He looked down at his hand before standing up. "Where are you going?" I asked, looking up at him. He ignored me and walked into the bathroom. I heard some shuffling before the sound of water running. I glanced over at his phone on the side table beside me. Reaching for it, I pressed the home button and saw it was almost one am. Already?

"Rai." He called, making me look up at him. My eyes instantly flickered to his hand which held a water bag."It's warm so it should relieve some of your pain." he explained walking closer to me. "Lay back." I nodded and shuffled back before laying on my back. "I can do it for you or you could-"

"You do it, please." I interrupted.

His hand reached for the hem of my shirt before slowly dragging it up my stomach till beneath my breasts. I felt his fingers gently brush against my skin before placing the hot water bag on my abdomen. I moaned softly at the warmness on my skin. I felt so good.

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RYAN'S POV:

I felt my pants tighten when she let out a soft moan. Her eyes were closed and her lips were parted. I could see her back arching every time I applied pressure to her abdomen. Fuck. She looked so fuckable right now. I just wanted to ruin her. "Ryan." She breathed, reaching for my hand.

My dick twitched at the softness of her voice, and I winced adjusting my trousers. These intrusive thoughts of mine...The way my name rolled off her tongue. I glanced down at her small hand. They probably wouldn't even wrap entirely around my dick. My hands moved away from the water bag and pressed down on her waist to relieve the pain for her. I watched her pink lip get sucked behind her teeth as her brows furrowed. Hm. Her lips were so plump and pink. I needed them. I wanted to feel them. Taste them..."Does it feel good?" I questioned. Fuck. My desires for her were going insane. "Harder." She said, making my jaw tick.

I rubbed my fingers deeper into her hip. She hissed. "Ow." She frowned, opening her eyes. They were slightly red and wide as she stared at me. "S-sorry." She mumbled, her cheeks turning deep red. "Sorry for what?" I asked, making her eyes flicker to my mouth. "Sorry for asking for more?" I continued, leaning closer. "Ryan- what are you doing?" She asked, making me pause.

I could feel her soft breath fanning on my lips as I rested my nose just barely on hers. "I just need to feel them." I whispered moving my mouth closer to hers.

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RAI'S POV:

My eyes flickered shut, waiting for his lips to touch mine, but I never came. "Sorry, what am I-" he breathed moving away. I opened my eyes confused. I knew it. He would never like someone like me.

I glanced down at my hands to hide my disappointment and pain. "I'm tired. Can I sleep here?"

"Of course." He smiled, faintly. I watched him as he stood up from the bed and walked towards the door. He glanced back at me before gently closing the door behind him.

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I couldn't sleep at all. All I could think about was Ryan not wanting to kiss me and the possibility of Taehyung being the man I fucked. I threw the blanket and huffed. It was hot and I was frustrated.

I needed some water. Sitting up, I pushed my hair away from my sweaty neck and stood up. But just as I was about to walk towards the door, It opened revealing a small woman. She flinched seeing me then smiled. "What are you doing up? Is everything fine?" She questioned, worried. "Everything is fine." I replied and she nodded.

She then let out a shaky breath. "Wouldn't want anything happening to you." She mumbled but I heard it. "I was just going to get some water." I told her. "Let me." She insisted but I rejected her. "No, it's fine. I want to stretch."

She frowned. "Sir Ryan sent me to check on you so it would be wrong of me not to-"

"I'll tell him. Don't worry." I interrupted. "Is he in his room?"

"No, he'll be in his gym." "Gym?" I repeated. "At this time?"

"It's his routine." She shrugged before leaving the room. I followed her out. To my surprise, the pain in my legs has lessened but it was still sour. She lead me to the kitchen then left. I silently leaned against the counter as I drank my water. Well, now I know why Ryan was so built. I guess being a doctor meant a busy schedule hence his weird gym routines. Taking my glass with me I began walking towards his gym.

I had asked the woman where it was before she left. When I got close enough I heard the faint sounds of his grunts. I turned the corner to see his back facing me. His tanned skin was glistening with sweat but it only made him look sexier. My eyes then travelled down to the back of his joggers which hung loosely around his waist. I gulped before walking in. "How come I've never seen your gym?" I asked, making him halt.

He ran his hand through his wet hair before turning around. "You never asked." He said facing me. I stopped glancing around and looked at him. "How are you feeling?" He questioned, walking towards me.

My grip tightened around the glass as I held it against my chest. Don't look down. Just keep looking at his face..not his-Fuck. It was tempting to gawk at him. He stopped in front of me. "Is that for me?"

"Huh?" A smile appeared on his lip as he took took the glass from my hands. He placed it on his lips and drank. I watched his Adam's apple. "The- pain..is gone. Thank you." I stammered. Gosh. Get a grip.

"You don't feel any pain?" He asked placing the glass down on one of the exercise machines. I nodded, still staring at the empty glass. His hands then gripped my waist making me gasp. "What are you-"

"Making sure the pain is fully gone." He said, looking down at me. I watched his eyes flicker down to my mouth as I licked my lips. "Ryan-" He dug his fingers deeper into my skin making me squirm under his grip. "Who was he?" He asked, tugging me closer. My hand automatically rested on his bare chest. "Who?" I asked. "Don't play dumb with me, Rai." He growled.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" My eyes widened. "Why do you want -to know?" His face hardened and he wasn't looking at me with those soft eyes anymore. "I think I deserve to know." He said cupping my neck. I froze when he lowered his face into my neck. "After all.." he whispered, his lips caressing my skin. His fingers gently tugged on my hair.

"Sir, the phone -" A voice spoke breaking us up.

I instantly pushed him away. "Sorry, I didn't mean to disturb, it's just-" she tried to continue but Ryan cut her off. "Just leave." He growled, irritated.

"But sir, it's Mr. Kim Taehyung on the call." She said making me pause.

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