Warning: kinda heated in the beginning?

Now you shall read. <3

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▬▬▬ 没那么糟糕,
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍

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'Y/n.' Kusuo called.

"Yes?" I looked over to Kusuo who was sitting on my bed. I was currently at my desk doing homework.

'I..' he stopped talking and walked up to me.

"What are you doing?"

He didn't answer and stayed quiet, staring at me.

"What? Kusuo, you're making me nervous. Did something happen?"

He leaned down a little and stared at my lips for a moment but then back up at my eyes.

"What..?" I tilted my head to the side.

Kusuo moved his face closer to mine.

'Y/n, I've never felt like this before.. until you came back here and we got close. I don't know what this feeling is? You make me feel something whenever I'm with you. I want to..' he stopped talking and looked down at my lips once again.

What the hell is happening? What does he mean..?

He then smashed his lips onto mine. I was shocked but soon melted into the kiss and kissed him back.

My hands got tangled into his soft, pink hair and his hands rested on my waist.

We both stood up and slowly walked backwards, making me fall onto the bed and Kusuo hovered over me.

He licked my bottom lip, trying to enter his tongue into my mouth, and me being the tease I am, I kept my mouth shut.

He soon got annoyed and squeezed my thigh, making me gasp. And with my mouth now open, Kusuo took his chance to stick his tongue inside my mouth.

Our tongues fought for dominance and he won, his tongue now exploring.

We then both pulled away, trying to catch our breaths.

"Y/n.."  he whispered, his hot breath fanning against my neck.

"Hm?" I hummed, playing with his hair.

He then started placing soft kisses on my neck and found a spot near my collarbone that made me gasp.

I could feel him smirk against my skin and he licked it.

"Kusuo.." I moaned softly, tugging at his hair gently.

'Y/n, wake up.'

"W-what?"

'Wake up.'

I quickly sat up and looked around my room. I immediately saw Kusuo standing next to my bed.

"Kusuo!" I shouted, almost falling off my bed until he caught me.

'You really need to stop falling.' he sighed.

"Y-yeah.." you stuttered and mentally cursed yourself for it.

He fake coughed into his hand. 'Anyway, we're going to be late for school, hurry up.'

"Oh.. okay." I got up from the bed shakily.

'Are you okay..?'

"What? Oh, uh, yeah..!" I laughed awkwardly, scratching the back of my head. I could feel my palms getting sweaty.

'Okay..' he eyed my up and down.

"Can you uh.. leave?" I asked. "And don't face urself towards my room."

'Why can't I face your room?'

I mentally facepalmed. "Isn't it obvious? You can see through walls." Someone's a bit slow today.

'Oh, yeah.' he shook his head and walked out the door, closing it behind him. I pressed my back against the door quietly and let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in.

Thank god it wasn't a premonition.. and thank god he can't read my mind.

I quickly undressed out of my pajamas and slipped on my uniform. I rushed out of my room, completely ignoring Kusuo and walked into the bathroom. I did everything I needed to do and took one last big breath before walking out and seeing him.

Just act normal.

"Let's go." I patted Kusuo's shoulder but immediately cringed and pushed my hand away.

'What about breakfast?'

"I'm not hungry."

'What? Are you okay?'

"Yes... I'm fine."

'Alright then.' he gave it up and looked forward.

I just gave him a hum, "Mhm..."

We both walked out the door and started heading to school. Kusuo stared at me, still curious as to why I'm acting like this. 'Are you sure you're okay? You're a little red.' he looked more into my face.

"W-what? I'm fine. It's a little hot out here, don't ya think?"

'It's winter and 10°.'

I began to sweat more than before. "...Right."

He continued to ask, 'Are you really sure?'

"Yes, Kusuo." I took a deep breath, rubbing my hands against my jacket.

'Okay...' he eyed me. Once we got close to the school, Kusuo grabbed my hand. God.. I cant stop thinking about it.
...

I can't focus..

"L/n." the teacher called.

"What?" I snapped out of it and looked up at the teacher.

"Are you even paying attention?"

"Uhhh-"

"Please, go to sleep early... I really want you to pass."

"Yeah... sorry." I apologized and she continued to teach the lesson.

...

"Is something on your mind?" Aren asked, handing me a water bottle.

"No.. nothing is on my mind at all! Completely clean, not dirty... why?" I shook my head and took a sip.

"Not dirty? Uh anyway, you've been zoning out a lot."

"I have? Oh.. I haven't noticed..." I mumbled.

"Did you get enough sleep last night?"

"Yeah? I think." I nodded my head.

Kusuo then walked by us and Aren noticed, "Hey, Saiki."

"Kusuo..." I whispered and turned around to see him. As soon as I saw him, sweat started to form on my forehead and I started to pull on the collar of my shirt.

Aren took notice of this and got up. "Hey, Saiki, sit down, I need to talk to Y/n real quick."

He nodded and sat down, watching me being taken away by Aren.

"What is it?" I asked, confused on why he brought me into an empty classroom.

"I saw you blush when you looked at Saiki.. do you like him?"

"Do I like Kusuo?" I repeated the question.

"Yeah." he nodded.

"No! Why would I like Kusuo?" I laughed and started to think about the dream again.

"You're zoning out again, Y/n."

"What? No!" I laughed, gently pushed Aren.

"Maybe take a nap when we get home." he put a hand on my shoulder.

Sleep? No, I can't sleep. What if I have a dream like that again..?

"No, I can't sleep."

"What?"

"I'm not tired.. that's why."

"Okay.. well just try to sleep earlier than you did last night."

"I have to study."

"Y/n, just study as soon as you get home."

"I- uh.."

"Why are you making excuses?" he crossed his arms.

"I'm not making excuses." I furrowed my brows.

"Sure... did something happen between you and Saiki?"

"No, Kusuo and I are just fine. Nothing bad happened."

"Okay.." he sighed and walked out the classroom with me.

The bell rang and I grabbed my backpack, about to leave until I felt a strong hand on my shoulder.

"Huh?" I looked back to see Aren.

"If something is wrong, please talk to me. I'm here for you, okay?" he gave me a soft smile.

"O-oh yeah.. And if you need to talk to someone, know I'm here for you too."

He nodded and walked away.

'Well I'm glad there's nothing wrong with us.'

"Kusuo!" I shouted, "Why were you listening to us?"

'Because I was bored.'

"Yeah.." I mumbled.

...

I placed my backpack down onto the floor in my room and went downstairs to wash my hands and grab myself a coffee jelly.

'Hey, Y/n..?'

"Yes?" I took a bite out of the jelly.

'I tried to ignore this but uh..'

"What?"

'I heard you..'

"You heard me..?"

'...Moan my name.'

Shit.

A/N

so uhhh i've never wrote a heated scene so i'm sorry if it's bad💀

anyways, thank you for reading <333