for you not to be confused, whenever there are flashbacks and the words are in bold, that means it's in the present. italic without bold will be the flashback. i hope this isn't confusing. when the song comes up, the lyrics will be bold and italic. i'll say when to play the song :).

warning: slight angst and gore. this will be very little since i'm not the best at typing about these things.

【 f/n's alive . . . ? 】

y/n finds out that her father is alive and oh boy, it was a disaster.

sMEXY ASS CLASS🙈

bby:
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys
guys

spiderman2.0 is online.

spiderman2.0:
y/n what happened????

bby:
my father's here

spiderman2.0:
↳ responding to bby, "my father's here."
what's so bad about ur dad??

bby:
he died a long time ago

bestie is now online.

bestie:
shit
y/n, stay calm
okay
where are u???
u aren't at the dorms

bby:
at least, i thought he did
it happened right in front of me
"i didn't mean to kill them it was unintentional, believe in me"
it was my fault in the first place
help
please
i'm at the store
it's called shisuoka

bestie:
wait
is there a cashier with black hair and purple eyes???

bby:
↳ responding to bestie, "is there a cashier with black hair and purple eyes???"
yeah, how did u know?

bestie:
↳ responding to bby, "yeah, how did u know?"
he's my friend, ask him to let u go to the back, say ximena sent u to tell him
his name is nakima shisuo
if he doesn't believe u, tell him this, "yuki"
meet u there with everyone else

spiderman2.0:
what the hell is going on???
kinosha???
explain??

bby is now offline.

bestie:
i'll explain on the way
everyone, ik u can see these messages, meet in the common room or wtv
hurry.

bestie is now offline.

spiderman2.0:
okay

spiderman2.0 is now offline.

—

ximena picks up her black bag and starts to grab everything she needed. she grabs her phone, laptop, both chargers, headphones, snacks, etc. she opens her dorm door and started to walk towards the common room.

she arrived at the common room, which fortunately, everyone was already there, all dressed and shit. "kinosha-san? what's going on?" a dual haired boy asks as they stand up from the couch. "drop the honorifics. call me ximena, all of you. now, i'll explain everything when we go to the store y/n-chan's at."

everyone glances at each other before nodding, standing up and follow behind ximena.

—

"okay, now explain," sero demands as he walks beside ximena. "her father and her never really got a long. ever since she was a kid, she was, uh, you know," ximena glances around as nervous sweat starts to drip off of her head. "todoroki-san, you're comfortable with talking about, you know, abuse and everything right?"

todoroki's eyes widen before nodding his head, "yes. why's that?" ximena shakes her head, "just for the things i'm about to say," she takes a deep breath, "y/n was abused by him."

everyone's eyes widen as she continues, "ever since we were kids and we would hang out with each other, i would always find bruises on her arms and legs. i would always ask her where they came from but she would never answer until she finally told me. let me tell you, we were around six or seven at the time, her parents died with y/n-chan being seven, it was a few months after her birthday when they died. it was a normal day, the sun was setting."

ximena's voice was slowly drifting off, a flashback starting to appear.

flashback

". . . - the sun was setting, beautiful colors were beside it; red, orange, and yellow. i was at the park closest to my house, my mother and i never really had the best relationship so i had gotten into a fight with her. i was sitting on one of the park's swing alone, waiting for y/n-chan."

ximena was at the park, sitting on a swing with her head down. her eyes were cautiously looking around her surroundings, where's l/n-chan? i thought she would be here by now. she started to look around, worry etching her face, we always meet up when the sun starts to set . . . diego sat beside her, squeezing her hand reassuringly, "she's going to arrive kinosha-chan."

"i was about to leave with diego when someone had called out to us. i recognized that voice immediately."

ximena sighed and was about to get off the swing when she heard someone familiar call her name, "ximena-chan! gokaino-kun!"  she turned around and smiled brightly, "l/n-san!" ximena ran towards y/n with diego following behind. they both hugged her, only for y/n to wince.

ximena and diego quickly let go and stare at y/n with a worried expression, "l/n-chan? are you hurt?" y/n nodded her ahead as tears started to fall, "ximena-chan, gokaino-kun! please help me!" ximena's eyes furrow, "what happened l/n-chan?" diego blinked, "what do you need l/n-san?"

"it looked like she didn't want to tell us. she was hesitating."

"d-dad hit me again w-with mom . . ." ximena's eyed widened as she pulled up y/n's sleeves, "l/n-chan, why didn't you tell us?!" y/n let out a sniffle, "dad and m-mom told me not to tell anyone or else they would go bye bye."

ximena's eyed widened, "what the heck?! you could've told me! you can come live with me and my mom-." she was interrupted by y/n, "no." ximena stared at y/n with furrowed eyebrows, "why not l/n-chan?"

"when she told me she wouldn't move in with me and my mom, i was confused and most of all, worried."

"i don't want to l-leave mom and dad a-alone," y/n wiped her dry tears away. diego and ximena glanced at each other.

—

". . . - that was the time she told me about it. she never said for how long the abuse had been going on. i guess she didn't trust me enough to tell me which i completely understand. we were kids, we didn't know much at all. she also had mom issues, don't know much about her mom. i never really went to her house as a kid. ever since she moved with aizawa-sensei, i haven't seen her since," ximena sighs as she starts to walk around the corner with everyone else following.

"the incident with her parents dying was known all around japan, incase you didn't know, her parents were liopa and conrago," all of their eyes widen as realization seemed to hit them. "so you're saying, her dad, who was one of the well-known heroes; conrago, abused her with her mom; liopa?!" jiro exclaims as she stares at ximena with wide eyes.

ximena nods her head, "yeah. they were great people to look up to. at least, before the marriage happened. from the information that i've gathered from . . . someone, before the marriage between both heroes happened, they were kind souls, both looking to help people, not for money nor fame." ximena checks her watch and quickly starts to speed up, "hurry up. we've already taken about five minutes."

everyone speeds up, questions swirling throughout their head's, "ximena, could you explain more?" she slowly nods her head, "i don't know much but what i can tell you is that y/n-chan was almost caught when she tried to hang out with me. i remember it well unfortunately. it was around night, and if you're wondering why we always hangout a night, it was a me thing. i would always sleep late, no matter what. but as i was saying, it was around night, the sun had fully set, meaning the moon was up- . . ."

flashback

". . . - it was around night, the sun had fully set, meaning the moon was up. the moon was shining bright, its light rays shining against my skin."

ximena was sliding down the park slide, a small smile on her face as she put her arms up, "weee." she plopped onto the ground and stands up, dusting herself off. she climbed back up, using the blue ladder that was beside the slide, "y/n-chan should be here by now, i'll wait for her a bit more."

"i predicted it. y/n-chan arrived a few seconds later. tho, i wished i noticed her parents following her sooner, we could've avoided what happened next."

"ximena-chan!" she turned around and smiled, "y/n-chan." y/n hugged ximena which she awkwardly returned. "what do you have planned for today?" ximena grinned slightly, "we're going to my house to eat some (candy/chips)! my mom also made some sandwiches for us. we can play some of my video games too!"

y/n nodded her head and she was about to say something but someone interrupted her. "y/n, get over here now." y/n froze making ximena confused, "y/n-chan? are you okay?"

"get over here, now," y/n's mother hissed out as she tapped her foot impatiently. ximena furrowed her eyebrows, "who are you?" she pushed y/n behind her as she harshly glared at the older woman. "shut the fuck up shitty brat. give us the mistake now," y/n's father returned the glare.

"i wasn't scared of no shitty fucking heroes. i was close to beating their asses, being bitches and all that. i knew how she was being treated was bad, my mom told me all about it."

"no. go away," ximena shut her eyes before opening them again. "tsk, stupid kid," y/n's father heads closer to them, an angry and annoyed expression on his face. "leave us alone!" ximena grabbed y/n's arm and started to drag her to her house. "get back here!" y/n's parents yelled, following behind them.

"we had almost arrived at my house when those fucking bastards started using their quirks on us. i had always wondered what their quirks were. i knew who they were i just didn't know their quirks, i had to find out the hard way," ximena chuckles as tears appear in her eyes.

she knew she looked pathetic but who could blame her?

tears streamed down her rosy chubby cheeks. everyone silently stares at her, not knowing what to say.

"f/n, you know what to do," m/n said as she grinned. f/n nodded his head, a string of fire appearing, "right." he smiled as he grabbed the other end of the red fire string, it turning black the second he grabbed the other end. he let go of the end and started using it as a whip, hitting y/n and ximena who were ahead of them.

m/n had lifted her hands up, the earth following her movement. a rock shaped bolder blocks the young duo's path, making them stop abruptly. ximena quickly ran around it, y/n still being dragged by her. a sudden idea same to ximena's mind, a small smile appearing on her face.

"AHHHHH!"

flashback

the flashback was interrupted when class 1-a heard a scream. ximena's eyes widen, sentences about her and her father's arguing came to mind.

"don't make me get violent!"

"i want my ring back! baby that's a diamond!"

"you don't listen anyways i'll be quiet . . ."

"i don't really feel like fighting."

"Y/N!" ximena screams as she runs in the store, class 1-a follows behind her. todoroki looks around, sensing someone was watching them, who the hell is staring?

"shisuo, did a girl named l/n y/n go to my hangout place?" ximena asks urgently. the male with straight black hair that reached above his shoulders and tired purple eyes, his eyes were fox like nods his head, "yup," he motions his thumb to the back, "go ahead. a man said he was her father and followed behind her. seemed pretty worried about her too. i don't trust him."

he glances behind him, "he tried to kill me." shrugging his shoulders, he opens a bag of chips, "beat the fuck out of him for me will you?" ximena nods her head before heading to the back, "got it."

momo grabs a flashlight that was luckily in her bag, "it's pretty dark here. i brought a flashback just in case." she turns on the flashlight and looks around, "this place is pretty big." ximena nods her head, "yeah. that's why i use it to hang out. shisuo lets me stay here."

sero looks around, "hey yaomomo, do you have any more flashlights?" momo nods her head, "fortunately i do," she hands sero, ojiro, iida, todoroki, ximena, and midoriya a flashlight. everyone who had received a flashlight turns it on. "i know this place like the back of my hand," ximena says, "just follow me."

"ah kinosha ximena and gokaino diego, long time no see huh?" a male voice echoed throughout the back of the store. ximena tenses, diego doing the same. they immediately recognized that voice, wether they wanted to or not.

"what do you want f/n?" ximena hisses out, as she stares at the ground. she couldn't do anything, her quirk was useless against him. he would always break out once she had gotten him. at least, this quirk was useless against him.

kinosha ximena, quirk; control. control, she can control anybody by knowing their full name. she has to know their first name, middle name —only if the person has one— and last name. she has to say "i command (their last name and first name) to," she'll say what she wants the command to be.

diego stays silent, looking around, "show yourself you bastard!" did author-chan forget to mention the back of the store had sound proof walls? well now you know😀.

gokaino diego, quirk; gamer. he can transform into any gaming character he has ever played. he can use any of their fighting moves, he can only use them for about 1 hour and 30 minutes each.

"my, my, that would ruin the fun~!" f/n's laugh echoed, annoying class 1-a. "SHOW YOURSELF BASTARD!" bakugo demands as he glares at everything around him. "what a feisty man! how can he become a hero~?" f/n taunts. ximena places a hand on bakugo's shoulder and shakes her head, making him let out a tch.

ximena sighs as she runs a hand through her hair, this is a shitty problem right? everyone other than todoroki and bakugo have their hero licenses. ximena's eyes widen as she hears f/n start to say something that resembled her past.

(play song above)

"the itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout," no one could see but f/n was grinning like a maniac, "downed all the beer to drown the voices out. up came the sun and brang back all the pain so the itsy bitsy spider went out to drink again."

flashback

ximena was visiting her father once again, she had step siblings; 4 of them to be exact. the oldest and her would always tease each other, mostly always arguing about who's the best. the second oldest would always get his ass kicked by her. tho, they had a good bond, literally hanging out with each other every single time they could.

the second youngest would always ask her for help, not wanting to get beat up by his older brothers because of something he did to annoy them. then the youngest, she would always favor ximena, always telling the boys; "if you make her cry i will beat you up!"

ximena was the middle child, always being stuck in almost every argument they would be in.

stuck in a cycle, no one can tell us the way that this might go

ximena was on her phone, scrolling through youtube. she was sitting on the couch with the second oldest on her right and the youngest to her left, the second youngest beside the second oldest.

her father and the oldest were arguing again.

"don't talk back to me c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊ . you should never disrespect me," ximena's father hissed out as he glared at the oldest. the oldest let out a scoff as he crossed his arms, "i just said i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣ w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊'t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊ h͚̖̜̍̃͐u̟͎̲͕̼̳͉̲ͮͫͭ̋ͭ͛ͣ̈n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨ." ximena sighed as she started to hug herself, "i think we should help c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊," she whispered to her siblings. everyone looked at her as if she were crazy.

and everyone looking at me like i'm psycho

ximena's father groaned in annoyance, "you damn annoying kid." the oldest rolled his eyes, still not backing down.

you know you should be better

her step-mother was at work that day, she didn't know about . . . this incident. you know you got to change, ximena thought as she slouched down, the blanket her and her step-siblings were covered in up to her nose.

you knew i wasn't ready, i knew you'd never stay

ximena sighed as she remembered her relationship with her father, i don't even know anything about him other than his first name and last name!

you knew i wanted more than just your web of lies

so i'll say goodbye

ximena winced as she heard a slapping noise, she turned around to look at her father and her step-sibling. her father started rapidly punching him making her eyes widen.

one shot, two shot, three

feel those bad feels leave

her father continued to punch him, leading him to his room. ximena started to shake, the second oldest grabbed her and his younger siblings and covered them with the blanket, "shh, it's okay. j͇̗̲̞̪̹̝̫̞ͬ͐̀ͧ̿o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍h͚̖̜̍̃͐ is here."

four shots, nine shots, eleven

just can't learn his lesson

"the itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout," j͇̗̲̞̪̹̝̫̞ͬ͐̀ͧ̿o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍h͚̖̜̍̃͐ sang as he runs circles on his little sister's back; m̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍. he cleared his throat, "downed all the beer to drown the voices out. up came the sun and brang up all the pain so the itsy bitsy spider went out to drink again."

—

ximena has come back to visit her father. unfortunately, she was still traumatized about the incident. she was afraid her father would punch her each time he would raise his hand. she was playing minecraft with j͇̗̲̞̪̹̝̫̞ͬ͐̀ͧ̿o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍h͚̖̜̍̃͐, and her younger step-siblings in their room, the oldest being in the living room with her father.

suddenly, she heard screams coming from over there. she put the controller down and opened the door to her step-siblings room. she went into the bathroom where she heard choking. she slowly opened the door to see her father trying to drown the oldest in the toilet.

creeping and crawling, head in the toilet you might just fall in

her step-mother wasn't