There is a time for departure,

even when there's no certain place to go.

Taehyung POV:

She left. As everyone wished, as all they said, she left.

I watched her leave. I watched her walk away from that door, I watched her walk away from this mansion I dreamed to have good memories with my loved ones.

I watched her walk away from my life. I watched the woman walk away from me, who I've loved like a crazy bastard being the only bastard in her life.

I was standing in front of the window of my bedroom. The peony smells good. I heard this flower brings good fortune, does it?

I settled some flowers on the windows so that she can see them and smile immediately. Wasn't Enough!!! I was hoping for unnecessary things.

I caressed those flowers gently and remember her touch. Remember everything from last night. Remember her saying my name today so many times.

"Young master?"

I heard a male voice calling me from behind. I turn my head a little and look at him over my shoulder. "Is something the matter Albert?" I asked lowering my tone.

He was staring at me as if he looking at a child who is about cry in no time. I couldn't help but laugh. I look back outside of the window.

"Don't look at me with those pitiful eyes. I hate your pitiful eyes. Wheres that energetic one?" I asked as look up at the clear sky.

I put my hands inside my pocket and inhaled a long breath. "The sky is so clear today. Isn't it? Should we do some gardening? Y/n used to do that... didn't she?"

I turn around and face him. But he was already looking down on his feet. I raise my eyebrow in confusion. "Why are you looking down?"

He immediately answered. "You told me not to look at you with that pitiful eyes. And I'm sorry young master I can't help." I chuckled hearing his honest answer.

I walk toward him and pat his back. Then I walk past him and said, "Let's go...I'm in the mood to settle this garden. There's no one to do this anymore."

"Will she allow master's daughters to come by someday?" He asked before letting me leave the room.

I was already holding the door handle. "She allowed me to stay in contact with them. And I've taken responsibility for their expenses so I guess maybe sometimes she'll allow it. And besides, she already met my family and her brother and that friend of hers too so there's no need for me to ask, it might make her uncomfortable."

"Do you really want this?" Albert knows me pretty well. Apart from Jimin, he knows all my secrets and what I'm thinking, he never left my side even if I ever talked rudely with him or threatened him by firing him. He's one of my very close people. It's easy to talk to him about anything, it is comfortable.

"If you want me to be honest then no I don't want this. I don't want to stay away from her and watch her someday in someone else embrace. I don't want her to give up on me, I don't want her to stop having feelings for me. But I also don't want to murder the remaining herself. I can't force myself on her anymore, and besides, I'm tired. I'm happy that at least she isn't stopping me from meeting my daughters."

I exhale heavily. My throat hurts. "So you want her to be happy while you'll live the rest of your life accepting the punishment of never be able to call your father and stay in contact with them anymore unless they want it or until the day you die? You didn't even tell her what kind of punishment you have received for making her suffer..."

He walks toward me. "Young master I know madam better...you did all dirty to her. Yes, you actually ruined the last expectations of hers but this is so unfair. Your father cut all ties with you 7 years ago. Your grandfather too, you don't talk with your siblings because they think you are just a disgrace to your family. Only your mother and grandma are talking to you. You only get to see your brother, grandfather, and father in the office but you can't be close to them. You didn't tell her anything...you let her hear things from others but you never clearly said anything regarding your painful days so how in the world is this fair? If you had at least told her about the punishment she wouldn't have stayed angry for this long. Why didn't you tell her anything?"

I let go of the handle and blankly look at him. I smile, "Then she won't be happy. She'll feel guilty, I know her, she will think it was her fault that my family isn't supportive toward Me but her when she isn't blood-related to my family. She lost her mother she doesn't what a mother's love called, she lost her father before our marriage, I ruined her dreams and shuttered her expectation, so what else do you want me to give her?"

Albert was staring at me, looking for an answer he couldn't find. "She doesn't have a bit of feeling left for me...I don't want to see that Same pitiful look in her eyes that you are giving me right now. I don't want her to think that she living in a cage, which she's definitely not. I've lost all my rights on her 7 years ago."

"But young master that divorce actually never happened."

I clenched my jaw. "Albert please..."

"Young master tell her the truth that you actually never submitted the divorce papers in the first place. That day you went to the court only to find that you can't divorce her unless your father and her family members accept. That damn paper is still on your drawer."

"Then I'll divorce her this time. Both my parents want me a bastard to leave her, even her family too. So everything is settled. Is it okay?" I asked him.

He didn't say a word. "You still won't tell her anything right?" God, I'm feeling so frustrated now. "Albert I don't understand what am I supposed to tell her. That I actually fucking realized I loved her back 7 years ago and immediately regretted all my deeds and that I felt so fucking pathetic bastard that I decided to free her but it all got messed up because I was planning on giving her some time so that I could at least prepare myself to atone for my fucking sins but I fucking messed up everything. That I've been lying to everyone fucking person and hurt them all internally just so I can receive all the punishment because IM A FUCKING BULLSHIT GUY."

I punch the wall behind me and started to breathe heavily.

"I never wanted her to leave in the first place. I never wanted her to suffer alone. I just wanted her to leave and give her a proper wedding so that we could start over." I cover my face with my palms and rub my eyes.

"I know everything about Heejin. But I wasn't able to face her and I was still so angry with her. Why do I have to be so shitty? I just don't know how to solve things properly and end up hurting everyone. I'm so tired of hearing people's judgment and them feeling disappointed in me. I'm tired of acting and doing everything like a stupid. She wanted her freedom back so I gave her what she deserves. If atoning for my sins includes this too then I'll accept it. Idk anything else. I just want to atone for my sins and wait until everyone forgives me. I might die today or tomorrow who knows so I can't waste any more time."

He nods his head. "So you'll let her go. You will give her divorce for real this time and free her. Atone for your sins. And what about your happiness?"

I didn't say anything. I don't have anything else but all I can say is, "my happiness is when I'll see them happy. I've to lead a very happy life when I was screwing things up. You understand?"

He stares at me for a while. "I think you were never that stupid even back in 7 years ago. It's just you don't know how to react and handle situations like this. But as long as you are happy, I'm ready to serve till the end."

I'm glad after arguing with Albert for so long he actually gets what I'm trying to say. Well, I told you he knows me even better than Jimin.

"Yes. Then can we go now please sir." He chuckled and nods. We both went downstairs while talking about how to rearrange the garden again but once we reached I came to a halt abruptly seeing the people in front of me.

Two people were standing in my living room talking with Mrs. Ann. It was Jimin and...Heejin.

I smile and walk towards them. "Hey chimmy what's up man?" I asked and wrapped my arms around him and pull him into my embrace. I'm sure he was caught off guard.

I pull away and look at Heejin. I smile and told her to take a seat. Both Jimin and Heejin were looking at me confused. "What? Don't worry I won't kick you guys out. I'll listen to you today Heejin. Tell me and please take a seat."

They take their seats comfortably and look at me. "Umm...taehyung if you could just for real hear her than I think-"

I cut Jimin's words and said, "yes sure. I'm all ears. Actually, I was planning of accepting your offer. My PS personally told me to look at your offers. Well, he did lie about the company name but I actually liked it. So tell your husband to come instead of sending you, who is pregnant. And yeah...I won't kill him." I laugh.

"Are you sure?" Jimin asked. I look at him a nod immediately. Suddenly Jimin's phone rang. He said it was important so he went outside. So now Heejin and I are alone.

"How's your baby?" I asked as I lean on the couch seating comfortably.

She looked nervous. Or maybe scared. "It's doing fine. Thanks to you for giving me all the stresses." I laughed out loud.

We went silent. "I met your ex-wife a few days ago. She suggested me to meet Jimin and get help." I nod. "I know."

She immediately looks up at me. "How? Did she-"

I shake my head. "Nope. I hired a hidden bodyguard for her just in case she got into trouble. And ofc he gave me all sort of information so I'm well aware of her whereabouts."

"Were you stalking her?"

"Hell no. I just wanted to protect her. That's it."

We went silent again and were busy looking around us. Suddenly she said, "she's a very kind and friendly person." I nod immediately.

Heejin looks up at me. "You love her more than me, don't you?" I didn't nod immediately but I stare at her for a second and then I nod.

"I loved you a lot too. But that wasn't enough to keep you."

I look down at my wristwatch and said gently, "And in her case, we both love each other a lot. But we are unable to hold each other and express it."

I heard her sigh. "Are you happy Heejin?" I asked crossing my legs and smiling at her.

She looks at me then down at her belly. She nods. "Unexpectedly yes. I never imagined him to be such a kind and generous person. And I'm happy to have a family with him. He helped me a lot."

She looks up at me and smiles. I see the brightness and honesty in that smile. She's happy. She never had this smile when she was with me, but she's happy, but not with me. But I'm honestly happy for her and for Y/n. Ah!! I mean Yua.

"So did you talk with Y/n? I hope everything is fine."

I was lost in my thoughts and busy playing with my fingers when I heard her. I look up at her and didn't say anything. I laughed wryly.

"She's on her own separate ways, looking for her own happiness. And btw her name is actually Yua... it's not Y/n anymore."

"Oh...i-i see. I'm...I'm sorry to hear that." She said looking down on her lap.

"No no no...don't be." I laugh softly. "Why are you all saying sorry to me when I should be the one? Really...and besides we are divorced so it was natural." She nods but didn't say anything.

We went silent. I know she has a lot to say. She wants to talk about the past, but I already know everything and right now for me what matters is that she is happy with that guy. And I shouldn't meddle in anymore...Well, I wasn't in the first place ha!!!

"Heejin...I'm sorry for what I did 8 years ago with you and your husband. You were severely hurt by your own family and I was making it even worse. I'm really sorry for hurting you. I hope at least I'll get my forgiveness from you?"

I stare at her in a pedaling eye. She suddenly started to tear up. "Taehyung what are you talking about? I hurt you the most...you were working so hard to give me everything I wanted and yet I lied to you. Taehyung you deserve to be happy too....with her. You deserve her so please don't give up on her."

I smile bitterly and shake my head. I stand up and put my hands inside my pocket. "Heejin you don't know anything. I've murdered her soul several times including those who bullied her. She's dead inside and if I don't give up on her...I'll murder her for real...and I think it's enough. I'm tired too."

"But taehyung..."

"We'll have a meeting in later 5 days so tell your husband to bring all the paperwork and the rest of my PS will text your company."

I walk toward the kitchen. "You want something to drink...I don't know what a pregnant woman eats or drink. I'll call for Mrs. Ann."

"I don't need anything. I just came here to talk with you and clear all the misunderstandings. But I didn't know it'll be done so fast. I'll get going now."

I nod and told her to wait till Jimin came. Jimin came after 10 mins and asked if everything was okay. We said it was and I've decided to make a contract with them. Jimin didn't believe me at first but then nodded.

I told him to drop Heejin off at her house. He said he will. "Jimin?" I called for him when he was about to leave.

He turned around and faced me. "Could you come back tonight? I've something to discuss with you. And yeah bring a divorce document too. This time we'll need it."

He was staring at me confused. I know he has a lot of questions but he won't ask me right now. "So you finally decided to let her go?" I laughed and nod immediately.

He nods and pats my shoulder. "Fine. I'll be back at 7 tonight." I nod. "The doors of my mansion will be opened as I'll tell All the workers to take a half-day leave. You'll find that entrance gate open too so don't bother giving horns." He laughed and nodding he walks out.

I was still standing there lost in my thoughts. Thinking about all the past deeds and everything that happened in my life.

"Young master."

I snap out. "Yes, Mrs. Ann?" I turn around and face her.

"The gifts you prepared for the children what should we do about it? And young misses dress is dried up now."

"I'll give you the address of the hotel. Send them all there and a small letter too."

I was about to walk past her towards my study room. "And what about the gifts for young miss?"

I came to a halt. "If she didn't want those give them to the thrift stores or try selling them. It's all up to her. Just make sure my daughters got their gifts before leaving Korea."

I didn't look back nor did I hear anything. I told her that after this all of them can go back to their house and rest. I'll eat out tonight and went to my study room. Albert was already standing next to Mrs. Ann noting things I told them to do.

Before entering the room I said, "Albert,  Mrs. Ann....thank you for everything." Saying that I didn't wait for them to respond and went inside.

Little did I know a storm was waiting for me...near in the future.

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To Be Continued