I'm faded, so lost.......

Your POV:

"Thanks for dropping me. I hope to see you never again." Saying that I slam the door before taehyung could say anything. I smile and turn my heels to walk inside the hotel.

"Hey?"

I heard him calling me but I just ignored him. "Kim Y/n?" I clenched on my fist but still didn't look back. "Baby I know you can hear me, stop ignoring your beloved like this."

'Omg!! My dear almighty could you spare a single day without me worrying to death about my life?'

I close my eyes tightly as I press on my lips and turn around. "What?" He was already out of his car but was leaning on it as he was smiling at me. "Nothing! Just wanted to see your face again before you enter that gate." He winked.

My heart stopped beating, as I felt a sudden chill down my spine. I couldn't find any expression or words to give him in response. I just stood there like an idiot. Suddenly he started to walk towards me.

'Walk away...bitch walk away.' I kept telling myself but my body won't listen to me. 'Wtf is wrong with you're bloody legs....bitch run.' I still couldn't. My body for some reason went numb. Am I really that scared of him? Still now?

He was already standing in front of me. Smiling softly and staring at me gently. "I figured that you might like those kinds of stuff so on my way I found a small shop on the street and couldn't help but buy one of those."

(You guys can choose whichever mini kawaii dolls you like. I'm picking the panda because the panda is my favorite.)

He grabbed my left hand and placed a mini toy on my palms. Which was kind of surprising to me and I couldn't help but stare at him in disbelief.

I look down at my palm and an immediate smile appears on my face. "It's so cute." He suddenly grabs my other free hand and says, "you like it?" I barely nod.

He lets out a heavy breath. "Geez! I was scared this whole time thinking you might throw it away." I didn't pay much attention to his words and struggled to get my hands back from his grip.

He won't let go, and suddenly he pulls me closer and pulled my hands up, and places them on his cheeks as he caressed my palm with his cheek gently. He was staring at me gently. And now I look at him, at his gentle stares without breaking our eye contact. And suddenly I felt like my cheeks are burning again.

"Please come back home." That is what came out of his mouth. Suddenly I stopped breathing. He closed his eyes and grips a little on my hands, "Please come back. That house feels like a haunted house without you. Everyone is waiting for you to come back. You know that house still belongs to you, right?" He opened his eyes.

I felt like crying. That house was never mine. That house felt like a haunted house when I was there and you weren't.

"That house needs you. That house needs my children. That house needs our small family." I don't want to hear them. Please stop. He's lying, he's each word's are like needles into my ears. Please stop.

"I need you." I couldn't bear to listen anymore. "PLEASE STOP." he flinched and stopped speaking. I jerk off my hands from his grip and step backward. "Stop with your lies okay? I don't believe any of those. Which house are you speaking about? That house never belongs to me. That house was already haunted because you thought a ghost was already living there. That house doesn't need me nor my children. That house needs a doctor for a psychopath who is the owner." After saying those all I turn my heels and run inside the hotel.

He looked really shocked by hearing my words. I'm glad, but why am I crying again. I clenched the toy in my fist as I wipe my tears and walk fast towards the reception. There I saw my manager standing already.

I yelled at him for leaving me there with a stranger and not even caring to look for me or give me a call. He said after he was finished he did come back but one of the bodyguards informed him that this car belongs to Mr. Kim our client and boss has already agreed to let him drop me by. And I just couldn't believe he didn't even bothered to at least come and talk to me.

"Oh geez!! Who made you my manager?" Saying that I grab my room card and walk towards the elevator. "Tomorrow wake up early we are going to the company and come down for dinner tonight, sharp 8 pm." He yells from behind me and I just give him a thumbs up.

I just want to go inside and sleep. Because this was really a long day.

Taehyung POV:

"Yujun?" I called my driver as I lean on the seat and close my eyes. "Yes sir?" He replied as he starts the engine. "Was it worth enough?"

"What do you mean sir?" I felt like he took a turn as the car moved.

"Me taking the risk of overworking? And surprise her with that mini toy?" He Chuckles. "Boss do you know after two days it's valentines day?" I laugh. "You think she's thinking the same thing I'm thinking?"

"Maybe! Then what are you thinking sir?" I didn't respond. But then I shake my head and adjust my body. "Take me to the company. I still got a lot of works to complete."

"B-but sir you haven't rest for two whole days and you just came out from your office about two hours ago. You should go back home and rest sir."

"I don't have much time. Grandma is sick and she's going to come to my house tomorrow. I've to take care of her. And then there's still a lot of works I have to complete before the fashion show happens. So stop babbling and drive back to the company."

"I....okay sir." And with that, he went silent and focused on the road.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked outside the window. 'Valentine's day?' she thinking about the same thing I'm thinking? A small chuckle came out of my mouth.

'Two days later it's Valentine's day. And surprisingly I gifted to a mini panda. Was it destined?'

"How ironic!!!" I said as I close my eyes slowly and tried to imagine her smiling face. That smiling face she gave me when she received her mini panda. She likes pandas a lot, for her, it's the best idea if she could adopt one. Seriously I found it funny and cute at the same time. She wrote those things in her diary.

Yes, I still have her diaries with me. After finally seeing her and knowing about my children it just gave me a big shock. When I came back I read her diaries again. And now after knowing that I can't meet my children for a good couple of times it makes me angry but I can't help.

My grandmother is also important to me. But that's good that I made Y/n come back to the country somehow soon. But that's going to be hard for her as the county gave her a lot of bad memories and what if she can't handle it? Then I must stay stick with her so no one can harm her...I should at least do this for her sake.

I'm going to protect her at any cost from all the evils and make sure that she's safe and happy.

Two days later~~~

Your POV:

"So that's what is the plan. Now Mr. Kim do you have any objection or any other ideas to help us with the dresses and the show?" Mr. Sakaguchi said as he sits back in his seat. Taehyung was leaning on his king chair comfortably while staring at the white screen.

"Why...?" Everyone was looking at him tensed and desperately, not trying to sweat for some reason. Then there's me who's super hungry and just wants to go back to her hotel and eat something because the meeting is already done but this psycho is just holding it for no reason.

"Is something the matter Mr. Kim?" Mr. Watanabe asked nervously. He scratches his nose and suddenly looks at me. I didn't realize it at first but when I felt like someone was staring I look up at him.

I raise my eyebrows in confusion. "Why not we confirm the whole decision after hearing what Ms. Yamazaki thinks about it?" He flashed a smile.

'You jerk, psychopath, idiot, bullshit empty head man.'

My eyes widen as everyone in the room looks at me. Their stares are like needles to me because it's quite dangerous and I'm suddenly feeling cold. Even though I'm wearing something warm.

Outfit:

(Forgot to mention the outfit. You can choose one on your own if you don't like this.)

I smile nervously. "Ha-ah...why Mr. Kim I'm really honored but I think the plan is perfect and okay. I don't have any objection." I said smile bitterly as I look at him. But it's dim dark in the room so it's kinda hard to see his expression.

Suddenly he Chuckles and everyone looks at him and then at me. "Then I don't have any objection as well. It's finally then. Then after 5 days, the fashion show is going to happen. We all pray it to be a successful show. The meeting ends here."

All the light in the room starts to on and everyone starts to get up and walk out of the room. But Mr. Sakaguchi, Mr. Watanabe, and taehyung didn't get up. "Umm...aren't you guys gonna come?" I asked Mr. Watanabe.

"We still got few more things to discuss. Why not you go ahead and wait for at downstairs. I'll come down ASAP." Mr. Watanabe smiles at me as I nod. I didn't spare a glance at taehyung and walk out of the room.

I walk toward the washroom. There I saw a few of my colleagues. "Did you saw how Mr. Kim was looking at Yua?" I was about to enter but then I hear those words. "Geez, she's such a sl*t. I just don't get how she always ends up being the main model. We have been working really hard to get this top." I clenched on the doorknob.

"Isn't it clear, that's because Kento is her brother and who knows she might be sleeping around with all the higher-ups." My heart clenched hearing the same words again.

"Oh my gosh! Then you think she seduced our Mr. Kim and that's why he's paying so much attention to her? Eww, she's so disgusting!!." She laughed.

"She must have some good skills on the bed. I swear she's the greatest actress I've ever seen. She can win an Oscar."

I enter the washroom. Every girl who was talking behind me gasped and stopped talking. I directly walk toward their direction and wash my hands. "Yu-yua-chan we weren't....." "yeah we were just joking....haha"

I take out my face powder from my purse and put some of them. Then I put some lipstick on my lips and take a good look at my reflection, I smile when I'm satisfied with my look.

"Why didn't I receive my Oscar yet? I wonder!!!" I turn around to face them. I smile at them and grab my purse. "Sakura why don't you call the sugar daddy of yours and tell him to deliver me an Oscar. Oh, what was his name again?" I pretend to think.

"Ah! That director of our company... I heard he's about 55+ in age. Isn't he?" Sakura's cheeks get red as she fumes in anger. "You..." she was about to slap me but I held her hand and push. She lost her balance and fell on the floor.

"Just because I don't say anything doesn't mean you can say whatever you want behind my back. I have worked hard to get this far unlike you who actually is a gold digger and a dirty sl*t." I look at the other girls furiously. "Stop shiting here and get back to work. I've recorded all of your comments on my phone. You do know the result after Mr. Sakaguchi gets this recording right?"

All the girls shiver in fear and immediately get out of the washroom. I look down at Sakura who was still fuming in anger. I scoffed and left the washroom.

"This happened all because of you Kim Taehyung. I hate you the most you fu*king jerk." I muttered under my breath as I walk fast.

I walk to the hallway where Mr. Watanabe told me to wait for him. Suddenly my phone vibrates. I pick up the call, it was from Mr. Watanabe. "Come outside. I'm waiting for you in front of the door." I hung up the call and was about to walk towards the door.

But suddenly someone called out my name. Upon hearing my old name made me halt on my spot immediately. It was a familiar voice, the voice called my name again.

"Y/n-ahh!!"

I turn around and my heart stopped. My eyes widen as tears start to build up in my eyes. I started to breathe heavily seeing the human in front of me.

"Oh my god! It's really you!!"

And started to walk fast towards me. How did I end up in this situation? God!! Help me.

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Happy late valentines day guys!!! So how was your day? I watched Romeo and Juliet for 2 hours and then went back to study. I prepared this chapter whenever I got free time during my study time. And this is the only chapter I'm updating for now especially its valentines day. Get ready for the biggest roller costar ride. It's gonna give you a total messy headache I swear. Make sure to seat tight....we gonna have a lot of blasting chapters ahead.

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To Be Continued