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December 23rd

"You are..seven weeks." The doctor said as she looked off of the ultrasound screen.

"Wow." She looked at the monitor and saw the tiny babylike figure, she was only one month so she couldn't look at it and point out its head or arms.

"It look like a jelly bean." Tay snickered quietly and Laylani rolled her eyes.

He still wasn't good with her after that comment. She said she needed space and time to herself because what he said actually hurt her feelings and it made her feel bad.

"You still mad? You know I ain't mean that shit bruh." Tay sucked his teeth and reached for her hand but she shook her head and pushed him away.

"I'm not feelin you right now and I won't be feelin you no time soon. So give me my space. We're
here as parents, not a couple. The more you bother me the longer it'll take for me to let it go." Laylani stressed, pushing him away again.

"As parents, not as a couple? Yeah the fuck right. You wanna be single because I hurt your feelings but god forbid I do some single nigga shit you gon go crazy."

"You can do what you want. I really don't care." She lied, looking through her phone.

"Can I have your number?" Taylin asked the doctor, giving her his pretty smile as she wiped Laylanis stomach off.

"Sure." She said simply before taking her gloves off. Laylani looked up in disbelief as they actually exchanged numbers.

"I'm not busy tonight." He smirked and she nodded, making Laylanis eyebrows shoot up in shock. Before she couldn't even speak she started sobbing and slapping his chest.

"Like what the fuck is wrong with y'all?!"

"Calm down it was a joke I ain't really-"

"I gave you my virginity and you gon do me like this bro I swear to god imma tell my daddy-"

Tay rolled his eyes and pulled her up as they walked aout of the doctors office. He held her on his side like she was a child as she cried into his shoulder all the way to the car.

"Baby..shut the fuck up. Please. We were joking so be yo ass quiet." He held his lips out for a kiss and grinned when she bit his bottom lip before sucking on it like he did to her all the time.

"Stop playin so much. You know I was just being a bitch so you ain't even have to do that." She muttered turning and looking out the window.

"Duh. If we breakup you might as well die it's not like I'm gon let you live a happy healthy life with another nigga." Tay said nonchalantly, getting a crazy look in return. Sometimes she forgot his ass really was a nutcase.

-

"She was like.. yeah I'll suck yo dick just don't tell your friends. But guess what I'm doing right now?" Tez said ironically, making everybody but Xander laugh.

He leaned back against the bench and pulled from the blunt, ignoring Omari who looked at him as if to say pass it. Not happening.

It was winter but it was only 65 degrees considering Atlanta stayed hot all year. This was nothing compared to New York weather.

"Stingy ass nigga."

"You got some money?" Xander pulled out a 3.5 and held his hand out expectantly.

"Damn nigga how much shit you got on you?"

"Don't worry about that you got some money or what? This ain't a charity so don't ask me for shit if you ain't got no money cause imma say fuck no nigga what I look like weed depot?" He snapped, shaking the ashes off his white shirt in annoyance.

Jaylani noticed him while she was walking and blushed, continuing her walk so he wouldn't see her. He had on a jeans and white shirt but he still looked fine as hell.

Xander was simple, usually wearing nice jeans and a simple shirt but always having nice ass shoes and jewelry.

"Damn nigga what size you wear?" Omari asked, looking down and seeing Xander's offwhite Air Force 1 collabs.

"12 and a half in men."

"You don't be scared walking around with all that expensive shit on?"

"These not even $300 and I wish the fuck somebody would. You asking me about what I got on making me wanna bust you in yo shit, nosy ass nigga."

Xander noticed the boy direct his eyesight and frowned. Scary bitch.

"Damn her and her friend cute." Tez pointed at Jaylani who was walking with her friend Anari.

Xander looked over at her and rolled his eyes to himself. She did look cute. He didn't realize how high he was until she noticed him staring and looked at him like he was a piece of shit. Xander licked his lips and motioned for her to come over to him.

"Why she coming over here? You think she think I'm cute." Tez said playfully, pushing his long dreads behind his ears like a girl.

He ignored Tez as Jaylani approached him with a stank look on her face.

"Wassup." He just wanted to see her face up close.
She was so damn cute. Xander licked his lips and rubbed his waves, eyes low and red.

"Boy bye." She began walked away and he grabbed her arm to pull her back to him. He pulled her to his chest and put his face in her neck. She smelt good too.

"You smell like that cucumber melon shit." He laughed into her neck before licking his lips again. Cotton mouth was so annoying.

"You need some chapstick?"

"Yeah gimme some." He turned her face towards his and puckered his lips playfully, getting a slap to the mouth.

"You stink." Jaylani pushed Xander away from her and scrunched up her nose.

"No I don't." He wrapped his arm around her shoulder and she sucked her teeth before sniffing his shirt again.

"You smell like.. cheap Victoria's Secret perfume." She gagged and pushed him away again.

"Erin." He said said simply, making her subtly move his arm from around her. He always put his foot in his mouth.

Tez snapped his forehead in disbelief. No way this nigga was that slow.

"I gotta go." Jaylani walked away and he frowned in disappointment. Girls were so weird.

"What I do?" He asked Tez in confusion.

"You just admitted to gettin pussy after cheesing and grinning in her neck and showing her off in front of your niggas. Nigga you embarrassing."

"I never said she was my girlfriend so why would she get mad?" He wasn't even be smart, he genuinely didn't understand.

"When you decide that you like someone and make it known to them it's upsetti- you ever heard of jealously stupid?"

"Yes but-"

"She cute. If you not gon handle that shit I will." Tex wanted to see how Xander reacted but the boy just nodded before walking off and in the direction Jaylani went in.

She heard him walking fast behind her and rolled her eyes.

"Where you going?"

"In my house?"

"I'm coming with you." He said flatly, not knowing what to say about what he accidentally did earlier.

"Why?"

"Cause I wanna be around you?"

"Go be around Erin." She unlocked the door and began walking towards her room, Xander hot on her heels.

"Why does Erin matter?" Xander sat on her bed and looked at her as if she wasn't making sense.

"She doesn't. You should go see her. I don't like you anymore." Jaylani turned her tv on and went to her bathroom to change and get comfortable.

"Why? I didn't do anything."

"I don't like boys that are befit'ineti and can't keep their little thing in their pants. Why would I?"
She asked walking out of the bathroom.

He got distracted by her spaghetti strap shirt and black spandex shorts before looking back up at her face. It was true though, Xander and Jaylani were in two different lanes.

He had sex regularly but he liked her and didn't expect any from her any time soon considering they had two different mind sets. So he thought it was okay to sleep with Erin and like Jaylani at the same time, clearly it wasn't appreciated.

"I'm not bothering you and asking you for sex because I respect you and I know you're not into that." Xander furrowed his eyebrows in confusion, not getting her point.

"Don't waste you're time trying to respect me if you want me to share you boy you won't even call me you're girlfriend because you want to do nasty things with others, I don't sharing." She let her Amharic accent slip as she talked quickly, climbing into her bed.

Meanwhile Jaylani stood at an agonizing 4'9 and Laylani sadly stuck at 4'11. Jaylani actually had time to grow but her sister was done for.

"I didn't even have sex with her I-"

"Ew boy keep it to yourself." She used her remote to turn her ceiling fan on and Xander sighed, getting on the bed with her. It didn't feel good knowing she was mad at him.

"Well can you talk to me or something?" He snapped at her and grabbed her phone seeing she wasn't paying him any mind.

"I didn't force you to come invade my space. Give me my phone back."

Xander frowned and scrolled through her page, not liking what he was seeing. She'd unfollowed him, deleted the picture of them at Six Flags, and deleted the video he took on her story. Girls were so mean.

"Why'd you do that?" He held her phone in her face and she shrugged.

"I saw your name in Erin's bio so I took you off of my page. I'm not gon look dumb posting a boy or liking a boy with a girlfriend what do you take me for? I'm not even allowed to have a boyfriend because papa thinks you're too grown so whatever." She half lied, Nasir never said they couldn't like eachother he just said not to do bad things because boys come and go and use people.

She felt like this whole situation was stupid and he didn't really like her, he just liked that she liked him.

"But I like you and I don't ask you to do 'bad things'. If I stop talking to Erin will you be nice to me and post me again? I don't really care about her." He said honestly, leaning over and squashing her body. This was ruining his high.

"I don't care." She felt her stomach flip when their skin touched and wanted to get away even though it wasn't a bad feeling. It was just new.

"You hungry?"

"Yeah. But Aaron and Iman went go get pizza so it's fine."

"Nah I'll order something. They playing bootytag as we speak them niggas not getting nothing." Xander said knowingly.

"Oh. Thank you." She tried sitting up but he wouldn't move so she couldn't move. He noticed but ignored her blatant annoyance.

He liked annoying her but her annoying him wasn't acceptable and if she was anybody else he'd hurt her feelings for be bothersome. He'd even made Laylani cry the other day, telling her she'd get fat and ugly after giving birth when she called him lanky and awkward.

"You always with them stank ass boys, you don't have any other friends?"

"Tez is the only one I'm okay with and the others are just cordial because they're scared of me and even if they weren't they're scared of Tay and Iman." He said nonchalantly, clearly not in the mood to talk about them.

"What if you meet a girl prettier than me? That's willing to do stuff with you and not annoy you?" Jaylani asked out of no where.

He sat back and thought about that answer because things like that really did happen but he never considered that for them.

"I forgot to break up with Erin. I'll do it now." Xander shrugged and pulled his phone out, sending a cute simple 'I'm breaking up with you, sorry lol'.

He didn't wanna make it sound too harsh so he added the lol but he thought about it and that was even worse. Too bad because he sent it already.

"I feel bad."

"Don't. I didn't really like her she liked me. She was too old for me anyways and Laylani said she would beat her ass if she kept bothering me after she turned 18."

"Mhm." She noticed he didn't answer her question and stopped responding to him, feeling sort of insecure. He noticed her dry response and realized he'd actually have to answer the question.

"I don't care that you don't wanna have sex and stuff. It just makes me like you more because you can find sex anywhere, I like you because of your personality. You're quiet and all but I don't know." He said honestly, holding her hand in his with his face in her neck.

"Well I like you too."

Xander just laid there before sighing and leaning licking his lips. Maybe.

"Would you feel better if I asked you to be my girlfriend? But I'd actually like you, so it won't be how it was with Erin." He explained knowing she'd say hell no.

"Okay." She smiled and giggled to herself, making him roll his eyes. She was such a girl.

"That means you can't talk to Jordan." He got off of her and she looked at him sideways.

"Why?"

"Because I don't like that nigga. What you want to eat?" Xander changed the subject so she wouldn't have time to disagree with him or say no. Even if she said she was gonna talk to him regardless he'd make sure she saw it his way.

"What y'all ugly asses in here doing?" Nasir busted through the door with a clay mask on his face and mugged Xander.

"Nothing." He frowned and leaned further onto Jaylani even though he was smirking in his head.

"I wanna- ouuuu." Nasir cut his eyes and walked out, Taylin walking in behind him.

"I swear to god imma smack the shit outta you if you touch my stuff again. Her dumb extra ass is stressing me out and I can't even get high cause you got sticky fingers you dirty thievin ass hoe!" Tay ranted aggressively before walking out and slamming the door behind him.

"Stop slamming shit around cause you mad!" Laylani yelled from the other room.

"You better shut the fuck up talking to me!"

Jaylani and Xander looked at eachother and laughed. Laylani only really cussed when he was making her mad so it was funny to hear.

She was still little shy Laylani with the soft voice. Everybody thought they'd break up fast because he was so mean and she was so nice but she wasn't all that nice and he wasn't all that mean. Scratch that, he was. He just had a big soft spot for her and only her.

Xander looked down at his phone and Erin has replied with multiple responses.

She asked him to take her back, then said she was pregnant, then said sorry for lying because she wasn't pregnant, then said she loved him, then said she was fucking Tez anyways so it didn't matter.

He laughed and looked over at Jaylani. She was so cute to him. She looked at him and smiled, feeling her heart beat faster when he leaned in and laid his forehead on hers with a cheeky grin.

Jaylani pulled back and he just laughed before stopping abruptly when she kissed his cheek.

"Damn you a freak." He joked, feeling her punch his arm and laugh.

-

"I want a girl and I wanna name her Milan." Laylani sat in between Tays legs and ate Oreos, telling him any and every thought that went through her head."

"Mhm." He scrolled through his phone with a hand under her shirt, rubbing her flat stomach.

"You're not listening."

"I am I'm multitasking."

"What I say?"

"You want a girl and you wanna name her Milani."

"You only listening to the parts you wanna hear. Asshole." She pinched his arm and he slapped her hand lightly, flinching at the pinch.

"You been so mean to me lately. You still mad about the other day?"

Laylani had actually forgot about it but now that he reminded her she was mad again.

"I had forgot but you just reminded me." She began moving away from him and he whined, pulling her back towards him.

"I didn't mean it I was just having a bad day and that abortion shit made me even angrier. I swear I'd respect any decision you made, I'd be sad and hurt but understanding. It's not my body and I was wrong." He apologized thoroughly and she nodded, sort of forgiving him.

"Okay. Just watch your mouth and don't talk to me like that again. End up single if you want to." She mumbled, falling asleep randomly.

Laylani woke up not even 4 hours later and yawned, patting her bed in search of Tay. She heard shuffling and saw him getting dressed, immediately rolling her eyes.

She looked at what he had on and frowned.

"Where you going looking like a slut?" She asked, making him laugh.

"I'm just wearing jeans and a shirt."

"Cover yo face hoe." She mumbled quietly. He looked so fine, he had on jeans, a LV belt, a plain black shirt, and was currently looking for his shoes that were secretly hidden somewhere else in her room.

"Where the fuck all my shoes?" He looked around and she rolled over to go back to bed, not wanting to look suspicious.

"Where you going anyways?"

"Nothin forreal finna go with Andrew and nem. I wanna smoke but I'm not doing that shit around you and it's been a minute since I got out." He said honestly, looking under her bed for a single damn shoe.

"I hid them in my cabinet in my bathroom. Have fun with them dirty ass niggas." She stood up and wrapped her arms around his waist tiredly. Her head leaned against his back and she smelled the cologne he always wore, making her wanna pull him in bed and sleep.

It was Creed Aventus Eau De Parfum. She could always recognize his smell because he'd been wearing the same cologne since they met.

"Its only 8:45. What time you leaving?"

"9:30. Why?" He asked, in confusion until her hands played with the front of his zipper while her head still rested on his back innocently.

"Mmm Nothing I just just missed you." Tay felt her her little hands slide into his pants and laughed. Everything she did was so cute because she was so inexperienced, she was only doing what she could to give him a hint then let him take over.

"What you want?" His hands pulled her arms from his waist and he turned around, making her look at him with one hand.

"Can we..? Why are you making me say it?" Laylani asked shyly, watching him undress.

"Let me stop messing with you." Tay mumbled, pushing her on the bed and getting in between her legs. God it'd felt like forever since he got to do this. It wasn't like she put him on a sex ban he was just busy and tired and when they did get to do anything they were rudely interrupted.

"Tay I'm sorry I know you like giving head and I love getting head but I really wanna fuck.. like really bad." She blurted out, making him sigh and suck his teeth.

"You so damn impatient." He pulled her underwear off tried to follow directions but he couldn't help himself, pushing her legs back and placing his mouth on her. It really was fun for him and she liked it too.

"Fuck stop." She whined bucking her hips against his face as he sucked on her clít gently, laughing at her expression. She was so cute.

"Say it again and I will." Tay said honestly before thrusting his tongue inside of her and rubbing her clít slowly with his other hand, seeing her mouth fall open in pleasure.

"I'm gonna... oh my god!" Laylani laughed because she was overwhelmed as her hips bucked and her body jerked, trying to run towards the headboard but failing due to his arms holding her in place.

"Stop running with yo quick coming ass." He pulled her back towards him and thrusted a finger inside of her, sucking on her bundle of nerves and looking for her spot with his finger. He pushed upwards at and angle and smirked when her body