yesterday night was one of the best nights i've ever spent me and kasim stayed in that spot the whole evening until it was time for me to go back , i got some questions asking me where i was but no one suspected a thing.
i got into my night gown as quickly as possible and put the earrings he gave me away .
i kept thinking about his words yesterday , he had asked me to go with him to kutahya and i agreed of course but i felt bad that i had to reject ibrahim , our path ends here . we can never be together because once kasim touches me i'll never dream of taking a step back or be with someone else
these were the rules and i don't know how he was going to accept it . putting two brothers against each other was horrible , i had decided to write him a note and send it with an agha so i can escape the embarrassment and that's what i did before going to sleep .
The next morning i woke up pretty early so i can pack my stuff . i continued blushing whenever i remembered that i will go with kasim today , after what he said yesterday it was very difficult to forget about him
I brushed my soft hair neatly and made sure to put the earrings he gifted me , they held a special place in my heart .
I grabbed everything i packed and left my room , the whole palace was busy . i could easily spot so many people moving at once , in the end the princes were leaving
Β« Haci Β» i called him as soon as his figure passed by me , he stopped and sighed .
Β« Be fast okay ? the whole palace is falling in my head right now Β» I laughed at his sentence and immediately asked him .
Β« When are we leaving Β» i whispered and he rolled his eyes before letting out a little chuckle .
Β« Someone's excited , go ask about your group in the harem and stand with them while waiting , you will all be leaving after the princes go see his majesty Β» He immediately left after answering me not leaving me a chance to ask a question .
I made my way to the harem and i could swear i heard so much noise before even stepping in , i took few more steps before so many girls in four different lines are standing there chatting with each other .
I got close to them and couldn't ask who was going with kasim , so i stood there trying to hear some hint until one of them spoke .
Β« Sehzade kasim is so beautiful , even thought i wished i went with ibrahim Β» i immediately blended with the group this girl was standing with and looked everywhere .
Β« So ? Β» a girl slightly pushed my shoulder and i glared at her before i distanced myself from her .
Β« What do you want ? Β» the girl laughed like i said the funniest thing ever and poked the girl next to her to come join this so called conversation
Β« She's getting all defensive while she's leaving with sehzade kasim Β» i couldn't understand what she was saying but the other girl laughed .
Β« Honey , we're leaving with sehzade murad knowing very well he's ascending to the throne but you're clinging to someone who doesn't even stand a chance Β» i couldn't feel my body , as if it was working without me being able to control it . i slapped her across the face and backed away
everyone's attention shifted to us and i stared at her and her other friend who was checking in her
Β« You little bitch Β» before she could grab my hair i dodged it and pushed her away from me , the groups were dispersing leaving us stand in the middle .
Β« You have no right to say that about the prince , watch me have you reported and you won't go anywhere Β» I talked back and everyone started whispering meanwhile the girl walked towards me trying to choke me but i kicked her arms away making her scream in rage .
Β« What is happening here ? Β» i looked at the source of the voice and turhan was standing right there . everyone bowed down to her expect for me
Β« a little bit daring isn't it Β» she walked towards me and looked at the girl i was fighting with . Β« What happened here Β» she asked the girl and she told her exactly what happened .
No one made a reaction and the girl whispered that to turhan personally because if others heard that they'll tell kosem sultan immediately. it was disrespectful
Β« Isn't she right ? you're just salty because you don't wanna get the truth into your skull Β» she spoke too close to my face and i could see fire coming from her eyes , all loaded with hatred .
Β« Kasim is better than any of you standing here, i don't need to defend him because deep down i know how he is Β» i answered my eyes piercing in her eyes and she couldn't blink even once .
we all got carried away when an agha announced the presence of the princes , we all bowed down and went back to our places . turhan distanced herself from me and went to the front .
I couldn't see a lot from behind but it was a sign for us to move since my group was moving . I walked quietly until i caught ibrahim's eyes on me
i wish i could dig a whole and put myself there ,Β it was embarrassing and i didn't want to see that heartbroken look in his face ever again . he exchanged a faint smile with me for no one to notice
I gave him an apologetic look and a little smile before he faded away from my vision , it was gonna be the last time i'm gonna see him ever .
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