[sorry for any mistakes]

Three days later.

Being three days since taehyung had been back to work. Three days of the still awkward moments. Nothing has happened or changed between. Everything was about work, just them going for their schedules, taehyung excusing himself to go to lunch, small talks all about work.

Still, they both long for each other so much. Staring at each other when they are not looking, things could change if only one of them finally accept his feelings for the other.

Taehyung is not the type to give up easily on something, but this is different. He thought he could do it, but he honestly can't anymore. It hurts. It hurts to see the person you are in love with still hasn't looked your way. He is closer but yet so far away from his reach. He can't do this anymore. Maybe he got everything wrong about what the older might feel about him, maybe it was all just sex, nothing more...

Perhaps all his actions towards him were just the act of kindness. He can't force his feelings unto the other, not like he ever considers doing that. ' Maybe I should just quit...' taehyung thought to himself  ' it for my good, I need to move on'

Taehyung smiles sadly at that thought. He knows it won't be easy, but he will try. ' fuck, when did I fall for so hard for you, jungkook? he thought again and side-eye the said male. His lips curved into a smile as he stared at jungkook who was to focus on what he was doing. 'But I never regret falling for you. It is the best thing that will ever happen to me. I will miss you, jungkook' he sighs and moves his gaze away from the other male at the same time jungkook look his way.

Jungkook can't focus. Well, how can he when his mind could only think of only one man that he so badly wants, but he is too scared to confess his feelings, so yeah, he can't. He can only gaze at the younger male when he is not looking, just like now. He has put a stop to whatever he was trying to do and stared at the younger male sitting doing his work. His heart fluttering, dancing as he watches the other male little gestures.

Knowing that he was staring too much, he looked away and stared down at the papers. Many thought running through his head. He knows want his heart wants but his mind won't let him have it. Why should he feel bad about what he agreed on? Why did he expect things will go back to how it was supposed to be? He scoffed at the thought.

But then, if he asked for this, so why is he feeling regretful? Why does he hate how he wanted taehyung to be with him from the beginning now? Just a relationship business between both of them. He knows taehyung deserves better, so he is doing him a favour, but why does it feel so wrong? 'I- I did the right thing because I care about you, I'm sorry,' he thought as he moves his gaze back to the older male only for his breath to hitch because taehyung was already staring at him.

Taehyung also got startled. He realised that he got carried away, starting, and I mean how can he not get carried away when the so older male looks captivating as hell. They both stared, no one trying to break the eye contact, their eyes holding too many emotions, even though they were panicking inside because they got each other staring. They should look away, but they don't know how-to.

However, it didn't take long because taehyung was the one that looked away. His cheeks flushed. Then he got on his feet, grabbing a long brown envelope, he straightened his posture. He took a deep breath and walk closer to the older male. Meanwhile, jungkook couldn't look away. His mouth even tugged into a smile small while watching the other struggling behaviour. 'cute, then again, why was he staring? Wait, he walk-"

"um- am ready sir?" ' damn that deep soothing voice! I miss it so much! Gosh, what's wrong with me? And wait for what? Ready for?' "for?" jungkook ask with a frown, not for once taking his eyes off the breathtaking male in front if him. Taehyung feels like screaming! ' damn you jungkook!' he curse mentally. He misses his voice so much. "oh-" he licks lips "for the meeting? With the new client?" taehyung replies, avoiding his eyes. He is trying to stay calm.

But his heart won't stop racing and it all because of this man in front of him. Looking at him so softly with his rounded eyes and speaking with softness. He can small his sweet scent, ' damn tae quit it already!' he scolds himself melting, gosh as weird as he might sound he wants to bury his nose in his neck. But he can't, he is not his, was never his, and he just got to accept it.

"I mean yeah, right, with Mr Park? How long would it take to get there?" "30min sir" ' stop calling sir' jungkook groans internally and gave a tight smile. "Right, shall we," jungkook said, and stands up. They both walked out of the office together.

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At the restaurant, Jungkook got out and was about to go around opening the door for the younger male, but taehyung beat him to it. 'right, forget I don't have the right to do something like this anymore'. The thought hurt, "sir?" Taehyung snaps him of his thinking, "are you okay?" ' stop calling sir!' he seriously wants to cry right now. He hates how taehyung keeps addressing him. He took a deep breath and reply "yeah, sure, let go in now" jungkook nods with a small smile and motion his head. They walked toward the restaurant door with heavy heart. Taehyung sighs and walk follow him.

Fast forward to the meeting:

Jungkook already regrets being here. He wants to call off the whole meeting. He hates it here. If a glare can kill, the man in front of him will probably be dead by now. Jungkook won't stop glaring a dagger at the male client, whose only attention was on the smiling younger male beside him. Is taehyung for real flirting right now and in front of him? He is playing along.

It is not like taehyung was the only one doing this work. jungkook was also giving out his ideas, but because he knows how good the younger is, he let him handle it. And he is now fucking regretting it. He knew he should have taken over. He saw how the client was looking at taehyung when he saw him, but whifflers it off. Even though his gaze holds so much interest towards the younger male. He pokes his cheek with his tongue as he watches the younger male smiling.

Even blushing, is he for real?! He thoughts and that does it. "well I think that should be everything I will look it into again, we need to be on our way now," he states with a serious tone and forced smile, "oh- uh- sure Mr jeon," Mr Park reply polity, with a bow, "thank you for agreeing to meet up with me, and you have an amazing person as your Secretary," ' well no shits!' he thought, jungkook only reply with a forced smile.

Meanwhile, taehyung brows frowned in confusion. He hasn't even finished checking everything the client brought. He started packing up. "thank you for having me, Mr Kim," the man says with a blush, smiling, snap him out of his thought. Without knowing, jungkook was glaring at them, his teeth grits. "ye-yeah si-" He didn't complete his sentence because jungkook was already making his way out. "bye sir!" taehyung greet rushes after him, not caring to hear what the man was about to say.

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