𝙆𝙖𝙙𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙋𝙤𝙫

I woke up to a weird feeling in my arm and bright lights in my eyes I looked over to see bags of fluids and tubes leading to me

Why didn't they let me die I thought to myself I should've never called her dude I would've been dead by now

I got mad but I thought about how people cared about me...maybe I closed my eyes as I wanted to be lifeless

I looked over to see my phone and checked the date seeing it was 2 weeks after I "overdosed" texting Jayda that I was awake I went to sleep

𝐽𝑎𝑦𝑑𝑎 𝑃𝑜𝑣

I was in my room in the same sweats from yesterday I hadent moved from my bed and I Hadent  ate anything

I layed in my bed with dried tears on my face as I finally got up and cleaned my room

I went into a depressed state of mind again as I got a text from Davion saying he was awake

I screamed as Drea and Nikki came in "bitch what's wrong" they said in unison "HES UP" I screamed

I ran to my dresser and got some cute clothes to see him and went to the bathroom as  I quickly turned on the shower

I hopped in washing up thoroughlyi got out putting on my honey scented V.S Pink lotion he got me spraying the perfume and getting dressed I brushed my teeth washed my face and did my hair

(Her fit)

(without the socks !!)

I got my keys as I picked up my purse and went downstairs everybody laughed at how fast I got myself together to see him

I cried the whole time at the hospital room with him asleep and in bad condition he was drugged up and talking to me late at night

"baby I love u cmere"

"ma you smell good"

"baby lay wimme"

his words rung through my head as I drove to the hospital I walked in and the nurse let me go back there

I walked in and he was asleep so I sat down while I waited

𝙆𝙖𝙙𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙋𝙤𝙫

I woke up to see Jayda in the chair asleep I guess she been here for a while "mamas" I said to her as she moved around In her sleep

"Hmm hmm" she said in a tired voice "cmere I'm sorry" I said to her as trey came in the room with amour behind him

They took the first flight back as soon as they heard about it jayda said to me when I first got here

He hugged me and sat down as he went on about how I shouldn't be doing this and how that's a bad example for Jayda who was currently asleep on my chest

I looked down and held her as I flicked him off he chuckled and held amour as they dozed off I fell asleep because I was drugged up

I was happpy to have my baby back with me now and her swing under me like I wanted to begin with

I looked over and seen my grandmas spirit in the corner shaking her head before I could speak she disappeared making me fall asleep in confusion

1 hour later

I woke up to trey and amour gone as I heard jaydas bracelets jingling down the hallway as she came in the room with McDonald's

"Hey Dooda" she said with a smile she made the nickname up sometime while I was here

"hey so do you forgive me.." she looked back after I said that "yea but we just need to slow down now and regain trust" she responded hanging me my food

We ate as she went to get some slushees from sonic the nurse came in I hated her ass dude like rir she get on my nerves

"Hey babe how you doing today" she said " not your babe and I'm coo I wanna leave" I retorted

"Ok sweetie I have to do a few tests then your good" she said smiling ear to ear "mhm whateva bitch" I said mumbling the last part

I called Jayda "babyyy wya" I said to her "omw upstairs" she responded as the nurse smacked her lips Jayda was walking in

"problem?" Jayda said to her as she started to take off her stuff "no" the nurse said
"Thought so bitch" Jayda said

"Baby here" she said as she handed me my slushy with pop rocks in it I loved it I don't care diabetes me please 😏 nah jp but yea I drink that

The doctor came in and tested my blood and then gave me my discharge papers I signed and put on the clothes Jayda brought me

I left out and Jayda followed me we got in separate cars and and went separate ways I know we not together

I miss her though goin to the house I went in our room and layed there "fuck I miss her I HATE IT HERE" I said as I walked to the kitchen

Everybody looked back as I grabbed some water and went to the room I layed there in awe of what happened

Everything hit me as the meds left my system I started to feel alone in life as I missed jaydas presence

She went to her other house and left me here the gang told me she wasn't taking it well and I didn't want to ever hurt her

Never wanted to do her no wrong and I did just that because I was intoxicated like damn I fucked up fr now what if she move on

Imma be pissed dude as I turned on my side some called me it was a hoe "of course" I said lowly answering the phone for Honesty

𝙃𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙮🕳🚶🏾‍♀️
ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ғᴀᴄᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ

I answered "what" I said in a annoyed tone "hey daddy you out the hospital come see me" she said "bitch no"

"Why not I came and gave you head in the hospital don't you remember" she said as she laughed I sat there quiet thinking

ғʟᴀsʜʙᴀᴄᴋ

"oh ss-shit" I groaned as honesty started to deepthroat my member "fuck" I mumbled to myself as I nutted in the back of her throat

she wasn't good as Jayda no where near it but I needed my nut "daddy let me ride you" her voice echoed in my ears

I dozed off from the meds as I felt her warm pussy on my member she slid on top of me and rode me

I was partially awake as she moaned lowly in my ear "Jayda this shit don't feel good" I said

"I'm not Jayda" I heard her say as she stopped and put my dick up I went soft at her sentence she walked out

I think I nutted in her oh fuck

ғʟᴀsʜʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴏᴠᴇʀ

"but uhm I think I'm pregnant" she said

"hoe you ran through it's not my baby fuck out of here"

"you the only one that nutted in me"

"BITCH THE BABY NOT MINES I WANT A TEST" I yelled to her as I hung up

I was now mad and I just wanted Jayda but she didn't want me

take the pills

a voice in my head told me take em so I looked for them I took 10 Percs and drunk two bottles of lean

as I felt all the pain fade away I fell out on the bathroom floor hitting my head on the way down

"Jayda I'm sorry for the pain and hurt I caused you I love you" i recorded myself as I tried to send her it I did

and with that my eyes rolled back and my body jerked as blood and foam came out my mouth

I smiled as the pain went away and everything went black I lost breath and closed my eyes

CHAPTER OVER

imma just keep leaving y'all on cliff hangers

face reveal?

yea doeee imma see y'all 😂

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