𝔼𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖💛
𝔸𝕥𝕝📍

"Laid up, got me thinking babe. Tell me if you with it cause I'm with it babe. I haven't heard from you in a minute babe. Just tell me what to do when I hit it,babe. Gucci and Prada." I danced to Go crazy by Chris brown while cooking breakfast with my baby helping me.

"Trips to your crib in the middle of the night. I know that you miss me cause I put down right, damn babe. I can put you on a flight. You know that a nigga like me can change yo life. Oh baby, everything you do is amazing." I sung.

Yesterday after watching two movies, me and Dejuan talked for hours. I told him I want to be with him but I don't wanna continuously get played.

Y'all might call me a dumbass for being with him after he cheated 3 times.

But chile! Soul ties are real! And it's more than just that, it's a deeper connection.

I hate what he did to me. I just can't bring myself to hate him. I still got a lot of love for this man.

After we finished, me and Dj went upstairs to Dejuan room.

We walked in seeing him sleeping good and comfortable. "Aye daddy! Get up!" Dj jumped on his bed. His deep sleeping ass ain't even move.

I sat on his stomach "Wake up." I said while poking his face and Dj raised his hand. "Dejuan you better not." I said before he slapped tf outta him making him jump and wake up.

"That shit hurt. Why you let his bad ass slap me like that?" Dejuan mugged me. "Welp. You should've woke up from the jump." He shrugged sliding off the bed.

I was sitting here trying so hard not to laugh.

"Good morning." He said putting his hands on my waist. "Happy birthday stupid." I said kissing his face. "Thanks ma." He smiled rubbing my booty.

He about to make me act up! Saying ma in his sleep voice and stuff.

"I made some breakfast so brush yo teeth." I said. "Brush yo teeth cuz yo breath smell like dog shit." Dj said.

"This baby about to see Jesus. Dj watch yo mouth." I side eyed him. "I sorry mommy. Happy birthday daddy. Yo breath don't smell like dog shit, I was playing." He smiled.

I just wanna fight him one time. I know he my child and all, but he deserve these hands.

I got up off Dejuan so he can do what he gotta do.

"Come on dada." I said hearing my phone ringing downstairs.

"Heyyyy." I answered the Group FaceTime. "Hi sisters. James Charles type." Sammy said making everybody laugh.

"Heyyy whores." Paris said. "Hey bit- Gregory move it's 8 in the morning." Quis joined.

"I feel like we interrupting something." I said. "Right." Paris added. "Nah y'all cool he just being clingy." Quis chuckled.

"Y'all think I should give him the car now or when we get back?" I asked. "Give it to him now." They told me. "Bitch I wanna see it." Quis said.

"Dj right here." I said "oh shit my bad." He said. "Marquis." Sammy said laughing. "I'm sorry its a bad habit." He said.

"Y'all gone be done around 3?" I asked making dj plate and giving it to him. "Yup." Sammy said. I turned on paw patrol then went to make Dejuan plate.

"Yo this boy slapped Dejuan so hard this morning. It was so funny." I told them. "Probably slapped him into the gulag." I heard bands say making all of us laugh.

"Dj bad asf for no reason." Sammy shook her head.

"I swear he get it from his daddy." I said. "Nah you always hitting mfs." Paris said. "That's true." Quis and Sammy added.

"No. That's cap. He get allat from his father." I said hearing Dejuan coming downstairs.

"You lying on my brother for what?" Sammy asked. "What you lying on me for?" He came up behind me. "She said Dj get his bad actions from you." Quis told.

"Then who he get his good habits from? Definitely not you." He said pointing at me. "I don't know but he going back to his maker." I shook my head.

"Retard, you is his maker." Paris said. "Oh yea." I said eating a piece of bacon. "Ess you been seeming a lil slow lately. You good?" Sammy asked.

"How have I been seeming slow?" I asked her as I finished my food. "You say the dumbest shit." She said.

"She like that on the regular." Dejuan shrugged eating his food. "Dont make me swing on you on yo birthday." I side eyed him.

"Ouu yes beat him up." Quis hyped. I chuckled before hanging up. "Baby I gotta show you something." I jumped up.

"What?" He asked standing up. "First do this tiktok with me." I said he agreed then I set the phone up.

"So darling, darling twerk for me. Oh twerk for me." The song sung and he got behind me. "Go mama." He said hyping me up.

I like how he hyping me up. He shook his head while laughing.

Dj was chilling with a piece of a pancake in his hand while watching paw patrol. "Come on dada." I called for him. He climbed from his chair and came to us.

"What yo ass get?" He asked chuckling. "Lemme cover yo eyes." I said attempting to cover his eyes from behind.

He bent down. Such a sweetheart.

"You ready?" I asked him when we got to the garage. "Yea." He said I uncovered his eyes.

He smiled so big when he saw it.

The car wasn't that much until I decided I wanted to be extra and get the interior customized.

I felt like the car couldn't be plain white, plus we have a 3 year old.

"Thank you ma." He picked me up kissing my cheeks. "You welcome." I chuckled.

"I wanna break yo back right now." He whispered in my ear. My eyes widened before I looked at him. "Chill." I chuckled.

"Imma be chilling when you can't walk." He mumbled but I still heard him. "We should get ready to go to yo mom house." I said picking Dj up.

"Imma come pick y'all up." He said. "Ok." I smiled holding Dj hand.

I got my phone and stuff then went outside. I strapped him in his seat and got in the driver seat and pulled off.

*
"Mommy can I watch blaze when I get out the tub?" Dj asked as I washed his hair. "Sure." I said getting his little water thing.

"I'm a little teapot short and stout. Here is my handle, and here is my spout." I sung.

"When I get all steamed up hear me shout. Tip me over and pour me out." He sung as I poured the water in his hair while he played with his boat.

I let him play in there a little while longer so I can get his clothes out then I went back in to wash him up and get him out.

"Mommy this SpiderMan on my super hero boxers." He said laughing. I chuckled rubbing the lotion on his arms.

After I finished I sat him down in my hair chair. I blow dried his hair then I decided to give him dreads and I braided them back.

I put his clothes on then I heard somebody knocking on the door.

I opened the door seeing Dejuan. "You look hot." He said. "I just did Dj hair." I said walking to the back with him following.

I went in my room so I can take a shower. I got in and slightly danced to my music.

"There's a time and a place for all this. This is not the place for all this. Is there a reason why you're saying all this? And can we talk about it later? I've gotta right my wrongs." I sung with Bryson Tiller.

*
I wrapped my towel around my body and turned my speaker off before going in my closet to get out something to wear.

I decided on a red 2 piece.

I took my bonnet off and sprayed some got2be on my forehead and I rubbed alcohol on it then the glue and after it dried I applied my wig and I put the band on the lace part.

I turned around and Dejuan was staring at me.

"May I help you?" I looked at him. "Yea my dick getting hard. Can you help me make it unhard?" He looked at me.

I grabbed my lotion and sat on my bed.

"Why are you hard?" I chuckled rubbing lotion on my legs. "You sitting right here." He smirked before pushing me back and hovering over me then kissing me.

He kissed on my neck and put two fingers in me. I gripped on his forearm as he pumped his fingers in and out while I softy moaned in his ear.

I wanna fuck, no cap. After I came he pulled his fingers out and licked them. "You always taste good." He smiled I giggled and put my clothes on.

"Damn you beautiful asf." He looked down at me while biting his lip. "Thank you." I smiled. "Scrumptious." He said smacking my ass.

"I'm gone show you scrumptious." I said. "Put that pussy on me. You better put that pussy on me." He danced. "Boy let's go." I chuckled.

I got my matching crossbody purse and put my phone, lip gloss, and my charger in it.

"We riding in Samantha." Dejuan smiled. "You named yo car Samanth- Dj come on." I said he came out his room with his iPad and we left.

*
"Hey nana." Dj smiled running to Saraiya. "Hey baby." She picked him up.

"Essence, you look good babe." She kissed my cheek. "Thanks ma." I smiled. "Happy birthday Dejuan." She hugged him.

We walked in seeing all the decorations.

(A/n: that food looking a bit sus , but it's about the background.)

Yea real nice and stuff.

"No cap this spiffy." Marc smiled. "Sexy mama went all in." He smiled putting his arm around Saraiya.

"Child get yo nasty ass hand off me." She mugged him moving his hand. "Happy cday nigga. Hey fein." He dapped Dejuan and gave me a side hug.

"You a fein with yo ugly self." I mugged him. "My wife in there tripping." Stevie came to the living room. "How?" Marc asked.

"She acting like she don't wanna touch me, whole time I know she want me. Her ass just acting out because her child here." He mugged me.

"Boy my mother don't want yo lil ugly self." I mugged him back. "Happy cday Poota scoot. Yo girl ugly and she stank." He said.

"Ugly ass stupid bitch." I mumbled. "Say that shit out loud." He got in my face. "I said ugly stupid b word." I looked him up and down.

"Aye poot get yo girl dawg. Imma put my hands on her." Stevie looked me up and down. Pooter already walked away to the kitchen.

"You the one that wanna fight." I said "Ess if it's pressure let it be known." He got up in my face. "It was pressure from the start." I said

I love starting with Marc and Stevie. I live for Drama with these two.

"Essy!" Quis smiled running to hug me. "Hey Quis." I stood up to hug him back. "Ew Gregory." I joked. "Man bye." He chuckled and gave me a lil side hug.

"I miss you so much." I hugged Quis again. "I was missing you too bit- I almost cursed." He covered his mouth laughing.

Sammy came from upstairs with the kids.

"I knew I heard the best brother in the world and my bestfriend lil voices." She smiled hugging him then me.

"Essy yo booty get bigger every time I see you." She chuckled. "Sis I been eating good. Look at yo fine ass." I smiled.

"Where Paris?" I asked Marc. "She went to the bathroom." He said.

The same time she came downstairs Bands came in the house. "We got the game bus outside." He came in.

"They got Michael Jackson experience on there?" Dejuan asked Bands nodded. "We got all yo favorite games." I told him.

He jumped up so fast and went outside.

"He just wanna dance to ghost and thriller." Sammy said laughing. We got up and went out there and he was already tryna out dance Mj.

"What games inside?" I asked. "Fortnite, Call Of Duty, and 2k." Bands said.

"Call of duty." Me and Sammy said at the same time. No cap Dejuan was dancing his heart out.

"Mommy look I play fornite!" Ky smiled. "I see you." She responded. "Sammy look!" I told her. "Zombie!" She looked up from her phone.

"Man you suck." I smacked my lips. "Stevie you selling!" Marc slapped him in the head. "Nigga don't touch me." Stevie mugged him.

*
"I thought you didn't drink nomo." Sammy looked at me. "Girl I don't, this is apple juice in my cup." I smiled drinking some Hennessy.

"I think I would body some dollar store baby lashes." I chuckled. "I left for a second and come back to you drunk." She shook her head.

"That's not what happened. What had happened was... damn I forgot." I said shaking my head. "You know how you get when you drink." Sammy said laughing.

"I might not even be like that now." I waved her off. "When you end up pregnant imma say I told you so." She side eyed me and sipped whatever she was drinking.

I laughed at her then went downstairs and sat on Dejuan lap. He playing 2k with Marc. "You good ma?" He asked. "Yessir." I smiled.

"I wanna suck yo dick until my jaw hurt." I whispered in his ear. "Chill mama." He said chuckling. "Just being honest." I shrugged.

"Man poot you suck." Marc said. "Nigga I'm beating you fuck outta here." He mugged Marc.

"Uncle D no saying bad words." London said coming downstairs and sitting on Bands. "My bad bookie." He said laughing.

"It ok uncle D just no saying bad words." She said. "Ok." He responded.

"Gimme kiss." He said grabbing my face. I leaned forward and kissed him. "You cheating, I wanna play with bands." Marc smacked his lips.

"Nah Bands shitty that's why you wanna play with him." Dejuan said laughing. I got up because I was hungry.

I went upstairs and made me a plate then sat on the couch by Sammy and Paris. "You good?" Sammy asked.

I nodded while stuffing my face. "Dang girl slow down." Paris said laughing. "Damn the food good?" Sammy asked.

"Yes, very." I nodded. "Fat ass." Sammy chuckled. "I want some more macaroni." I said getting up. "Essy!" I heard I turned around seeing Quis walking toward me.

"What you want whore." I asked him. "You know where Greg at?" He asked. "He downstairs with them lame niggas." I told him.

He laughed and walked away. "Mommy." Dj called out. "Yes dada?" I turned to look at him. "Where daddy?" He asked. "In the basement." I told him and he ran off.

Nobody else better not call me.

"Essence." Saraiya called. "Yes ma?" I whined. "Girl stop acting like a lil kid. But since you guys are drinking and smoking, the babies staying here tonight. Is that ok?" She asked.

"Yes." I said and she walked away I smiled going to the food. "Hello my beloved." I got some macaroni then went and sat with my bitches.

"You high?" Quis asked. I shook my head. "Food so good it make you wanna slap yo momma." I chuckled making them laugh. "Aye ma come here!" I yelled.

"Bitch I hope tf you do. You'll be a dead son of a bitch, I'll tell you that." My mom responded. "I still love you." I said. "I love you too." She responded.

"We singing happy birthday?" I asked Sammy. "Of course. It's somebody's birthday." She said. "Oh right my sugar daddy's." I said.

"It's 8:00 time for cake!" Saraiya yelled. "Essence, baby, tell those nigglets downstairs it's cake time." She said. I nodded and went down there.

I stood in front of the tv. "Move ma." Dejuan said. "No nigglets it's cake time." I said Dj and London jumped up and ran upstairs.

These bastards just gone ignore me.

I unplugged the games and they all started yelling. "Now let's go buddies." I smiled. They got up and went upstairs.

"Yo booty juicy." I