𝙏𝙧𝙚𝙮 𝙋𝙊𝙑

I fell asleep on the phone with Amour and to my suprise she still was otp when I woke up

I went and took a shower and then brushed me teeth and washed my face when I came back she was awake and said she was about to take a shower

I stayed on the phone as I went downstairs and started talking to Davion about yesterday Ik I'm only 16 but the streets are apart of me

"Listen Trey you know momma been calling for u dude what you gone say" he said " I told her I been here" I said "yea ok" he said

My mom knew I was high even though I lied to Davion just now and he knew I did she yelled at me and told me to live here then since they taking care of me

"Davion dude she told me live here" I said as I say down at the island " I know already" he said

"Me and Jayda been got ya stuff nigga go downstairs to the left second door" he said as I walked out the kitchen I ran as soon as I hit the corner

I was happy to be out of my mom house and be wit my brother 🤷🏽‍♀️ he was barely around because of her anyways

When I opened the door I was greeted by a bedroom and a side full of gaming stuff also a huge closet full of my old clothes and shoes along with new ones

I knew he had nice shut but damn I continued to go through the room and was met by the bathroom which had led lights in it I would never leave my room fuck he thought

I called up amour because I was bored and I wanted to tell her about what happened to me and how these niggas did me wrong

"hey tink" she said "wassup stink" I said we not dating or nun I told her how I feel about her and she feel the same but I just don't want to hurt her

If I was to get in the wrong mindset because of the schizophrenia and do something dumb then she would have so much to deal with because of me

I can hear a voice in my head that tells me to do certain things and their terrible but I did them all the time

I killed so many people but I never took my medicine because I didn't care who was living for? I didn't care about my future at the time anyway

When I met her I changed I took my medicine sometimes and I stopped hearing him in my head

My grandma always promised to take it away with voodoo as I got older but she passed away when I was 13 I loved her

Her death hit me hard because I spent so much time with her she was like my mother I didn't really like my actual mom 🤷🏽‍♀️

I go to her grave every time I hear him in my mind a lot and it goes away for a few months as if she really is here stopping it

Me and amour talked about my new room and I'm guessing I'm living with them forever because why not I could just be apart of the gang

I'm cool and I don't bother nobody plus me and Davion blood speaking of him he came down to me room and handed me 20,000 dollars "do right by this not wrong" was all he said before leaving out my door

"ouuu lemme seeee" amour said I showed her and then put it up as I thought about what I was gonna do open a business? nah sell shoes? Maybe

Forex? Yes

𝗔/𝗡: 𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗶 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘅 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝗿𝗹

I knew forex would be good because I make whatever I want whenever so I am gone buy a MacBook and then start shit up

"Imma change for u" I said to amour "I know you anyways tell me that" she said with a smile
"blushinggg" I said as I laughed

I ordered the MacBook and then played the game wit ha otp but the shit was getting on my nerves

"NIGGA WHAT THE FUCK" I yelled as I threw the controller I just turned the game off and talked to ha for a while

𝐴𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑃𝑂𝑉

I am 16 and I live with my mom her and my dad aren't together but he is still in my life I like him sometimes

He is weird but he never ever let me down about anything he did trap that's why my mom disliked him

She didn't want it around me as I grew up even though it already was weather she knew it if not I was already doin things but I stopped

I soon realized that the streets not for me so I turned to modeling which payed well and kept me out the street

One day a long time ago I was at the gas station and I walked passed a group of boys and trey stood out

He was talking to them about hitting a lick and killing some dude when I walked by he followed me into the store

"hey ma wsg with u" he said "nun" I said trying to keep it short "lemme get ya number" he said "Ight" I said just wanting to leave the store

"When I call answer" he said he saved him name in my phone as 𝙏𝙧𝙚𝙮🤍🌍 guess he wanted to be wit me

I got home that night and took a shower and ate coming back to do some school work he FaceTimed me we stayed up all night getting to know each other

I heard arguing in the background and he said he would call me back I didn't know what it was until he told me about his parents one night

So when he moved with his brother I could tell he was happy because him and his step dad would fight because of how he treated his mother

𝑖 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚 

I thought to myself 

"you do" he said " I said that out loud?" I said "no" he responded I was confused but he said he would tell me another day

CHAPTER OVER

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I'm changing trey fc again 😂

how y'all feel about amour  🌚

I never eat I SWEAR

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