"Why?" I whispered. "Because that's how it works, sweetheart." He said pulling his hand away from my sex. "Maybe I could be different." He mumbled. I felt his hand lean against the pillow beside my head whilst his other caressed my bottom lip. "Different?" I repeated. His hand which was gently touched me now roughly gripped my throat. "I'm not a man who likes to be fooled, R-"

He paused himself midway.

R..?

"You're hurting me." I said, and instantly released my face and uncuffed my hands before moving away from me. I flinched when a piece of fabric was thrown at me. It was his shirt. I rubbed my wrists before sitting up. "Wait-" I called, but he was already gone.

The door slammed shut behind him and I slowly pulled my blindfold down. The lights were dim so they didn't hurt my eyes instantly and so I glanced down at shirt and slipped my arms through the sleeve holes and buttoned it up. That's funny....Taehyung wore the exact same shirt today. It was a black button up with a small red rose on the chest pocket. Wait-

"What are you waiting for?" The woman said bursting through the door. "You leave as soon as they're done." She scolded. I nodded and crawled over the bed before slowly walking up to her. I suddenly hissed in pain and bent over grabbed my waist. My lower half was in pain. "You'll get used to it." She said grabbing my hand.

When we got to the changing room she stopped. "What is that?" She asked, pointing at his shirt on my body. "He- gave me his shirt."

"Go get changed." She spat and threw me towards the door. I stumbled in and all eyes fell on me, except they weren't staring at me. They were staring at my shirt. "Oh, she did not," I heard someone mumble. "I bet she cheats or something. There's no way-" I heard another say. Cheat?

"She's a fucking whore..."

I clenched my fists. "Aren't we wall?!" I exclaimed, and they all stared at me wide eyed. I walked over to the woman who called me a whore. "If I'm a whore, you are nothing else." I scoffed. "We- we're all in the same room!" I almost laughed in frustration at how stupid she was. "Can you all.. please, know your place." I sighed.

Everyone glanced at each other quietly.I turned my head to the sound of someone applauding. "The bitch finally spoke." I glanced over at the girl who came up to me the other day. I think her name was Rina "You're right, we should know our places." She said folding her arms over her chest. "Do you know yours?" She then said, tilting her head.

My brows twitched and she walked closer. "You're just a man stealing slut." She whispered for only me to hear but I'm sure other heard it. The whispering began again and my vision became blurry as my eyes prick with tears. "Don't cry." She smiled. "I wouldn't let a lowlife like you steal my man. I have a reputation, too." She then pouted. She brushed her shoulder against mine before walking away and I quickly grabbed my things and rushed out the changing room. I changed in the bathroom. What does she know? Even if he was her "man" I couldn't do anything about it. Why was he always choosing me? Why not her?

I stuffed his shirt into my bag and tried to speed walk out of there. There was only one place I knew where I could see him. The hospital.

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As long as I don't bump into Ryan everything will go fine."C'mon." I mumbled, aggressively pushing the elevator button. "Why won't this thing come!?" I looked up at the digital box of the lift.  Floor thirteen!?

"I'll just take the st-"

"Visiting times are over." I paused at his voice. Of course it had to be him and not some other nurse. It just had to be Ryan himself. "Uh- what time is it?" I asked, turning around. It looked like his shift was over because he wasn't in his scrubs. "It's almost midnight, Rai." he said making my jaw drop. I ran here from work I never realised the time. It also meant no Taehyung.He leaned to my side and pushed the lift button before towering over me. "What are you doing here so late?" He asked. Why was he acting so normal after what happened between us?

"I- I needed something from you." He didn't respond so I kept going. "I need Taehyung's number.

"What do I look like to you?" He said making my brows furrow. "Huh?"

"We don't give out personal information." He said, looking up at the door that just opened up behind me. He brushed past me and I followed him in. "Please." I pleaded. "It's important." I said, tugging on his sleeve like a child would. The doors closed and he looked down at me. "Why do you need it?" He questioned, raising a brow. I released his arms and rubbed my wrists. "None of your business." I mumbled.

His hand roughly gripped my arm and made me face him. "Everything about you is my business, Rai." He growled. I flinched and tired pulling myself out of his grip. "Let go."

"If you want his number so bad, ask him yourself." He scoffed releasing me. The doors opened and he walked out. "You said I've changed but really it is you who has changed!" I said, walking behind him. "Then you don't know me." He snapped. My eyes widened in disbelief. "Fine." I mumbled, walking towards the exit.  I heard him mutter something under his breath before walking after me. "Rai." He called out but I ignored him.

He can come after me. I don't care. "Rai, wait-" he said, this time grabbing my arm. I turned around and pulled my arm away. "I'm sorry I've been a dick, Rai. I've just been stressed lately and everything has been irritating me." He explained, running his hand down his face."I'm irritating you?" I asked, raising a brow. He shook his head. "No, you aren't the problem-" He paused when he saw me wince in pain.

My legs were still in pain since someone decided to fuck the little innocence I had left out of me. "Are you okay?" His arm wrapped around my waist and held me up against him. "My legs just hurt. I've been walking a lot." I said resting my head on his chest. "I'll take you home." He said before picking me up.

His arm scooped under my thighs whilst his other held my back. I locked my arms around his neck as he walked towards his car."Sorry. You know, for getting on your last nerves." I told him. "It's not you. Don't apologise." He placed me on the ground but still kept his hold on me. I watched him take out his car keys and unlock the door. He's a doctor.

He's going to find out the real reason you're in pain, dumbass- I got in the car and he closed the door. Let's just hope he doesn't ask any questions.

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At Ryan's house:

My eyes flickered open when someone gently pulled a cover over me. "Ryan?" I mumbled, fully opening my eyes. We weren't in the car anymore. I was in a bed. In his house. Not mine-

"Why didn't you take me home?" I asked him. "You fell asleep in the car." He smiled. I nodded and dropped my head into the pillow. "Where do you feel the pain, Rai?" Fuck.

I knew it. "J-just my legs.." I flinched when he pressed his hand against my knee. "Be more specific, Rai. If I know where you're hurting I can relieve it for you." He said with a serious face. I gulped. "Higher." He nodded and ran his hand higher. His face was so focused. I guess this was his doctors face. "Here?" He asked, stopping at my thigh. "Huh?" I looked down at his hand. "Oh- um, Ryan, it's a different kind of pain." I told him, biting my lip.

He raised a brow. "After sex pain." He said blankly. Not even as a question. I sat there staring at him. My head automatically nodded. "How much does it hurt?" He questioned."Not that much. But a little when I walk or sit." I said, honestly. Just think of him as your doctor. 

He nodded. "The pain will be temporary but I suggest no sex for a week." "A week!?" I blurted out.

How will I go to work?!

"Is there a problem?" He asked, tightening his jaw. "No." I replied a bit too quick.