sighs as he let his head rest towards the head rest of the seat before turning the engine on and drove off from there with only one mantra repeating in his mind.

I shouldn't have.

––FLASHBACK––

Yoongi's Point of View...

I shouldn't have drink that much.

Yoongi thought to himself, scrunching his nose slightly as his head feels heavy, sighing, he got inside his car which he left at the parking area of the bar only, he didn't had any choice but to leave it there because he was in no condition to drive, walking from Lia's house to the bar wasn't that much bad but yes it was bad. His grip around the steering wheels tightens when he remembered what happened yesterday.

Letting out a tired sigh as his jaw clench as he remembered how June was kissing him, he didn't want to feel like this, he don't want to be vulnerable like this, he just want to get rid of her, get rid of those memories and move on. Without a second thought he took a quick turn towards the familiar apartment. He foot pressed on the accelerator more as he pick up the speed. And soon he was in front of the familiar apartment which he didn't came after what Happened.

But he knows that she will be here.

Slamming the car's door shut after parking it, quickly walking past the security guard who was just sitting outside the lobby, getting inside the free lift he pressed the floor number before the door closed. His nails digging in his palm as he clenched his hands into fist.

He need to get over this feeling.

He needs to forget about her.

And maybe this was the only way. Maybe like this he will forgot about those Feelings but will surely gain guilt and disgust for himself afterwards, he knew it. He knew it, yet he couldn't think straight. This is the only way. Was all he could think of, it's hard to predict or write how he was feeling, he felt anger, he felt numb too, he was feeling pity for himself, his head still pounding as his throat feels dry.

He pressed the doorbell after he looking at the door for a few seconds, his breath shallow as he heard shuffling behind the door before it open and a familiar figure stood in front of him, shook. "Yoongi? What-" Before she can even complete her sentence Yoongi pushed her inside and quickly step inside her apartment, closing the door behind him.

"Yoongi" She was again cut off when Yoongi grab her by her waist, pulling her closer to himself and crashing their lips together. Her lips parted as she eyed Yoongi's form who was kissing her desperately, her legs felt weak as she decided to kiss him back and hugging his shoulders. His warm mouth engulfs hers as he harshly bit her lip causing her to let out a moan.

The kiss was rough, nothing romantic, slow or soft nor he or she wanted it to be like that, it was demanding, and in some ways Yoongi was even trying pour out his anger into the kiss. Meanwhile June was trying to express her sadness and the guilt in the kiss. Breaking the kiss, Yoongi glares at her. "What happened?" This time Finally could finish her sentence, feeling Yoongi's nail digging onto her sides causing her to stare the boy with a confusion and guilt.

"Cut the crap I'll come straight to the point, I Know you want this so why not? Huh?" As soon he finished his words, he regret, he wanted to apologise and quickly turn around and walk away, he feels bad for both of them, he didn't deserve what happened with him, but she was broken too, everybody have their own stories, and just like others June have one too.

He wanted to walk away but couldn't, he watched her Expressions became shock as she blinked, her lips parted, her hands on his shoulder, she pursued her lips as her eyes got teary as she leaned her head closer to his, their lips again meet for a rough kiss.

Tears swelled up in June's eyes, she missed Yoongi, she really did, and regretted her decisions so much but now seeing Yoongi like this hurted her even more. She broke the man once she once loved, maybe she still love him, a part of her still love him and care for him but she know she needs to get over him, it's the best for him and for her too. This relationship was way too broken for an another chance.

Without thinking much she hugged his shoulder more tightly, digging her nails onto his Shoulder as she pressed her body against his. Yoongi growls as roam his hands around her sides before finally hooking under her thighs, pulling her in his arms as they continue to kiss as yoongi started moving towards the familiar room, June's room.

~

"I love you" Those words involuntary came out of her mouth as her chest rose and fell, breathing heavily she sadly smiled towards the boy which didn't said the words back instead he moved inside of her more causing her to gasp. "Shut up" He whispered as his jaw clenched, hid fingers digging onto her bare thighs making her yelp a little when he moved within her a little too rough, she likes it, she likes when he go rough on her.

But she knew very well he doesn't love her anymore.

"I love you, I'll alwa-ys care about you" She again says that, ignoring his words as she cupped his cheeks, but Yoongi quickly grab her hands and pinned them above her head and leans closer to her neck. His hot breath fan her face. "Don't say something you didn't not mean" He growls as he kisses her neck, biting her neck causing her to let out a moan while he continue to move within her more causing the bed to creak as the skin slapping, moan and groans all could be heard the room.

Their clothes lay scattered on the floor looks like a mess, the bedsheets were all messed too, a few things falling here and there because of all there rough moments but both of them didn't care if anything with their own respective reasons, one was trying to forget about the past while a disgusting feeling settled in hid heart for himself,  while the other one was reliving the past for one last time.

"I'll always love you" She whispered softly as she means in and pecks Yoongi's lips causing him to glare at her but she only smiled, sadly. "I'll always-" She got caught off when suddenly Yoongi harshly rummages inside of her, catching her off guard. "I don't want you to. I don't fucking want this Fake love." He greets his teeth, locking his hands under her knees, he spreads her legs more and made her legs wrapped around his waist.

Biting her lip hard as she tries not cry, instead she hugged his figure, snaking her arms around his back as he buries her in his neck. "And Don't think this will be happening ever again" Yoongi spat harshly, even though he didn't want to be all rough with her, he can't help it, he just want to forget about everything. "I know" She softly whispered as she kissed his neck before continuing.

"And I also know that how much you're hating yourself and me while doing this" Her voice came out as a moan and then no more words changed between them, they just fucked, the room again fell with sounds of bed creaking, moan, curses, groans while both of them trying to cope up with their inner feelings.

And when the fuck was over, Yoongi got up and dressed himself up, with the tears in his eyes, as left June's naked form after just covering her form with a blanket, she was crying too, curling into a ball as she held the blanket closed to herself as she felt insecure of her own self. A whimper escaped her lips when Yoongi closed the door after walking outside as he left.

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Fuck logic at this point idk why I even did this tf 🗿🗿🗿

Don't come after me idk what's happening 🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿