โ„‚๐•™๐•’๐•ก๐•ฅ๐•–๐•ฃ ๐Ÿš๐Ÿš

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" ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘’'๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘™, ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘’'๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘›๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ , ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›'๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘š ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™ ๐‘Ÿโ„Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘š๐‘ "
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I knew my way around this train, the ins and outs. Where the best places were to be alone. I remember the first time being on this capital train. Almost nine years ago. With my best friend at the time. Gage and I were Terrified of the capital, the games.

I should be scared shouldn't I? But what I feel isn't so. It's more so disappointment, in myself. I let my best friend die eight years ago. I can't let Finnick die in this one.

I sit on the oddly comfortable couch as I watch the reaping. I watch as my friends get picked, I giggle to myself when I see Johanna and her pissed off expression. At least some good things will come out of this. Seeing her, them.

I then watch the last reaping, Katniss and Peeta, I raise my eyebrow at the image of them. Surely snow is pissed with them, defying his rules. As one of them was suppose to die in that arena. But honestly I congratulate her for her actions. She went in with a friend.

Somehow she was able to come out with him too, that's all I ever wanted with Gage. So I understand her actions, why she did what she did, hell if I were her I'd do the same.

Suddenly the TV shuts off, confused I see a figure in the distance reflecting off the TV and I turn back to see it's Finnick, "shouldn't you be asleep" He says and I shrug wrapping the blanket around me tighter.

"You know I can't." I say softly as he walks over to me and sits next to me. Next moment he's wrapping me in his arms and I take that moment to lay my head upon his chest.

"Vic, You know Id do anything for you." He softly speaks as he kisses the top of my head

I sit there staring off at the wall before looking up at him, "I know Finnick, that scares me."

"I'm keeping you alive"

"No. Fin. Even if I make it what am I then?? Who am I. Without you I have nobody left." I say urgently

He sighs, "but neither do I."

We both fall silent as we glance at each other in the eyes. His sparkle with desire, love, passion.

I brush my thumb against his smooth delicate skin, "I love you Finnick. I'll love you until my heart stops beating, until my last breath. I'll love you for eternities after."

I could see the tears dwelling up in his eyes as he listens, "and you Miss Grace, are my muse, my home. My life. I love you Victoria."

Our lips draw like magnets as they crash into each other becoming urgent as well as we hold back our tears I draw back for a second, "stay with me." I mutter under my breath

He catches it as he draws in closer to my lips, "always" he mutters as he presses his lips to mine and I take it in.

Running my fingers through his hair as our kisses become passionate. Loving. Urgent.

He takes this time to grab me by my waist and pull me to his lap. As he leaves a trail of kisses down my cheek and neck. I feel myself burn with desire, but mostly with the love I feel for him.

I take in his warmth, his lips, his soul, his heart. As we never know if it'll ever be the last chance we get.

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"Thirty minutes til we reach the capital!!" Greenies pitchy voice echos through my room as I groan in response.

I seriously don't know how I don't smack her with a pillow every morning when I'm in the capital.

I practically collapse out of my bed, my legs and body sore from last night with Finnick. The thoughts of last night rush back to me and I can feel my cheeks burn up.
๐บ๐‘œ๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘š ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘Ž ๐‘”๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘™.

I rush to the bathroom seeing my hair a whole bunch of a mess and my clothes which are barley and partly on me.

I shower, wash up, get myself together. I have to, it's the capital they have expectations for how Finnick and I look and Act. As They've taken very well likings to us.

I put on a silky green strappy top and a pair of fitted black jeans. I brush my hair out and leave my silky blonde hair on my shoulders as I put on my token. Clipping it to the shirt. I sigh and put light makeup on just so I don't look dead, that and well Finnick left a few love marks down my neck that I needed to cover.

I put on a pair of flats and make my way to the kitchen cart as I step in, Mags sits there talking to Finnick and I smile as mags and I make eye contact. Rushing over to her I hug her tightly as she embraces me.

"I missed you! So much mags" I say as she gives me such a warm smile, "not as much as I"

I catch Finnick smiling out of the corner of my eye and I make eye contact with him, he put himself together and I can't help but stare a bit as he chuckles and I quickly glance away.

"I've done everything I can to teach you both, you know how the games work. I trust that you two will keep each other safe. I love you both my children." Mags reaches to take our hands as she squeezed them, "I love the people you've become, the people you are. Stay that way." Mags was the only one who made me feel like maybe I wasn't a bad person, maybe I wasn't a murderer. She made me feel like being myself was enough and that mistakes happen. Life happens.

Suddenly the light goes dim and reappears and I know. We're at the capital. I look over at the window as we slow down and see hundreds, no thousands of capital citizens pushing each other for a glimpse of us.

Finnick and I make eye contact and we know, we both stand up and go to the window putting on our charms and smiles, we wave as they go hysterical. Finnick takes my hand in his and I look at him, as we both raise our hands in their direction for them to see. I look back at the crowds and squeeze finnicks hand in reassurance.

All I know is that, even though it maybe my last days still alive. Im glad I'm older now, I know when to speak up, I know to tell people how I feel. With that being said I'm glad it's with this man. The man I hold dearly to. The man I can proudly say, I ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’.

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