𝓓𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓴 𝓗𝓪𝓵𝓮

There was something different about her.

Something that I can't place but I know is there. Maybe it's the way she talks confidently without a hint of insecurity even when she's nervous. Or maybe it's the way she's not afraid to ask for help.

She came back last night after she experienced her first full moon. I could tell she was scared, she said she wanted to kill her brothers best friend? I wonder why she was with him last night.

Maybe she has a thing for him which why she seemed so worried she was going to do something to him. I hope not, that ruins my chances. Who am I kidding? She's made it very obvious she's not into me.

She isn't like any of the other girls I've been with. She is different, she is attractive, looks wise but her confidence makes her way more attractive.

Anyways, back to last night, I drove her home last night because it was late and I didn't want her walking by her self in the middle of the night. I don't think she noticed but I couldn't keep my eyes off of her the whole drive.

I also noticed she had a hard time keeping her eyes off of me. She wouldn't let me drop her off right at her house so I stayed at the stop sign as she walked to and inside of her house just to be one hundred percent sure she made it safely.

I don't know why but I want to protect her even though I barely know her. Like if something was to happen to her right now I'd be a mix of angry and sad.

I told her to come over today so I could help her really embrace her wolf side but if I'm being honest with myself, I just wanted an excuse to see her again and it's not suspicious because I told her I wanted to help her.

So I guess we're killing two birds with one stone, I get to spend time with her and I can help her not go rogue during school or cheer and help prepare her for the next full moon.

She should be here soon, we agreed on one o'clock pm and it was currently 12:56 pm. I get the feeling she's one of those girls that has to arrive right on the dot, not a minute before or a minute after.

I hope she hasn't changed her mind, a lot can happen between now and last night when I asked her. Not only do I want to see her, she also really needs my help.

I can tell by the way she was easily irritated yesterday when I told her she shouldn't go to that party that she has a temper which was only heightened now that she's a werewolf.

Every emotion she had before will not be heightened times one hundred. I went through and I know her brother is going through it. Which why I plan on convincing her to talk to him about also training with us.

If they're anything alike then he will also have a bad temper now, and he plays lacrosse which doesn't go well with an angry wolf who's trying not to let everyone in the world know.

And with the Argents living here now, I can't risk myself or them getting caught and killed because they were so reckless to be bitten by the alpha.

Which i have yet to discover who he or she is.

I heard a car pulling in, right on time like I expected. I walked out as she got out of the driver seat. A smile pulled at the corner of her month as she walked up to me.

"Hey," she spoke softly as I put my hands in my front pockets, "hey, did you find it okay?" Did she find it okay? Seriously? That's the best thing I could come up with? What am I, 40? Well...

She chuckled softly nodding, even she thinks that was ridiculous, "yeah, I trail a few times but it's fine." I nodded, "So, what's the plan for today?" I smiled slightly, "we're gonna get angry." She looked at me concerned, "why?"

"The first step to controlling yourself any day but more specifically on full moons is obviously, your anger. So today we're learning how to bring yourself down when you're angry so you don't let blind rage control your actions." She nodded slowly, "how do you know I have a bad temper?" She teased as I let a smiled grow on my face, "you're a wolf, you have a temper."

She nodded leaving it at that. "Let's get started." She walked past me into the house, she was oddly chipper today. Like she was excited to learn about her wolf side.

I worked on getting her angry but it was harder than I thought. When I would try to say something to get her angry she would just make a smart comment back, I didn't want to resolve to fighting her in order to get her angry but I'm not seeing another option.

"Hit me." I looked at her concerned, "what?" She shrugged, "hit me." She repeated almost demanding. "No, I, I'm not gonna hit you." She laughed as she shrugged, "why not? Your horrible insult's are obviously not working at getting me angry so, just hit me." I chuckled shaking my head. "I can't hit you."

"Why not? You scared I'm gonna hurt you," she put he fist up playfully punching toward me, I shook my head, "no, I'm scared I'll hurt you. I'm a lot stronger than you." She laughed nodding, she threw a punch landing on my shoulder. I didn't flinch.

I admit it was hard but it didn't hurt. I bit my lip holding back my laughter as I crossed my arms over my chest. She moved around in a circle as I followed her not moving my spot.

"C'mon, fight me." She teased as she threw little punches toward me, "I'm not gonna fight you." She stopped moving around now standing still as she dropped her hands to her side defeated, "well then, I'm not gonna get angry and we're just wasting our Saturday."

I nodded slowly thinking about what to do. I can't fight her because i still have trouble controlling my anger and I can't risk losing it on her and hurting her. But nothing else is working, fighting is my only choice left.

"Okay, I'll go easy on you." She jumped up and down excitedly as she put her hands up, I put my hands up. She began moving in a circle around me as I followed her staying the same spot in the middle of the room.

She threw a punch landing in on my right shoulder then another on my left, I was gonna let her get a few hit in before I started fighting back.

I ducked as she threw one at my face, I looked at her surprised as she smiled teasingly. "And you're a cheerleader?" I clarified as she nodded shrugging, "what? Cheerleaders are tough too" she stated as she threw another punch landing it on my left shoulder.

I could see in her eyes anger, she was mad I wasn't fighting back which I expected to happen. I threw a punch toward her face as she ducked and I missed, she shrugged, "you'll have to try harder then that."

I took that as a challenge, the same time as she threw a punch with her right hand as I caught it with my left hand. She threw a punch with her other hand as I caught it with my other hand. I wrapped my leg around her legs pulling her toward me so her back was against my chest and I locked her arms against her chest so she couldn't move. "And you're caught." Her breathing picked up and the anger was now boiling off of her. "You also left your body open so if I wanted a shot at your stomach, I could have easily taken it."

"What is this a fighting lesson now?" She teased as I sighed letting her go, she rushed off of me turning back to me rubbing her wrist. I may have squeezed them a little harder than expected but worse will happen in an actual fight.

"You have to learn to fight while also controlling your anger." She looked down at her wrist, "why? I don't understand the point of this." I sighed placing my hands on my hips, "if you get angry to the point where can't control it during a fight, you'll let your anger control actions which never ends well. Blind rage." I stated as she looked up to me sighing annoyed.

"Well, I think I'm done with the lesson for the day." She turned to leave, I stepped forward grabbing her elbow stopping her, "you have to learn this stuff, Sophie. It's important especially if you don't want to lose it on your brothers friend again."

She shook her head, "you don't have to worry about me. I can handle myself." She brushed my hand off and walked away. I let her leave because it was obvious there was nothing I could say or do to make her stay, she was done.

Mood swings are normal for girl werewolves. It heightens whatever emotions you had before and just magnifies them. I want to help her but the only way I can help her is if she lets me. I can't force her to do anything.

Maybe if I get her brother to come train she'll agree to come back.

Hello friends!! I hope you enjoy this double update! With these posted I will not be posting through the weekend as I will be busy with family events! But I should have a update ready for Monday or Tuesday!!

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