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I woke up in Dejuan bed as soon as I lifted up I felt the pain. How do these girls be fucking until the sun come up. My legs, my pussy- wait HIS pussy, and my ass hurt so bad. Pussy still working like NyQuil tho.

He put his arms around me making me jump. He opened his eyes and looked at me. "You good babygirl?" He asked i shook my head. "What's wrong?" He rubbed his eyes.

"Baby it hurt." I said trying not to cry. He rubbed my kat slowly. "That feel better?" He asked in his sleepy voice. "Mmh." I hummed in response.

This man is perfect.

He kissed my cheek and got up. "Come on." He picked me up he made bath water then slid his shirt off me. He got in then pulled me in. He kissed my neck as I felt him getting hard.

I giggled and he knew why. I moved to the other side of the bathtub now full on laughing. "It's not funny." He frowned. I stopped laughing and pecked his lips.

He smiled. He washed me up then his self. He gave me his Versace robe. And put on some Calvin Klein boxers. I put on my Calvin Klein set and sat on his back.

I put lotion on my hands slowly rubbing his back. I planted light kisses on the scratch marks I made.

its._essy's story

Not tryna be 'bae goals' or none of that but I really love you💙🤞🏽

"Stand up." He said I stood up he laid on his back I got back on him and traced his tattoos. "Mama I gotta tell you something." He looked down playing with my belly button.

"What?" I asked "I gotta go on Wednesday." He said "what that mean?" I asked confused. "I'm going to Philly for a month." he said. I got up "can you take me home?" I asked putting my clothes on.

"No you not finna leave." He said "when did you decide to go?" I asked with tears filling my eyes. "Last month." He looked at the ground. "Why didn't you tell me before?" I asked letting the tears fall.

"Because I knew you would react like this." He said I turned my head. "Why you looking left?" He asked "because you ain't do me right." I said turning the other way.

"Then why you looking right now?" He asked "because I should've left." I said "now I'm looking down because you keep fucking up." I looked at my feet. "Now I'm looking up because you let me down." I said frowning

He pulled my to a hug. I pushed him off me. "Take me home sir." I wiped my eyes. "No you staying here." He said "I have to take my birth control." I rolled my eyes. He looked at me for a minute before putting on clothes.

I got in the car and cried waiting for him. I called Sammy. "Hello-Why you crying?" She asked "because Dejuan leaving me." I said sniffing "He is not breaking up with my friend." She said

"No he leaving leaving." I said "ohh he going to Philly." She said "you knew?" I asked she nodded "yea that's why me and bands ain't cool no more." She said "why you ain't tell me?" I asked "because I thou-" I hung up on her like Peppa did Susie on that whistling episode.

I plugged my phone in going to Beyoncé.

For a minute I just listened to the lyrics until it got to my part.

"I know you want me back. It's time to face the facts, that I'm the one that's got away. Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life. Thank God I found the good in goodbye I used to want you so bad." I yelled as tears fell. I felt that deep down.

Dejuan looked at me with a worried look. I mugged him then turned on Ann Marie.

"See I never understood, how you can just tell lies to me. I thought that we were good, then you start acting differently. I call you don't pick up. I swear you be testing me. You claim you won't switch up..but you ain't the same to me." I sung Dejuan turned it down

"You acting like I broke yo heart or some shit." He said I just looked at him for a minute.  "you did but have fun in philly." I turned my music back up.

"I wish I could forget you. Wish I could unlove you. Wish that I could go back to the days before I met you. Then maybe you can't hurt me like you do. Make me feel the way you do, keep me running back to you." I sung

"See nah.." He mugged me. He started talking but I zoned out. "Ok." Was all I said before I turned the music back up.

"You posed to hold me down, but all you did was hold me back. I wished I knew you were a clown I wouldn't have threw this ass back. Y'all said I'm to good for you. Shorty that's a fact. I gave you everything and more and this is how you pay me back.

Now all I wanna know is; was it the truth? You could've fucked them hoes lives up, so why did you choose me? Why did you use me? Why did you bruise me? Should've kept that sh-t moving." I said pointing in his face.

He pulled up to my house a few minutes later and I got out slamming the door. He choked me on the car. "What yo lil ass mad for?" He asked "you leaving me and you expect me to be happy?" I wiped my tears.

"Mama please stop crying." He sat me on the roof of his car. "No go tell them bitches in philly I said hey." I said i wiped my face. "Chill." He said "I need to find a new dick source." I frowned.

"If you give my shit away imma kill you." He said with a serious look. Almost made me give a fuck. "Get ready to shoot me cause I'm looking for a Nigga tonight." I said getting off the car

I walked in the house. "Mom?" I called Dejuan came in and got a water bottle. He grabbed my hair and pulled me up the stairs. "I should trap yo ass." I said.

"Go ahead have fun." He said. I smacked my lips. I hate his nonchalant ass. "You gone care when I go trap another nigga." I said taking my pill.

"Shut up man you saying anything." He mugged me. I went to get in my car of course he followed me. "where we going?" He asked "I'm going to the store, you going to Philly." I rolled my eyes.

"You wanna drive on daddy lap again?" He asked I really like driving on his lap it's fun but we not friends right now. "Yea." I got out he got in and moved the seat then I sat on his lap.

"Ready?" He asked i pulled the seat belt over us. "Yup." I smiled "go slow." I said he usually speed down the street and stuff. "Don't let go of the wheel." He said I let it go and he sped down the street.

"Dejuan." I said he chuckled I should beat his ass in this driver seat. I turned and pulled up at the grocery store. I grabbed a cart and went in.

I got a whole lotta candy and all types of sweats. I got some pineapple juice and apple juice. I had got something for my mom then I went to checkout. I paid and put all my stuff in the trunk. I got in the driver seat and he got in the passenger.

I had to play some more other shit.

"Like ClubGod say, 'Throw that ass, poke it out'. I ain't gay, but I'll let a bitch eat me out. Yeah, bad bitch and my bitches too, take all these niggas money what we finsta do? Then leave, then leave. Get that bread, get that head, then leave. Then leave, bitch then-" he turned it off

"You ain't leaving shit." He said I rolled my eyes and turned on another song. "Time for some real shit." I said clicking on Act up.

"Real ass bitch, give a fuck 'bout a nigga-" he turned it off "omg Wednesday ain't coming fast enough." I mumbled. "What was said?" He looked at me. "Nothing." I shook my head.

"Well everybody know the truth hurt! Everybody get played, everybody fuck around. Hate to say it but you know I had to do it first." I shrugged.

"Babygirl I'm tryna give you the universe. Thought you really love the feeling when you feeling her. When shit got bad you started giving up. Started acting like it was never us." He rapped

"Well it was what it was! Heard I was replaced with a scrub. Heard you in love, her love ain't meant for a thug. Heard from a friend that you miss how I fuck. Dropping her off, and I'm picking her up. Laughing at him cause he thinking he cuffed. Like wtf? Don't be thinking you cuffed." We said together

I laughed cause he was feeling it a lil too much.

"Gave a nigga my heart, I was playing for keeps. Had to cut him off when he started playing with me. Bitches all on his dick, they be fucking for free. But I'm the best he ever had they ain't fucking with 'E'. These niggas act like they fuck witcha, whole time they playing games. I'm the one that held you down you fucking with them lames." I rapped shaking my head as I pulled up to my house.

"Hoes dreading throwing shade but ain't mentioning my name. Why tf these stupid bitches always lurking on my page. That nigga He for everybody, I thought he fucked with me. He gone be mad when another nigga fucking me." I rapped while Dejuan mugged me.

I disconnected my phone from my radio and started to grab bags out my car. "I hope you know this the last time I'm talking to you." I said "yea iight." He chuckled. Bitch you ain't blueface. 

We got all the bags in the house and I went to my room. I took a shower and put lotion on my body then I put on sum simple shit

Dejuan was laying on my bed with his arm on his face. "Him so sexy man!! But he not my friend no more." I frowned as I sat in my mirror and did a messy bun in my hair.

I went downstairs I put the groceries up and put some different fruits in a bowl. I poured some of my pineapple juice in a cup and sat in the living room. I knew I was missing something. I don't have my phone.

I looked in the kitchen and it wasn't in there. "I'm not finna go on no hunt for that ugly ass phone." I sat down frowning. I turned on The hate you give. I reclined the chair and chilled eating my fruit.

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"I know her ugly ass ain't leave me here." I heard Dejuan say walking down the stairs. I mugged him. "You leaving me so it would've been ok to leave you." I popped a orange slice in my mouth.

"You gone keep this against me?" He asked "yup now shut up I'm watching a movie." I turned it up. "Here." he gave me his phone. It was Sammy.

"Yes?" I answered "why you not answering yo phone?" She asked I moved the phone from my ear mugging it then put it back. "I lost it." I said pausing the movie. "Bitch find it Tyler going off on live." She said

I threw Dejuan phone at him and ran upstairs. "Where tf?" I threw my cover off my bed. I looked under my bed and on my vanity. "Damn bitch where you at?" I looked in my drawers for my phone. I went in the bathroom.

"Wtf!" I yelled I ran back downstairs. I looked on the table and that bitch was right there. I threw it across the room. Dejuan looked at me like I was crazy so I went and picked it up. I unlocked it and went to her live.

"Yea she won that round but I will beat tf outta that girl!" She yelled in the screen. "She with a nigga that's gone cheat on her lil goofy ass!" She said

"@queennadia: She in the live🤭🤭

@jamesdadon: she joined add her🥴

@its._essy: Baby I beat you up all 3 rounds LMAOOO😂😂🤦🏽‍♀️ "

I requested to join her live I set my phone up on my vanity. She added me.

"So what you was saying?" I said "you heard what I said and I mean that shit." She said "you being bold for social media everybody that was at that fight heard you crying for me to stop and get off you they had to pull me off yo lil weak ass. Get tf." I chuckled

"You can't fight. You swinging and ain't bruise shit. When I see you it's on sight." She said I took a deep breath. "I'm about to get to roasting on yo shit." I said calmly. "You a dirty ass bitch and yo breath smell like shit." She said

"Cut it out you dog face bitch. Keep talking and imma actually bake yo Rumpilsilskin built ass. Ole chimpanzee looking ass. Diseased rhinoceros looking ass peasant. Get yo ass of this live fronting like you with the shit. Before I get on yo ashy ass, fucking failed abortion. When you came out yo mama knew she should've swallowed y-" Dejuan came and covered my mouth.

"@myadiorr:🤣🤣

@bigbankace: it's ok frann you will get her next time LMFAOOOO😅

@sophie.socute: period ess snapped😍😭

@cashbam: her dude covered her mouth😏😂"

"Y'all wack asf." She ended her live. "Get off me." I pushed his hand. "You not about to be mad at me the rest of the time I'm here." He said "watch me. Now can you leave my humble home." I said more as a statement.

"No." He said sitting down. I put my phone on the table then I ran to him and started punching him. He just let me hit him like my punches don't hurt. Now if I hit yo ass in the face don't say shit.

"Why tf you wanna leave me?" I asked between punches. "I hate you!" I yelled he picked me up and slammed me on the couch. "Take that shit back." He demanded pinning my arms above my head.

"Now yo ass got sum to say." I rolled my eyes. "You don't hate me." He laughed "mmh." I hummed "look in my eyes and say it." He said I looked in his eyes. I opened my mouth but nothing came out. "Get yo big ass off me before I say front door open and scream rape." I said

"Do it." He said "front door open!" I yelled "front door opened." she repeated. "Rape! Somebody help!" I yelled. "They come in and see yo ass on me and you going to jail." I said he looked at me and put his hand in my shorts.

"Yo ass never got on no fuc-" I cut him off "see I thought about it but then I said nah." I defended my self. He nodded and looked at me. "oh hell nah." I ran outside. He came out here and chased me around his car.

"Dejuan!" I whined "I'm mad at you!" I yelled he shrugged and ran. I jumped on the car. He grabbed my leg and I slid down his back window. I jumped down and ran in the house locking the door.

He banged for a minute then stopped I looked out the window to see his car gone. He left his phone. Ya know what I'm finna do. I recorded myself twerking. I should leave a ass pic. He not that special.

I took a couple weird pictures. The type yo lil cousin take when they get yo phone.