38 Regret

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ย  ย  ย  ย ย  ย  ย ย  Chapter 38

ย  ย  ย  ย  ย  ย ย  Bartley's pov

A month later...

ย  Of all the mistakes I have made this one must be the worst of them all, Mr. Maurice has not been answering my calls just like how Adajay wasn't. I have brave it to the house three times and there was no sign of Adajay, Lance who has been keeping a check on the place says no one apart from dad had came there. I wanted her safe but with me, where was she and our son? Dean was behaving stubborn and I couldn't press Straight-dut into asking her again he had his own problems.

ย  Ulcer stomach has been killing me, I just can't eat. On top of everythingย  Michelle and Shanae has been put into separate holding cells- so we cannot hear if Shanae had leak where we live in Capture Land or not, Straight-dut's source said theu have been fighting. I felt so much regret that my heart bleeds, I haven't even get a chance to explain what had happen to Adajay- I know she must watch the news and hears Shanae's name, I can't even begin to imagine how she must feels.

ย  My life was over, I don't want to see anyone neither talk to anyone. I was depress, hurt and can't stop self loathing. How I wish I could turn back the hands of time for many reasons, I wanted to go home and be with Adajay and my son. Righteous was depressed over Taynia and Quefer says he was going to shoot Donique in her pu๐Ÿ‘€y whenever she returns from the UK.

ย  Adajay's birthday was in a few weeks and all the memories of the year before keeps haunting me, some were good and some were intolerable. Sometimes I feel like giving up but then I remember my son, what would he think of me and how will I ever forgive myself if there was truly life after death. God, was not hearing me, he too has forsaken me. My head throbs and my chest pains, tears were my only refuge and solitude my safe haven.

ย  I took up my bible with a sigh and heard my mom calling me. "Yes mummy," I answered barely able to speak.

ย  The door to the room opens and she came in with a bowl of soup on a tray, all of what has happened had affected her drastically also.

ย  "How yuh feel? Come drink dis man an' Righteous a call yuh out ina di living room," she asked then told me before I could repond.

"Thanks, mi appreciate it," I said hoarsely.

"Yes, yuh welcome. Mi a guh fi mine an' come eat wid yuh- mi a come," she said.

ย  Lawd! She a come mek sure mi eat di food, pssh a like mi tun back pickney. Mek mi mek sure start forcing it down I told myself and took up the bowl along with the spoon beside it, feeling miserable and a lot of other emotions I can't even describe.

ย  "Yea man drink it hot and belch off di gas," mummy said coming in.

ย  She sat on the chair while I remain seated on the cushion on the carpet and she began to eat. "Yuh hear sey di interview wey yuh did duh wid di foreign media a guh hear dis evening?" She ask.

"Uh-uh, a Righteous tell yuh dat?" I said and ask.

"Yes," she answered.

ย  My belly suddenly start to hurt mi and I put down the bowl of soup and hurried into the bathroom. It's been like this whenever I eat something, I took a warm shower then join Righteous and the others in the living room. He pretends like he didn't blame himself, but deep down I know he has been berating himself. I did not blame him for what had happened, how could I?

ย  ย  Adajay's pov

ย  I don't know which was the worst thing to happen to spoil my day, discovering Miguel who in all his masculine glory only possess a four inch dick or having him go on and on about his favourite Jamaican artist Alkaline after the media began to blow up with the interview aired on CVM tv station. I felt so disappointed, after all the sweet kisses and his comforting embrace- the man had only a tickle me Elmo to service me with. To think I've been dreading the outcome of having sex with him from the moment I came and have been putting it off feeling guilty that I was disappointing him by playing hard to get, I am now the one left disappointed.

ย  He looked at me from across the room and I lower my eyes from his direct gaze, it has been quite awkward from our near sexual intercourse this morning. I know he was embarrassed by my disappointment, but he should have atleast given me a heads up. All his talks of making me squirt, go wild on his cock and making me moan with pleasure was simply that- talk.

ย  I sighed and got up, glad that he had been respectful and given me my own room when I came, I went in and close the door locking it behind me. I lie beside my baby contemplating my next move, because I was so turned off by Miguel's small penis. I could stay with him but there would be no sexual satisfaction for me, why did he have to be this way- he was every woman's dream in every way but that. With my mind filled with all types of thoughts I went to sleep.

My phone was ringing waking me up from my sleep, it was my dad and I smiled and answered. "Daddy."

"Happy birthday to you.. this is your day.. happy birthday to you you've loving in your day.. this is your day.. your dayyy.. ha-ppy birthday to you.. to you."

"Thank you very much, your singing was awesome," I told him.

"Mi a practice from last week cause mi know yuh wrenk fi come tell mi sey mi a crow," he said.

I shook with laughter so grateful of the effort he had put into practicing. "The effort was well worth it," I told him smiling from ear to ear.

"It betta, caz my lady a laugh mi to scorn when mi a practice," he said and I cackled.

I can not imagine how the beginning of the practice was, but it was worth more than any physical gift. "Mi sell di jeep an' lodge di money ina yuh account like yuh ask mi to," he said.

"Yes, I did receive a notification from the bank of the transaction," I respond.

"Good, I saw Quefer yesterday when I went to check on the house. A tell bout Bartley a guh mad, mi tell him sey him can mad gwane after him put your life and him son life ina danger. Him sey dem up wey Bartley mada dey, dem a wait fi hear wha happen after di woman dem guh court- I told him ok and leave immediately," my dad informed me.

"Lucky dem," I said with conflicting emotions.

"One likkle man a wiggle mi a guh mek him tea," I told my dad who just release a big sigh.


"A'right, have a lovely day and I wish you many more," he said.

"Thanks dad, I love you," I told him.

"And I love you, bye," he said in turn and the call ends.

I hop off the bed and hurried to relieve myself, then I opened the door and hurried downstairs to make Adalan's tea. A bouquet of flowers was on the kitchen counter and I smiled and read the note.

๐‡๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐›๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ก๐๐š๐ฒ ๐›๐ž๐š๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐€๐๐š๐ฃ๐š๐ฒ, ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž.

๐‘ด๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’–๐’†๐’

ย  After feeding Adalan I went and knock on Miguel's door. "It's open," he said from within.

ย  I opened the door and poke my head in, then enter when I saw him lying cross way his bed. "Good morning, thanks for the flowes," I told him with a tight smile.

ย  "Good morning and you are welcome," he says getting up as the door bell rings.

ย  Who was that so early I wondered but did not go out with him, I heard him telling someone to "put it right here" and my inquisitiveness made me peep out there. A small buffet was being set up and then I heard the door close.

"Adajay! Take your lovely self out here," Miguel called.

I went out and we have breakfast, with me pushing bits of food in Adalans little mouth. "Can I ask you something?" Miguel ask and I nodded worriedly.

ย  "Would you like me to buy toys to pleasure you?" He asked lowly.

I brace myself and said, "no."

"I just want to please you," he said calmly.

"Can we be friends and keep the respect that we have for each other?" I ask voicing the thought I just had.

"Damn! You thought about it didn't you? Woman you are even more than I thought and I don't want to let you go so easily," he said lowly his beautiful accented voice.

ย  "Well I need you to stop buying me so much expensive stuff," I told him pleadingly.

ย  I didn't want him to think I was using him. "Go look prettier, the babysitter is coming and I'm taking you out," he said firmly eyeing me.

ย  I sighed and got up, it would make no sense arguing with him- it's like he was addicted to spoiling me.


To be continued....
























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