Lucas and I rode the subway to his house after school. We made up for the lost time we had today and joked around. It was nice not ignoring him like I have been.

When we got to his apartment, we greeted his mom and each took a handful of her handmade cookies to snack on. We went down the hall and entered his room. I've always loved his room. It has aspects of his Texas life, but it's so cozy. I feel at home whenever I'm in it.

"What do you wanna do tognight?" He asks, breaking me out of my thoughts.

"I just wanna spend some time with you."

"I just wanna spend some time with you." She said so sweetly while coming up to me and wrapping her arms around my waist. I burried my red face into her head. I started walking backkwards until the back of my kneecaps bumped into the bed. I let myself fall back with Vanessa still in my arms.

"Perfect." She whispered with her beutiful, soothing voice. God, everything abot her was beautiful. I fell completely head over heels in love this girl. I can't wait to call her my own.

God, he's so perfect. I want to be locked in this moment with him forver. However, luck wasn't on my side this time.

It was quiet in the room with just me and Lucas laying there, but then the ringing began. The honks from outside grew louder and pounded against my head.

No. No. No. Not now. This can't be happening now. Not with him laying right there.

"Sorry, have to go to the bathroom." I tell him while arbuptly standing up. I miss being in his arms, but he can't see me like this. What will he think of the phsyco adopted girl who gets weird ass headaches all the time. No, there's no way he can ever know.

"Just hurry up, I wan't my cuddles." He says with a doopey smile on face. I give him the biggest smile back that I could with the pain, and then rushed to the bathroom.

I shut the door and slid down until I was sitting on my butt.

Stop it. Stop it! Go away!

Okay, brethe Nessa. It's all gonna be okay.

I sat there with my hands over my head for what seemed like hours while the noices screamed in my head.

A knock on the batheroom door scarred me and I turned to face it.

"Princess, are you okay in there? You've been in there for a while. I wan't my cuddles." He said through the door. I could hear the joking pout to his voice.

"Yeah, yeah. There's just no toliet paper. Do you mind getting some for me?" Yes, that exuse was supper embarassing, but I needed to get him away from the door. It was the best one I could think of in the short couple seconds that I had.

"No problem princess. I'll be back in a minute."

"Thank you." Once I heard his door open and close, I got up from my place on the ground. Lucas scarred my headache away, but now I have other matters to face. I grabbed my tolitry bag from under the sink that I keep there for when I have sleepovers. I fixed the mascara that got rubbed and brussed my hair out. Before I forgot, I grabbed the roll of toliet paper off the handle and put it in the trash can. I made sure to put it under some of the trash that was already in there, so that he wouldn't see it.

By the time I was done, Lucas came back with the toliet paper. I cracked the door open and he gave it to me. I placed it on the holder and ripped of he first piece so it looked like I used it. I placed it in the toliet and flushed. I then went over to the sink and washed my hands.

After I was finnaly done cleaning up my mess, I took a breathe, and opened up the door. I saw Lucas laying on the bed looking at his phone. When he heard the door open, he looked over to me. He put down his phone and held his arms open without a word. I didn't have to force a smile because he could make me smile at my worst time.

I walked over to him and laid down on him. Our arms tangeled around each other and my leg lazily drapped over his side. He rested his head in the crook of my neck. The tip of his noise brushed against a sensitive spot on my neck and I shivered. Even the smallest of touches he gave did magical things to me. He gave a tiny chuckle and wrapped his arms around me tighter, if possible.

He dug his face deeper into my neck, and whispered, "Goodnight my beautiful princess." I internaly thank god for him not being able to see my face because it is the darkest shade of red it's ever been. And that's saying a lot with the amount of times Lucas has made me blush.

"And goodnight to you my handsom prince."

edit: i literally just noticed that the time line here doesn't make any fucking sense. i don't know were my head was at when writing, but you're gonna have to live with it cause no way is hell i'm gonna go back and fix all that shit. Just pretend like they're taking a nap or something.

As the two teens laid with their limbs intangled with the others, they thought about the relationship they share. Both wanted more than anything to share a goodnight kiss or cuddle each other in a non-platonic way, but neither would take the steps necessary to make that happen. Both were afraid that if they did, and broke up later, all would be lost. Vanessa meant the world to Lucas and vis-versu. If either one lost the other, they new they wouldn't be able to handle it. Throughout the years they have known each other, they became the others reason for everything. Lucas couldn't imagine ever losing his princess.

Who knew he was starting too...

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