Im putting him in the beginning
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We dropped the kids with Marc and Stevie because today is Dejuan last trial. It's been 2 weeks and they said this is the last one.

It's really making me nervous because I don't want Dj to grow up without a Dejuan. No cap he look good in that suit.

I developed a personality trait of biting my nails when I get nervous. I looked at Saraiya and saw she was crying. Ma is really tough and you would rarely see her cry.

"Ma calm down he good." I said grabbing her hand. "Girl bands just told you that." She chuckled. "Yea he did. But imma believe it." I said to her.

A bitch felt like I had anxiety these past 2 weeks. "There's no proof against Mr. Brown therefore, he's not guilty!" The judge said.

THANK YOU LORD!

Saraiya jumped up. "My baby free!" She smiled. This was the first time I saw smiles since his first trial.

We all walked outside feeling happy and relieved.

"Aw yall crying." Sammy hugged me and Saraiya. "No I'm not." I said wiping my face.

I don't know why I'm crying. Bad bitches don't cry.

I felt arms wrap around me I turned around and it was Dejuan. He smiled at me and pulled me into his embrace. I smiled and wrapped my arms around him.

We got a best friend type of bond until we get back together.

"Ma." He looked at her. "Son." She returned the look before he hugged her and she broke into tears. You could see the hurt on his face.

Honestly, it made me feel bad to see her cry like that.

"I'm fine." She forced a smile on her face. He still held that sad expression. "I'm sorry mom." He said with his voice cracking.

"It's ok baby." She kissed his forehead.

Aweee🥺🥺🥺

We got in the car and Sammy sat in the front and these bufford built ass niggas put me in the middle.

Dejuan wanted to be all in my personal space and shit. He laid his head on my shoulder and put his hand on my thigh.

I could tell he fell asleep and then we pulled up to Saraiya house and everybody got out.

"Poot wake up." I tapped him. He didn't even move. "Dejuan wakey wakey." I shook him and moved over a lil bit.

"Bitch I know you hear me and feel me. Crusty ass always wanna be extra." I mugged him.

"Baby look at these 12 mm minks." I grabbed his eyelash just to get my hand swatted away. "Ow. That hurt." I mugged him.

"Stop pulling on my shit then. Fuck is wrong with you." He mugged me. "I was just tryna wake you up." I shrugged. He got up and grabbed my hand getting out the car.

"Ma we going upstairs." He told her. She smiled and nodded. We got into his old room, he took his shoes and shirt off and laid on the bed halfway sleep already.

"Lay down with me." He whined. I took off my Christian louboutins and laid on his chest with my arm around him.

"I'm a mf city girl. I talk shit, I like money, I like bags, Tf." I said out of no where.

I pulled my phone out just to watch tiktoks, a bad bitch bored. If I don't go to sleep within 20 minutes imma wake him up.

"Ayeee look at me. Ouu. Hey. Ouuu look at me. Slow motion, slow motion." I said laughing.

2 hours later

I ended up changing my position to laying on his stomach like 20 minutes ago.

"Girl I don't mind. If you don't miiiiiiiiiiiiiiind." I sung with the video I was watching. "What time is it?" Dejuan woke up. "It's 3." I told him.

"You been up the whole time?" He asked. "Yup." I nodded. "You could've left if you were bored." He said. "I guess I ain't wanna leave." I said getting up.

"Where you going?" He asked. "To change and then Sammy house." I told him. "I think you and Dj should come to my house." He grabbed my hand.

"I'll think about it." I smiled he smacked his lips and let my hand go. He hugged my waist and I kissed his forehead.

It was all cool until his broke chimpanzee looking ass bit my stomach.

"Ow. Is you stupid." I smacked his head. "Nah. I was just tempted to do it." He said laughing and getting up.

"I don't like you." I chuckled putting my shoes on. "You know you love me. You want a piece right now." He licked his lips.

"Boy bye. Nobody want a piece of that." I playfully rolled my eyes.

He laughed putting his shirt and shoes on. We went downstairs and nobody was here. We got in my car and I drove straight to Chick-fil-A because I want nuggets.

As we were leaving the line Sammy called me.

"Hey babyyy." I answered. "Heyyy bae. What you doing?" She asked.

"At Chick-fil-A, about to go change my clothes then take dejuan fat head ass to his house and slide to yo crib." I told her.

"Can you get some pizza?" She asked. "Yea." I said. "And some Barbecue wings." She added.

"That's it?" I asked. "Yea." She said. "I got you." I said. "ok byeee." She dragged before hanging up.

"Who was that?" Dejuan asked. "You in my business? Yea don't do that." I chuckled. "Imma fuck you up with yo chameleon looking ass." He mugged me.

"I'm just playing with yo pickle chin ass it was Sammy." I told him laughing. He side eyed me making me laugh harder and he put his hand on my thigh.

I ate my nuggets while driving and he ate his chicken sandwich.

I stopped at my house and took a shower to change out of that dress.

I called Sammy because we was texting about a surprise party for Dejuan. My man about to be 26.

"Bands gotta keep him outside tomorrow so like what they gone do?" I asked. "Bands gone find something." She said

I nodded agreeing while putting on my lashes. "You know he come see ma every day. How we gone keep him from coming?" Sammy asked.

"Bands and them gone keep him busy and if he pull up. Imma just talk to him outside." Ma said.

"We should be finish in a couple days because we got the birthday banners and stuff. We just gotta get balloons and a cake." My mom said.

"So you gotta keep him out all day Thursday and by Friday we gone have all the shit we need and it's gone be set up." Ma said.

"So you got everything at yo house, we going to Sammy house today, bands keeping him busy tomorrow then Thursday imma keep him busy." I said understanding.

"Ok see y'all later." Sammy said. "Bye." I said before hanging up.

"You finally ready." Dejuan said as I entered the living room. "I ain't even take that long." I smacked my lips.

"You look good." He said before smacking my ass. "Yo pin head ass always touching something that ain't for you." I chuckled turning around facing him.

"Why you always gotta insult me?" He asked laughing. "Because it's fun and I can." I smiled. "No you can't." He said.

"Yo stupid ass ain't gone stop m-." I started before he grabbed my neck. "I just stopped you right? Yea, now shut yo ass up." He said letting me go and slapping my ass again.

Chileee..WATERFALLSSS. I wanted a kiss but it's whatever. Idc. Do it look like I care, cause I don't.

Imma be talking my shit later. I walked out the house with him behind me and locked the door, going downstairs to my car.

I drove to his house and we got out the car. He always got the Cheetos here.

I went straight to his kitchen to get a bag and sat on the couch to wait for him.

I jumped from Instagram to Tiktok just scrolling and watching videos as I ate my chips.

30 minutes later

Mr Dejuan Brown is taking a long time. I ordered the pizza and they said it's gone be ready for pickup in 30-40 minutes.

"Your honor I'm a freak bitch handcuffs, leashes. Switch my wig make him feel like he cheating. Put him on his knees give him something to believe in. Never lost a fight but I'm looking for a beating." I watched this girl dance.

I sat my phone on the couch and attempted this dance.

"Your honor I'm a hmm handcuffs hmm switch my hmm. Make him feel like he cheating. Put him on his knees give him hmm believe in. Never lost a.. but I'm looking for a be- ah ah" I finally got the dance.

"You rea-" Dejuan came downstairs and saw me dancing. "You a lil dancer?" He asked laughing. "Yes, now let's go." I said saving the video.

"Let's race." I said. "I will beat you. No cap." He said. "That ugly ass hellcat can't beat my baby." I smiled.

"Don't call Fiona ugly." He jumped at me. "You named it Fiona?" I laughed. "She is not a it. And you named yo car Jayda." He said.

"Ok and? Fuck allat, you down?" I asked. "Yea how much you putting up?" He asked.

"A band." I smiled. "You talking like me." He chuckled. "That's a lot of money for you to lose but I'm putting up 3 bands." He said smiling. We shook hands then I got in my car. 

"Where we racing to?" I asked him on the phone. "Sunoco." He said. "iight." I said. We parked outside his gate and I turned on sport mode.

"Ready..set.. Go!" He said me and Jayda was out.

He sped past me. I sped up he looked at me thru the window and I smiled at him and sped away.

I saw the gas station and smiled I saw him in the mirror and I sped up and slowed down when I pulled in.

He parked next to me and laughed. "Fuck you thought." I laughed getting out my car. He got out and walked towards me.

"Yo slow ass car." He chuckled. "But who lost the race? You so shut up." I giggled. "That ain't prove shit." He shrugged.

"You lost, you lost. Nana boo boo. I beat you." I stuck my tongue out at him.

"It was fun tho." I smiled. "It was, we gotta race the Lamborghini and that Tesla." He said. "Imma win that too." I said.

We haven't had fun like this in years.

"Ain't it some pizza you gotta get?" He said. I nodded and got in my car heading to where i was going.

I picked up the pizza and wings and drove to Sammy house. When I pulled up Dejuan car was outside.

I put my phone and stuff in my purse before putting it across my chest. I got the pizzas and wings. I clicked the lock button and closed the door with my foot.

I kicked the door softly but hard enough for them to hear it. Sammy opened it and got the food out my arms. "Thanks boo." She smiled.

I sat on the couch saying hey to bands and then Sammy came out the kitchen hugging me and kissing my cheek. "Heyyy sissy." She said. "Hey babe." I smiled and kissed her cheek.

"Ion like how yo woman kissing on my woman." Dejuan said to Bands while pulling me into his lap. "Ion like how yo woman kissing my woman tf." He retorted pulling Sammy.

Me and Sammy looked at each other laughing. "Wait yo woman? Y'all back together!" Sammy said getting happy.

"Before Essence say anything, yes. It's official and we ain't ever breaking up again." He smiled kissing my cheek.

"Awwe." Sammy said. "Wait a minute. I ain't agree to this." I said. "You want to tho." He kissed my cheek again. "I hate y'all." I said rolling my eyes and chuckling.

"Where the children?" I asked. "Upstairs sleep. They had fun pissing off Stevie and Marc." Bands said laughing.

"That nigga Marc went to sleep and Stevie helped them tie him up." Sammy said laughing making me and Dejuan laugh.

Dejuan slid 3 bands in my hands. I gave it back because I don't need it, the race was fun tho.

He opened my purse and put it in there before zipping it back up. "Keep it." He said before pulling me back on his lap.

Lord, I'm falling in love with this man all over again.

If we ain't meant for each other give me a sign by throwing yo sandal at my head or something.

If we are give me a different sign or something.

"I'm getting you pregnant again." He said in my ear.

Was that supposed to be nice or did that sandal just smack me?

"So like, what is that supposed to mean?" I asked. "Just know I meant that." He said.

Welp.

"What you over there thinking about?" Sammy asked. "Nothing." I said.

"Standing in the front yard, telling me how I'm such a fool. Talking bout, I'll never ever find a man like you. You damn right I won't. Yo irreplaceable ass." I said.

Sammy started laughing and choked on her pizza.

"You good?" I asked patting her back. "Yea I'm good." She said drinking her water then laughing again.

"Bitch you stupid." I said laughing. "I'm sorry that wasn't expected." She said laughing.

"You was good with vocals until yo dumbass said you damn right I won't." She said trying to breathe but she couldnt stop laughing.

"Yo crack head ass laugh at anything." Bands shook his head. She started coughing again.

"Corona. It's real." I mugged her. "Bitch you was probably one of the mfs that ate the bat." She said. "Shut yo hoe ass up." I said chuckling.

"Hoes need love too." She shrugged laughing. "Tf you mean?" Bands mugged her. "I mean thots just need a lil love too you know?" She shrugged.

"Right Sis?" She looked at me. "Yup. As a fellow thot I agree, we wouldn't be thots if we were loved." I smiled.

"Quit playing with me." Dejuan looked up at me. "We ain't loved." She said. "Yes y'all are stop acting a damn fool." Bands waved us off.

"Man wait until Quis come back." Sammy smacked her lips. "Right we gone be hoes with him." I said.

I swear Dejuan grabbed my neck so fast. "Stop fucking playing with me Essence. I will fuck yo lil goofy ass up." He saidd in my ear but very aggressively.

When he let go I sat there cheesing bout hard asf like yess daddy put me in my place. I like that!

I like mine feisty but not too feisty.

Sammy just smirked at me. "So you ain't a hoe with me no more?" She asked. "Samaiya." Bands warned.

I got up before looking at Dejuan. "I'm a hot girl. Ion care about that nigga right there or none of my other niggas." I smiled looking at Dejuan.

Something about pissing him off entertains me in some weird way.

He took a deep breath and shook his head. "Let me stop before I get my ass beat." I said sitting back down on Dejuan lap.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and we just sat here before them bad ass kids came downstairs.

"Daddy, let go of my mommy." Dj mugged Dejuan making me laugh. "Hey dada." I smiled standing up. He smiled jumping in my arms.

"So I'm invisible? iight cool." Dejuan sat back taking a sip of his water. "Can I get some?" I asked sitting next to him with Dj on my lap.

"No should've got your own." He said. "Please." I poked my bottom lip out. "Man here." He gave it to me.

Chile this water smacking! When it's somebody else's it taste way better "Give my mf shit back." He took it.

Dj and Ky gasped. "Uncle D. Stop saying bad words." London said hitting him. "My bad bookie." He put his hands up in surrender.

"Can I see yo phone mommy?" Dj asked I took it out my purse and gave it to him. He sat next to me playing on it.

"Auntie Ess." London climbed out of Bands lap to me. "Hey baby cakes." I smiled hugging her. She got comfy in my lap and played on her iPad.

The kids ate some pizza and we talked until around 11. I picked Dj up because he was sleep. "I got him." Dejuan got him out my arms.

He put him in his car. His dog faced ass always want a mf to come to his house. "I mean.. you can come too." He shrugged. I playfully rolled my eyes and chuckled.

"Ok." I said before hugging him and getting in my car. I went home to get my hygiene stuff and under wears then put them in my PINK duffel bag. I made sure I got Dj iPad and the charger.

Dj already has clothes at Dejuan house so I got in my car and started to Dejuan house.

I stopped at the gas station to get some candy because I was feeling some chocolate. I went a lil overboard and got a lot of candy. I payed and went to my car.

I pulled up to pooter house then got out and knocked on the door. He opened the door and grabbed my bag.

"It ain't no clothes in here, is it?" He looked at me. I shook my head while smiling and proceeded up the stairs.

Lucky I ain't wear my wig today.

I took my hygiene stuff in the bathroom. I took my lashes off then I got in the shower after I got out I washed my face.

I can't get dressed in the bathroom. I don't see how people do it. Too much condensation and too hot.

I left the bathroom and was playing his game so I put on one of his shirts with my undies and laid in his bed.

Not too long after, I started messing with him. I kept kicking him and then I got up and smacked him.

"Stop." He said. "I'm not talking to you." He said to the people on the game. I chuckled then I grabbed his controller.

"Let it go!" He yelled at me. "Not you I'm talking to my girl." He said on the game pushing me away.

Aww I'm his girl.

"Can we watch a movie?" I asked. "Yea, after this game." He said. "Ok." I smiled. I wrapped my arms around his neck and sat here watching him play.

2 hours later

"You still wanna watch the movie." He asked me. I looked up at him then back down at my phone. "So you ain't hear me?" He took my phone. "What?" I mugged him.

"Do you wanna watch the movie still?" He asked. "No. Fuck you, fuck that game, and fuck the movie." I said eating my Hershey, his Tyler j reacts looking ass bit it.

I'm about to fight him because first who told him he can get some, and second he was supposed to break it off not just bite it.

He went to take a shower and I sat on Tiktok while eating my gummy bears.

By the time he came out I ate all my gummy bears, sour patches and chocolate. All I had left was my jolly ranchers.

I like the hard kind. They're so good.

He got dressed and laid next to me and I sat up looking at him. "What?" He asked laughing. I got a pillow and put it over his face.

"Wanna eat my chocolate? Right idea, wrong bitch." I said while literally suffocating him. He know I don't play about my food and snacks.

He flipped us over so he was on top of me. "Fucking psycho." He said throwing the pillow on the bed.

"You ate my chocolate." I said. "You tryna kill me over chocolate?" He asked. "Yes." I said swinging on him he started swinging back.

Cheater. He was still on me. After a while he stopped hitting me and pinned my arms above my head.

"I don't only wanna eat that chocolate. It's something else I wanna eat too." He smirked. "You nasty." I chuckled. He let my hands go and I put them around his neck.

He we just stared at each other taking in each other's features. I just noticed a tattoo by his eye. It don't look like fresh ink either.